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Remy LeBeau/Reader/Rogue:
“You see,” Remy drawls as he slinks down low between your legs, drawn open in such exposing manner off the edge of the bed, “I think you too beautiful, chere, to be appreciated by only me.”
“Uh-huh?” You ask, trying to prop yourself up on your elbows as tremble against the chuckled huff of air against your entrance. As his hands draw up your thigh and press a dedicated, lingering kiss to the soft, vulnerable flesh.
“So Remy think he need some help tonight,” He grins, and you can feel the curvature of that wicked grin against the heat in between your legs, “To make you feel good, minou.”
“And that’s where I come in, sugar,” Rogue coos from besides you—drawing your attention away from the most distracting, delicious display of Remy to the figure besides you. To admire the soft light that curves over her body, devoid of clothing: save the elbow-length gloves matte green in stark contrast to the sheets beneath you both.
“And—”—You lick your lips, feeling the press of those green eyes that gleam with hunger at the gesture—“—What are you going to do?”
“Way I see it,” Rogue trails her hand up the soft slope of your stomach, her hands slow, torturous as she makes navigation to the swell of your breasts, “I think I got a good idea where to start.”
Her hands are so gentle as she kneads the soft flesh—as she cups them both, making experimental squeeze. Her eyes dart up to you in a lustful wonder as you moan, a soporific chord of noise, eyes involuntarily drawing shut.
“Think they like it, Marie,” Remy says from between your legs, where he makes lingering kiss against your clit. And when you make shunted, punched-out gasp, your fingers making tight, curling clutch into the mattress, he chuckles in wicked measure.
“Course I do,” You respond, letting her see the lust that overcomes you as she continues to squeeze, each successive one more confident, more forceful than the last. You make pursed-lipped moan into the silence as you beam lazily up at her.
“You like how they feel?” You ask her with a lilting gasp—she nods.
“They’re so soft,” She replies in hushed, reverent tone as she assesses the effect she’s had on you. “I always wanted to know how they felt.”
You laugh, but it’s an arrested one: Remy’s tongue makes slick lap against you and you feel your brow twist up in delight. And Rogue, picking up the slack, paws at you with more urgency.
“Don’t stop,” You breathlessly plead of both of them, though it’s Rogue’ eyes that find yours. You watch the way that her mouth moves agape in a desire that moves the cant of her hand, that persuades the languorous flick of her thumbs against the bead of your nipples.
And this, in tandem with the way that Remy’s tongue draws your clit into your mouth, summon a broken noise that sends a sigh of pleasure from Rogue. And a groan that thrums through your body from your attendant below.
Rogue’s fingers work over the pearl of your nipple, taking them into forefinger and thumb, pinching them in careful measure; her eyes watch you for reaction. You make a humming note of desire against the full of your lips as Remy’s tongue laves at you, savoring your taste.
“You can go harder than that,” You whisper to Rogue, who chuckles—a flush of red blooms in slow descent over her face.
“I don’t wanna hurt you,” She whispers in response, revealing a tick of anxiety. You shake your head as you smile up at her glassy-eyed.
“Maybe I want you to hurt me,” You grin—Remy chuckles to pause from a loitering lick that has you hiccup on the conclusion of your sentence.
“They like a little fight, Marie,” Remy makes mischievous grin against you, “They can take it.”
Rogue’s eyes hold yours in careful, implicative meter. “You sure about that?”
“You scratch my back,” You huff out as her fingers work at you, as Remy’s tongue takes advance against the wet heat of your sex, “I’ll scratch yours.”
“How?” Rogue asks, a little giggle tumbling free, more color flushing in drawn crescent over her body. God, she’s so beautiful—you know that you want a taste.
“I’ll figure it out,” You wave this away as you feel another crest of pleasure draw over you. “For now—just don’t stop.”
And both of them are happy to oblige. You think you have a long night ahead of you.
Jason Todd/Reader/Roy Harper:
“Thought we’d try something a little different, sweetheart,” Jason says as he slinks the musculature of a body you know well besides you. “You know Roy, I presume?”
“Charmed,” You say to Roy who slumps his body in freefall besides yours—you can’t help but laugh at his antics even though the three of you lack clothing in normal interactions.
“Likewise,” Roy returns huskily, holding out his hand so that the two of you make shake—you acquiesce, even though you’ve known Roy since all three of you tracked low double-digits.
“So what’s your role in all this?” You ask him, watching as he tries to keep the cant of his gaze respectful—but those blue eyes are wandering down the landscape of a body that he’s never been so close to in proximity.
“Well,” Roy says, testing the waters as he lets his fingers drag up the unerring slope of your thigh, “Jay here was telling me about how he has a problem with your, uh, tits.”
“That’s news to me,” You reply, swiveling your head around to look at Jason, who smirks at the three-man play he’s being drawn into. “Coulda sworn copping a feel was your favorite thing, Todd.”
“Sure is,” Jason says, and at this, he takes gentle albeit needful squeeze around your breast—groping in slow, unhurried measure. When you groan, sucking against your teeth at the way he already ignites a plume of want between your legs—you’re poignantly aware of the punched-out groan that Roy makes sidelong you.
“But I think something so great,” Jason continues, holding your vision growing distinctively glassy as he continues to touch you the way you like, “Should be shared.”
“That so?” You ask, catching stilted breath on the last syllable—you turn with less ease than before to regard Roy, who now openly admires a body freely offered to him. “Roy, have you wanted to touch them?”
His pupils dilate in such satisfying manner as you ask in coy, dulcet manner, “Touch me?”
“Wouldn’t say the thought hasn’t crossed my mind,” Speaks his voice—though his cock is already jutting out with poignant interest. “Once or twelve times.”
You laugh as Jason takes more fanning spread of his fingers and squeezes—your back arches, allowing your tits to be on fuller, better display. You know that you’re not imagining the worshipful “Oh, fuck,” Roy makes as he looks.
You fight your lapse of attention to your third party member, and focus on Roy, who still awaits your permission. Such a gentleman.
“Go for it, Roy,” You urge him, looking at the way his hand twitches up wantonly. “Take a squeeze.”
“Mind if I take a taste?” Roy asks, and there’s something so earnestly hopeful in the way he watches for your approval.
“I’ll be mad if you don’t,” You grin, and so Roy begins slow descent over your nipple. Exhales hot breath that only makes your nipple pearl up at the exposure, makes you shiver as Jason continues to make dedicated ministration to your other.
And then Roy draws the full flat of his tongue over your nipple—and you let your head loll back as you groan in pleasure.
“Oh, Roy—”—Your implicit plea for more is satisfied as he draws the full of it into the wet heat of his mouth. And when he sucks—your hand curls around the coil of his shoulder to anchor yourself.
“Oh, fuck—”—You make breathless approval—“—Don’t stop doing that.”
“Mind if I join him, sweetheart?” Jason asks, working the slope of his thumb up your tit. All you can do is nod as another lick from Mr. Harper has you making pitiful noises.
When Jason’s mouth latches onto your nipple, you can savor the contrast immediately. Roy is hungry; starved for a taste that he might never receive again. Eager to scald the feel of you onto his tongue for good as he laps at it, draws it between his teeth in a spark of euphoric agony.
Jason—is deliberate. Is slow and even-paced with his licks as he works his tongue around the bud he coaxes to pertness with his mouth. Satisfies you with the punched-out moans that you can’t resist making, as your legs draw instinctively open.
“Oh my God—”—You beg—“—Don’t stop—”
A hand draws down to the heat between your legs, seeking to satisfy you further. You’re not sure who it is. All you know, as those fingers sink into you, that you’ve never felt heaven like this before.
Logan Howlett/Reader/Victor Creed:
“Well,” Victor grins as he saunters through the door, taking deliberate means to duck his head as he clears the frame, “Isn’t this a nice little treat for me.”
You can’t resist the tremble, the shock of adrenaline that darts up your body from where you sit on the bed. Logan had suggested this—you had acquiesced—but having him here, looming over you, even with the presence of Logan in foreground behind you—
You shift your hands, bound in thick twine behind your back, watching as he observes the curvature of your naked form on the edge of the mattress.
“You do anythin’ funny,” Logan growls—Victor doesn’t even look his direction as he continues to take ample eyeful of your body—“—They don’t like it—you’re done.”
“Don’t think that’ll be the problem,” Victor chuckles. His hand extends out in muscular length so that you might better admire those wicked claws as they find the curve of your jaw. You don’t resist the instinctive tension as his claw rakes across your jaw: but how surprisingly gentle it is as the talon rakes down your vulnerable skin.
“Think the problem won’t be them beggin’ me to get out of your bed, Logan,” Victor asserts; and finally, those eyes take hold on your man from behind. A scuffle of movement makes auditory register from behind you—you can only assume that Logan works to defend his pride—but all falls short when you moan.
The noise surprises you yourself, your gaze dragging down from the malicious grin Victor bestows upon you both, to watch the way that his hand has seized around your tit.
The way that his claw is dragging across the sensitive nub to make another whimpering noise—and the huff of satisfied delight that sinks past those gleaming canines.
“Thought so,” Victor gloats, smug in his satisfaction. “Always wanted to get a hand on these—”
He twists his wrist and you cry out, but the noise is far too lewd to be misconstrued as anything other than pleasure.
“Wonder what they’ll look like—”—He leans in as his claws scrape against your nipple and you gasp open-mouthed against the terrain of his mouth—“—When you’re bouncin’ on my cock, sweetheart.”
You chuff a breath in successive means, letting a little of that alacrity return to your gaze. “Didn’t know Logan gave you permission for that, Creed.”
The defiance makes his grin grow wider, more rugged—more carnivorous. “He didn’t, honey.”
You hear the approach of your man, feel the scrape of his wide fingers against yours. Silently re-establishing who’ll be fucking you over the bed.
“But I’ll earn my way up to it,” Victor chuckles throatily—and if your thighs clench together at the way that it spurs a heat to life—you know they’re both poignantly aware. From how the air goes taut, electric—hungry.
“That’s right,” Logan grunts as you feel a familiar hand draw around your chin, bid you look up to him—and the press of his tongue against yours is welcome. As that hand grows a tick more possessive around your breast, and you find yourself moaning against Logan’s tongue.
The two of you re-establish the pecking order with heated kiss, as your mouth works against his, as you breathe in the masculine scent of his body against yours. As another man’s hand works against your body, idly stroking his thumb up the curve of your nipple.
And when you pull away, you can feel the roil of his stare on you. Feel it in your periphery as Logan pushes you against the bed—and out of Victor’s grasp.
“You wanna stop,” Logan warns as Victor eyes up first, second and third course, “You let us know.”
“I will,” You reassure with a smirk.
“Yes,” Victor says as he takes side of your body allotted to him—with means to take more, “They will.”
Remy LeBeau/Reader/Rogue, Jason Todd/Reader/Roy Harper, Logan Howlett/Reader/Victor Creed, 2.1K
a/n: request from beloved mutual @gr0und-zer00 that uhhhh heheheh
cw: SMUT/18+ ONLY, threesomes, groping, fingering, eating out, reader has a huge rack, reader is AFAB but referred to in gender-neutral terms
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PREVIEW:
Good thing your partner found someone who's eager to carry the load.
DC/Reader, Marvel/Reader (18+)
Remy LeBeau/Reader/Rogue:
“You see,” Remy drawls as he slinks down low between your legs, drawn open in such exposing manner off the edge of the bed, “I think you too beautiful, chere, to be appreciated by only me.”
“Uh-huh?” You ask, trying to prop yourself up on your elbows as tremble against the chuckled huff of air against your entrance. As his hands draw up your thigh and press a dedicated, lingering kiss to the soft, vulnerable flesh.
“So Remy think he need some help tonight,” He grins, and you can feel the curvature of that wicked grin against the heat in between your legs, “To make you feel good, minou.”
“And that’s where I come in, sugar,” Rogue coos from besides you—drawing your attention away from the most distracting, delicious display of Remy to the figure besides you. To admire the soft light that curves over her body, devoid of clothing: save the elbow-length gloves matte green in stark contrast to the sheets beneath you both.
“And—”—You lick your lips, feeling the press of those green eyes that gleam with hunger at the gesture—“—What are you going to do?”
“Way I see it,” Rogue trails her hand up the soft slope of your stomach, her hands slow, torturous as she makes navigation to the swell of your breasts, “I think I got a good idea where to start.”
Her hands are so gentle as she kneads the soft flesh—as she cups them both, making experimental squeeze. Her eyes dart up to you in a lustful wonder as you moan, a soporific chord of noise, eyes involuntarily drawing shut.
“Think they like it, Marie,” Remy says from between your legs, where he makes lingering kiss against your clit. And when you make shunted, punched-out gasp, your fingers making tight, curling clutch into the mattress, he chuckles in wicked measure.
“Course I do,” You respond, letting her see the lust that overcomes you as she continues to squeeze, each successive one more confident, more forceful than the last. You make pursed-lipped moan into the silence as you beam lazily up at her.
“You like how they feel?” You ask her with a lilting gasp—she nods.
“They’re so soft,” She replies in hushed, reverent tone as she assesses the effect she’s had on you. “I always wanted to know how they felt.”
You laugh, but it’s an arrested one: Remy’s tongue makes slick lap against you and you feel your brow twist up in delight. And Rogue, picking up the slack, paws at you with more urgency.
“Don’t stop,” You breathlessly plead of both of them, though it’s Rogue’ eyes that find yours. You watch the way that her mouth moves agape in a desire that moves the cant of her hand, that persuades the languorous flick of her thumbs against the bead of your nipples.
And this, in tandem with the way that Remy’s tongue draws your clit into your mouth, summon a broken noise that sends a sigh of pleasure from Rogue. And a groan that thrums through your body from your attendant below.
Rogue’s fingers work over the pearl of your nipple, taking them into forefinger and thumb, pinching them in careful measure; her eyes watch you for reaction. You make a humming note of desire against the full of your lips as Remy’s tongue laves at you, savoring your taste.
“You can go harder than that,” You whisper to Rogue, who chuckles—a flush of red blooms in slow descent over her face.
“I don’t wanna hurt you,” She whispers in response, revealing a tick of anxiety. You shake your head as you smile up at her glassy-eyed.
“Maybe I want you to hurt me,” You grin—Remy chuckles to pause from a loitering lick that has you hiccup on the conclusion of your sentence.
“They like a little fight, Marie,” Remy makes mischievous grin against you, “They can take it.”
Rogue’s eyes hold yours in careful, implicative meter. “You sure about that?”
“You scratch my back,” You huff out as her fingers work at you, as Remy’s tongue takes advance against the wet heat of your sex, “I’ll scratch yours.”
“How?” Rogue asks, a little giggle tumbling free, more color flushing in drawn crescent over her body. God, she’s so beautiful—you know that you want a taste.
“I’ll figure it out,” You wave this away as you feel another crest of pleasure draw over you. “For now—just don’t stop.”
And both of them are happy to oblige. You think you have a long night ahead of you.
Jason Todd/Reader/Roy Harper:
“Thought we’d try something a little different, sweetheart,” Jason says as he slinks the musculature of a body you know well besides you. “You know Roy, I presume?”
“Charmed,” You say to Roy who slumps his body in freefall besides yours—you can’t help but laugh at his antics even though the three of you lack clothing in normal interactions.
“Likewise,” Roy returns huskily, holding out his hand so that the two of you make shake—you acquiesce, even though you’ve known Roy since all three of you tracked low double-digits.
“So what’s your role in all this?” You ask him, watching as he tries to keep the cant of his gaze respectful—but those blue eyes are wandering down the landscape of a body that he’s never been so close to in proximity.
“Well,” Roy says, testing the waters as he lets his fingers drag up the unerring slope of your thigh, “Jay here was telling me about how he has a problem with your, uh, tits.”
“That’s news to me,” You reply, swiveling your head around to look at Jason, who smirks at the three-man play he’s being drawn into. “Coulda sworn copping a feel was your favorite thing, Todd.”
“Sure is,” Jason says, and at this, he takes gentle albeit needful squeeze around your breast—groping in slow, unhurried measure. When you groan, sucking against your teeth at the way he already ignites a plume of want between your legs—you’re poignantly aware of the punched-out groan that Roy makes sidelong you.
“But I think something so great,” Jason continues, holding your vision growing distinctively glassy as he continues to touch you the way you like, “Should be shared.”
“That so?” You ask, catching stilted breath on the last syllable—you turn with less ease than before to regard Roy, who now openly admires a body freely offered to him. “Roy, have you wanted to touch them?”
His pupils dilate in such satisfying manner as you ask in coy, dulcet manner, “Touch me?”
“Wouldn’t say the thought hasn’t crossed my mind,” Speaks his voice—though his cock is already jutting out with poignant interest. “Once or twelve times.”
You laugh as Jason takes more fanning spread of his fingers and squeezes—your back arches, allowing your tits to be on fuller, better display. You know that you’re not imagining the worshipful “Oh, fuck,” Roy makes as he looks.
You fight your lapse of attention to your third party member, and focus on Roy, who still awaits your permission. Such a gentleman.
“Go for it, Roy,” You urge him, looking at the way his hand twitches up wantonly. “Take a squeeze.”
“Mind if I take a taste?” Roy asks, and there’s something so earnestly hopeful in the way he watches for your approval.
“I’ll be mad if you don’t,” You grin, and so Roy begins slow descent over your nipple. Exhales hot breath that only makes your nipple pearl up at the exposure, makes you shiver as Jason continues to make dedicated ministration to your other.
And then Roy draws the full flat of his tongue over your nipple—and you let your head loll back as you groan in pleasure.
“Oh, Roy—”—Your implicit plea for more is satisfied as he draws the full of it into the wet heat of his mouth. And when he sucks—your hand curls around the coil of his shoulder to anchor yourself.
“Oh, fuck—”—You make breathless approval—“—Don’t stop doing that.”
“Mind if I join him, sweetheart?” Jason asks, working the slope of his thumb up your tit. All you can do is nod as another lick from Mr. Harper has you making pitiful noises.
When Jason’s mouth latches onto your nipple, you can savor the contrast immediately. Roy is hungry; starved for a taste that he might never receive again. Eager to scald the feel of you onto his tongue for good as he laps at it, draws it between his teeth in a spark of euphoric agony.
Jason—is deliberate. Is slow and even-paced with his licks as he works his tongue around the bud he coaxes to pertness with his mouth. Satisfies you with the punched-out moans that you can’t resist making, as your legs draw instinctively open.
“Oh my God—”—You beg—“—Don’t stop—”
A hand draws down to the heat between your legs, seeking to satisfy you further. You’re not sure who it is. All you know, as those fingers sink into you, that you’ve never felt heaven like this before.
Logan Howlett/Reader/Victor Creed:
“Well,” Victor grins as he saunters through the door, taking deliberate means to duck his head as he clears the frame, “Isn’t this a nice little treat for me.”
You can’t resist the tremble, the shock of adrenaline that darts up your body from where you sit on the bed. Logan had suggested this—you had acquiesced—but having him here, looming over you, even with the presence of Logan in foreground behind you—
You shift your hands, bound in thick twine behind your back, watching as he observes the curvature of your naked form on the edge of the mattress.
“You do anythin’ funny,” Logan growls—Victor doesn’t even look his direction as he continues to take ample eyeful of your body—“—They don’t like it—you’re done.”
“Don’t think that’ll be the problem,” Victor chuckles. His hand extends out in muscular length so that you might better admire those wicked claws as they find the curve of your jaw. You don’t resist the instinctive tension as his claw rakes across your jaw: but how surprisingly gentle it is as the talon rakes down your vulnerable skin.
“Think the problem won’t be them beggin’ me to get out of your bed, Logan,” Victor asserts; and finally, those eyes take hold on your man from behind. A scuffle of movement makes auditory register from behind you—you can only assume that Logan works to defend his pride—but all falls short when you moan.
The noise surprises you yourself, your gaze dragging down from the malicious grin Victor bestows upon you both, to watch the way that his hand has seized around your tit.
The way that his claw is dragging across the sensitive nub to make another whimpering noise—and the huff of satisfied delight that sinks past those gleaming canines.
“Thought so,” Victor gloats, smug in his satisfaction. “Always wanted to get a hand on these—”
He twists his wrist and you cry out, but the noise is far too lewd to be misconstrued as anything other than pleasure.
“Wonder what they’ll look like—”—He leans in as his claws scrape against your nipple and you gasp open-mouthed against the terrain of his mouth—“—When you’re bouncin’ on my cock, sweetheart.”
You chuff a breath in successive means, letting a little of that alacrity return to your gaze. “Didn’t know Logan gave you permission for that, Creed.”
The defiance makes his grin grow wider, more rugged—more carnivorous. “He didn’t, honey.”
You hear the approach of your man, feel the scrape of his wide fingers against yours. Silently re-establishing who’ll be fucking you over the bed.
“But I’ll earn my way up to it,” Victor chuckles throatily—and if your thighs clench together at the way that it spurs a heat to life—you know they’re both poignantly aware. From how the air goes taut, electric—hungry.
“That’s right,” Logan grunts as you feel a familiar hand draw around your chin, bid you look up to him—and the press of his tongue against yours is welcome. As that hand grows a tick more possessive around your breast, and you find yourself moaning against Logan’s tongue.
The two of you re-establish the pecking order with heated kiss, as your mouth works against his, as you breathe in the masculine scent of his body against yours. As another man’s hand works against your body, idly stroking his thumb up the curve of your nipple.
And when you pull away, you can feel the roil of his stare on you. Feel it in your periphery as Logan pushes you against the bed—and out of Victor’s grasp.
“You wanna stop,” Logan warns as Victor eyes up first, second and third course, “You let us know.”
“I will,” You reassure with a smirk.
“Yes,” Victor says as he takes side of your body allotted to him—with means to take more, “They will.”
I just finished listening to "Risk It All" by Bruno Mars, and all imma say is that it’s so gambit coded. I lowkey got teary-eyed nobody can convince me otherwise that man is a true lover boy at heart.
oh I’m listening to what you’re putting down friend
also this tells me I really gotta start making character playlists…..
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guy x reader thing I’m probably never gonna use. You don’t need to review it or anything but I kinda just wanted to put it out there, and I hope my favourite chud writer wont mind…
“Well this is quite the surprise, eh?”
You can hear his lips curving up into that familiar(ly hot) cocky smirk. His twinkling with a small hint of mischief as he gets up on an elbow. Your sitting comfortably on your knees on teh floor- on the side of his bed, your arms crossed under your head on the bed- basically- a sight to behold in his eyes.
Your eyes flicker down his body- hes only wearing a pair of boxers- a small, ginger happy trail crawling down under the fabric- but your more focused on the moonlight- how it shines along his collarbone and curves at his torso- he wouldve looked ethereal if it werent for how stupid his expression was.
His smirk twists to be lopey, his eyes drooping a bit when his gaze drops down to you-
He cant see much of your body, but the only thing he can focus on is the fact that your on your knees- next to his bed- for him
Your not one to say much- most people question how you guys are even dating at this point- his brash attitude tied with your usual compliance and planning, it never really clicked for most.
But it absolutely clicked for you.
He was what you werent- confident, loud, not one to overthink, the type to immediately fight back- meanwhile you were small, shy, constantly worrying, usually staying back to think of a strategy only to rethink it again-
He tilts his head, observing how your eyes glaze over form pondering. He always found it adorable how distracted you were, especially with him. He raises his free hand and runs it through your hair, pulling it slightly to get your attention-
You snap back to reality as you blink away the lingering thoughts.
He grips your jaw roughly and tilts your head up, still flashing his teeth as he ducks in close- enough for you to smell the cheap mints in his breath. Your breath catches in your throat when your eyesight is filled with- well- him.
Your hands stay limp under your head and you feel heat sprouting into your cheeks, your heart is beating a mile a second and your entire body starts to feel electric- nipping at your skin from inside to do something- anything- whatever it is you should do- you dont know-
He lets out a hearty laugh as he sits up, bracketing your face with his thighs as his other hand slips down your neck, putting a soft pressure on your jugular to ground you.
“Y’ practically vibrating- i can see it from here”
Both his hands then slip to your shoulders, causing him to hunch down a bit- his musky scent filling your nose and running its course through your lungs-
He slowly starts kneading your shoulders, slowly moving through to the junctions of your neck. His thumbs stroke under your ears as your eyes flutter shut. He coaxes your head to rest on his inner thigh using his thumb.
You relish in the attention, body going slack against the bed- you dont sneak into his house every night and watch him sleep for nothing after all.
Thats when something suddenly pushes against your lips…
You stare down at the clothed muscle as that sudden rush of heat to your cheeks pops out once more, a sudden rush of excitement going through your veins.
You look up at him, causing your eyes to curve from the top- making you seems almost desperate, he chuckles once more, one of his hands slipping into your hair again as he teases
“Dont look so surprised- youll get watcha want soon”
His voice is much huskier now, and it only seems to add to the pool of arousal pitting in your stomach.
Includes: Dick Grayson, Wally West, Barry Allen and Hal Jordan
Summary: during a party game, he gets flustered from kissing you :p
Content/CW -> gn! reader, abt ~500 words a part, light teasing, being flustered, the boys being menaces, making out, slightly suggestive, lmk if i forgot anything
requested by the lovely amazing @gothamorphosis
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Dick Grayson:
Jason Todd shouldn’t be here. He doesn’t want to be here. And yet, he had nothing better to do and the opportunity to get Dick back for what he did to him last week was just too good.
He almost feels bad when he finishes telling Dick what his dare is and sees the horrified look on your face. He clocks it immediately—the way your mouth presses into a line, the way you’re suddenly shaking your leg, the way you can’t even look at Dick.
“That’s a stupid dare.”
You nod in agreement but you’d be lying if you said you didn’t feel a little disappointed. Why wouldn’t he want to make out with you?
Jason simply shrugs. “You can always choose truth if you’re feeling shy.”
It’s the way Jason says it that has your ears perking up. You risk a glance at Dick only to see him staring right at you, offering a sheepish smile. You nod, ever so slightly, the quietest signal that what he’s about to do is okay.
Dick rises to his feet and your heart jumps into your throat. You set your cup on the coffee table and match his movements, standing up on shaky legs. Your pulse picks up with every step closer to Dick and you’re painfully aware of the distance between you growing shorter and shorter.
Eyes are on you, the rest of the people in the room—Dick’s friends, mostly—watching with bated breath.
As if the universe doesn’t hate you enough in this moment, you stumble over your own feet, Dick catching you in his arms and pulling you against his chest.
“I gotcha.”
You’re at a loss for words, everything you could possibly say right now caught in your throat. You settle under his touch, forcing yourself to take deep breaths to keep yourself cool through the moment.
It’s Dick that hesitates. Hands on your waist and lower back, lips only inches from yours, he freezes up. Lucky for him, you don’t.
You press yourself closer to him and tilt your head back, parting your lips to meet his. You catch his bottom lips between yours, eyes fluttering shut, and let yourself move against him. Something woody lingers on his mouth, floods your senses as you kiss him.
Dick tugs you closer, beckoning you in until the space between you is nonexistent. You forget how to breathe for a second, heat crawling up your spine until it suffocates you.
You pull away, Dick grinning goofily at you. His cheeks are slightly pink, his shoulders tensed.
You open your mouth to speak, only to be cut off.
“What’s wrong, Grayson?” Jason heckles. “At a loss for words?”
You’re too busy watching Dick’s own flustered face to realize you’re completely free of any shame, the heat that was rising up your spine having dissipated into nothingness.
“You feeling alright?” You tilt your head at Dick, a knowing grin on your face.
He shakes his head. “I think I need you to kiss me better.”
You can’t help but roll your eyes and oblige.
Wally West:
Wally’s eyes are on you. Your eyes are on the floor. Knots form in your stomach, heat crawls up your spine and you cannot bring yourself to look at the man who just spun the bottle that landed on you.
Roy Harper’s elbow digs into your side. “Hey, we don’t have all night.”
“Asshole.” You mutter.
He snickers in return, clapping a hand on your back and pushing you forwards. You stumble to your feet, eyes still on the ground, and make your way across to you to where Wally’s sitting. More eyes are on you, the eyes of your fellow teammates who absolutely know about the torch you carry for the red haired speedster.
It only sends the heat racing further through your veins.
Five more steps to Wally. Your heart pounds in your chest, smashing so hard against your ribcage you’re sure it’ll break.
Wally leans back where he’s sitting on the floor, crossing his arms behind his head. You wish you had something to throw at him.
It was his idea to play Spin the Bottle, him who grabbed the empty Pink Whitney bottle that Kory had left laying around and set it on the floor. Him who made you sit through several rounds of this while your nerves only grew more and more.
You’d been pleading with the universe, to any higher power that would listen, for the bottle to not land on you. But then you’d considered the possibility of having to watch Wally kiss someone else and venom had risen to your throat and then you weren’t sure whether you wanted the bottle to land on you or not.
You swallow hard and force yourself forwards, straddling Wally’s waist and sitting down on the meat of his thighs. You can feel the thick muscle through his jeans, feel it rub against your own thighs as you sit down.
Wally grins at you, cocking his head to the side, red strands falling into his face. “Don’t worry,” he winks. “I’ll be gentle.”
The heat grows unbearable. Your hands shake slightly as you raise them to cup his face. Fuck, fuck, fuck. And without another thought, you’re leaning forwards and pressing your lips onto his, snaking your hands to the back of his neck to tangle them in his hair.
Wally gasps, tongue darting out to swipe the backs of your teeth. His lips move perfectly in sync with yours, hands grasping at your hips and tugging you in closer.
A small sound of disappointment slips from his lips when you pull away. His hands don’t leave your hips. His lips are swollen and sticky with saliva, cheeks flushed almost as red as his hair. And somehow, someway, you’re completely fine.
You poke his red cheek. “You feeling okay, Walls?”
“Don’t—don’t even,” he grumbles, fingertips digging into your skin.
Roy claps his hands, shaking his head in disbelief.
Barry Allen:
You’re not sure why you agreed to play this stupid game. You’re not even sure who came up with the idea to play this. Given almost everyone here is either pushing thirty or well beyond it, you have no idea where seven minutes of heaven even came from.
But now, put on the spot and told to get into the old janitors closet with Barry fucking Allen of all people, you wish you’d never agreed to play. More than that, judging by the stupid smirk on Hal Jordan’s face, you wish you’d never told the stupid Lantern about the torch you carry for Barry.
Hal whistles lowly, looking between you and the speedster. “Come on now, we don’t have all day.”
You flip him the bird and shoot him a glare, a weak distraction from the knots that your stomach has been tied in. Barry’s gaze burns into your face but you can’t bring yourself to look, leaving yourself to wonder if he feels as flustered as you do right now.
You glance at the closet, the door haunting you. The sound of Barry’s Converse sneakers scuffing against the floor has your head snapping up, eyes finally meeting his. Heat immediately blooms in the pit of your stomach, crawling it’s way through each and every one of your veins.
You swallow hard and force yourself to meet his strides and walk towards the closet.
Hal, not being able to help himself as usual, grins wickedly. “You kids have fun, okay?”
Barry scoffs and mutters something under his breath that you can’t hear. You silently put a curse on the pilot, hoping even more of his hair will go grey.
The door to the closet closes, darkness falls and you find yourself pressed chest to chest with Barry Allen.
“We don’t have to kiss if you’re uncomfortable.”
“I’m not uncomfortable.”
You can barely make out the frown on his face. “I can feel your heart racing,” he mumbles, and it sends a shiver up your spine.
“That doesn’t mean I’m uncomfortable.”
“Then what are you?”
You’re not sure why you do it. Maybe it’s the growing tension in this tiny dark closet, or maybe it’s to save yourself from saying something that you’ll great, but suddenly you find your lips pressed against Barry’s.
You expect him to push you away, to want to talk more. You’re not ready for the hunger he responds with, for him to push you against the wall and cup a hand behind your thigh and to graze your lips with his teeth.
It’s not awkward like how you expected it to be. It’s hot and dizzying and has butterflies erupting in your stomach. You kiss him back just as ferociously, snaking your hands up his shoulders and into his hair and tugging on it.
You—a loud knock comes at the door, Barry flinching back from you. You have just enough time to wipe some of the wetness off your mouth before Hal rips the door open and light comes streaming in.
You blink, entirely shocked by the redness of Barry’s cheeks and the complete mess you made of his hair. Hal looks just as surprised as you feel, looking between the mess you made of Barry Allen and your own perfectly composed face.
“Shit,” he says, shaking his head. “You really went for it.”
Barry shoulders past him, grabbing your hand in his. “Shut up, Hal.”
Hal Jordan:
The music blaring from the old bar speakers is almost enough to drown out the sound of Hal Jordan making the last shot in pool. The cue ball clacks against the 8 and you watch with wide eyes as it sails across the table, bounces off the side and perfectly sinks into the pocket he called.
He turns to face you with a toothy grin, pool stick still clutched in his hand. “So?”
Heat rushes to your head as you remember your earlier bet with him. If I get this ball in, he’d said, you have to kiss me like you mean it.
It was an eye rolling comment, something you’d snorted at despite having a very strong urge to actually kiss him. Not that you’d ever tell Hal that—it would go straight to his head.
But now, faced with the smiling pilot, all messy hair and warm eyes, you kind of wish you hadn’t made that bet.
Barry smiles at you from the other side of the table, his eyes knowing. Your partner at pool, albeit not much help with how clumsy he is, is the only one who knows just how you feel about Hal Jordan. You’re not entirely convinced he didn’t throw the game on purpose just so he can finally stop hearing about Hal Jordan.
You sigh and take a step towards Hal, slowly closing the gap between the two of you. You’re a few inches away when Hal suddenly rests a hand on the small of your back and tugs you flush against him, his lips hovering mere centimetres away from yours.
The breath catches in your throat. You close the gap between you, moving your lips against his. The taste of leftover whiskey and smoke on his lips fills your mouth, the flavour an odd comfort among your racing heart and frayed nerve ends.
Hal’s hand is warm on your back, his body radiating heat through yours. You pull away and swallow away your nerves, forcing a brave smile.
“That good enough for you, Jordan?” You say and you’re entirely surprised you managed to say it without stuttering.
His cheeks are flushed, mouth slightly open as he looks at you in surprise. “I don’t—”
You laugh and Dinah Lance, propped against the counter next to Oliver, wolf whistles.
“Cat got your tongue?” You go to take a step back only for Hal to catch your wrist. “What, do you want round 2?”
And you should know to never, ever challenge Hal Jordan, especially not when his heart is racing and the adrenaline is hitting him so clearly. Hal tugs you back into him, cupping your chin and smashing his lips back onto yours.
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synopsis: this is one of three parts! you're losing interest in your dreary day-to-day when a cute coworker catches your eye in more ways than one <3
word count: 2523
warnings: i wrote you to be... a little dumb... sorry... hints of unwanted romantic attention, canon compliant violence, murder, obsession, stalking, food
a/n: i spent all day writing this... i hope its not the ramblings of a madwoman...
part one | part two | part three
Let’s face it, working at KTMJ wasn’t your childhood dream. You had no interest in the stuffy office building or the stacks and stacks of paper you had to manage. But it paid the bills, and you’d rather be doing this than spending the night out on the street. You were one of the lucky ones in Gotham, not having to turn to a life of crime or other unsavory work- but does that mean you can’t complain? These are the things you ponder as you go about your work day, sorting and stacking papers, making copies and uninspired conversation. You hide your discontent behind a smile and try to keep things friendly between your coworkers.
Then you met Edward. The man was quiet, his gaze barely left his computer. You had been tasked with dropping off some copies he requested. Straightening your white button down, you walked slowly up to him. Admittedly, you were a little nervous. You’d heard bad things about him from your co-workers. It’s not that you trusted their word, but if they’d gone out of their way to warn you, there must be a reason, right?
You cleared your throat to get his attention, shifting on your heels. “Sorry, you’re Edward, right? I have the copies you requested.” You say with a smile. He glances up at you, eyes widening slightly. “Uh- yes. Thank you.” He mutters, making room on his desk for you to put the papers down. They were the yearly spendings of some animal rescue- New Beginnings. Not that you cared, this part of KTMJ was out of your jurisdiction. You just brought things to people who were too lazy to get them for themselves.
You break out of your thoughts to glance up at Edward, who was staring back at you. Part of you had expected something from him- some mean comment that would justify the warnings you’d received from your peers. But nothing came. He just sat there- watching you. You quickly fix your smile, straightening up, “Right, I’ll uh- I’ll see you around Edward.” You say, turning on your heel and leaving.
A week later you heard news of Zach, your least favorite manager, getting a promotion. Apparently, he cracked the case of a missing 10,000 dollars from an “animal rescue”. Something about that didn’t feel right, Zach was an idiot. There was no way he could do that by himself. It took you a couple hours, but you remembered that rescue being brought up before. Edward had asked you to bring him some files on them, of course- it was him.
You watched Edward as he stared at the plaque on Zach’s new office. His jaw was set, he was clutching his pen tightly. This isn’t right, you thought, Edward doesn’t deserve this. So, you walk up to him- maybe out of hatred for Zach or a newfound sense of camaraderie in your coworker, you decided you couldn’t let him sit angry by himself.
“Hey, Edward”, you say, putting a gentle hand on his chair. He scrambles to cover some doodles on his papers, turning to face you with wide eyes. You smile, “Don’t worry, I draw a lot during slow workdays too.” Edward nods, not quite knowing what to say. You continue, “I had a question for you, if you don’t mind.” Finally finding his voice, Edward responds, “Yeah?”
“Zach wasn’t the one who found out about that animal shelter, right? It was you, wasn’t it?” You ask. Edward feels his heart leap. He was proud of his work, but the way you asked him- it felt like he was caught doing something he shouldn’t have. He stutters out another “Yeah.” and feels his cheeks warm under your gaze. You tilt your head, rolling your eyes, “It’s just like Zach to take the credit, that guy’s a jerk.” You say with a hushed voice, “I’m sorry that happened Eddie, I see you.”
Edward’s shoulders tense, his face glowing red. I see you. I see you. She sees me. The phrase repeats in his head over and over before being interrupted by your worried expression. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to call you that- that nickname just slipped out.” Edward shakes his head quickly, “No, no, it’s fine, I don’t mind!” You smile again, and Eddie feels a great swell of pride in his chest. I made her smile, she’s smiling because of me.
Your rosy conversation was cut short when Zach called you over for help with his printer (it was just unplugged). Edward watched you leave, his heart slowly sinking back to place. How had he not seen you before? You saw him. You smiled at him. You called him Eddie. He let out a small sigh and turned back to his work before Zach could notice his staring.
Over the next few months, you spend more time with Edward. You’d eat lunch with him every once in a while, and he was always a welcome stop whenever you went around delivering files and papers. Edward found himself falling harder and harder for you. You took over his mind, his ever waking thought was spent gleefully on you. He could make the city better- better for you. The Bat would help him, he’d change your world, create a Gotham that actually deserved you.
As Edwards' obsession for you grew, the Riddler grew alongside it. He was making a name for himself, people were getting curious. People were seeing him. He wondered if you’d noticed him, what you thought of the Riddler. God, he hoped you liked him.
On a rather rainy lunch break, you found yourself with Edward at a diner right outside of the KTMJ building. You sat together at the booth, making small talk about the company’s CEO, and the ridiculous shoes Zach had been wearing. “So, why’d you decide to work here anyways, Eddie?” You ask, head leaning on your palm. “I uh- I dunno, I’m good with numbers.” He responds, hoping he’s not bragging. You grin, “That’s an understatement. I’ve never met anyone as smart as you before.” Edward feels his heart race and desperately attempts to change the topic, “How about you? I mean- why are you here?”
Your smile falters, and Edward can tell immediately that he hit a nerve. I fucked it up, he thinks, She hates me, she’s realized I’m not good at this- she’s realized I’m faking. You look down at your half-eaten sandwich, your hand moving to your neck. “I- um, I had a bad run-in with my old boss back at a different company. I used to be a psychologist but…,” You explain, “He wanted to… ‘date’ me and when I refused I got fired.”
Edward’s jaw tensed. Feelings of anger and guilt swarming within him, “I’m sorry to hear that.” He says, voice grave. You quickly brighten up, waving your hands as if you were trying to physically get rid of the tension in the air, “It’s fine! It’s in the past, and I’m here now, so…” you pause, “It’s… yeah, it’s fine.” Edward nods, he wants nothing more than to hug you, to reassure you and take you away and promise you everything is okay.
When Edward goes home that night, he knows his work isn’t over. Edward knew where you worked before coming to KTMJ, of course he did- he knew where you grew up and where you lived and what your favorite movie was (he’d seen it a million times just for you). So it wasn’t a difficult feat to find out where your old boss was.
A week later your boss’ death is being covered on just about every news station in Gotham. A man who died in shame after the Riddler leaked his messages to his female coworkers to the world, who will never harm anyone ever again. Edward observes from his cubicle as you watch the announcement on your computer. Your beautiful eyes were wide, mouth slightly parted. Maybe he was imagining it, but he swears he saw the faintest of smiles appear on your face.
You couldn’t believe what you were seeing. He was gone, the man who turned your world upside down and set it aflame, you’d never have to see him again. The Riddler, your knight in shining armour, he saved you. You’d heard of him before, a vigilante who started killing CEOs and corrupt politicians in Gotham. To be honest, you never paid him any mind. That sentiment would be weird in any other city but in Gotham, things like this happen every Tuesday. But now, it’s safe to say he’s on your radar.
You found the Riddler’s website, but to be honest, his puzzles to get into the website confused you. You’d visit it constantly, trying to piece it together just to be frustrated. You were losing sleep. When you came to work one day, you decided to try and see if Eddie could help you.
“Hey Eddie,” You say casually, getting his attention as he sat beside you in the diner again. “You’re, like, a puzzle master right?” He nods, struggling to make eye contact. “I’m stuck on a riddle,” You admit, “It’s something like, ‘I cannot eat but I consume the hearts of many, when you lose it is when you’ll find me… what am I?” Edward’s eyes widened, “Rage.” He mutters under his breath, “Where did you hear that?” He’s panicking, he’s certain you can tell, did you find him out so soon? Are the police on their way? Are you some sort of agent here to take him away before he can finish his work?
“Oh, rage! Of course!” You say, straightening up, “I saw it on this forum online, I looked up ‘hard riddles’ and this guy was looking for the answer! I knew you’d know it Eddie!” You feel bad for lying to Eddie, you knew he could do it, but you didn’t really want him to know about your budding obsession with a murderer. He was one of your only real friends at work, you wanted to keep him close.
Edward believes you, but your lie didn’t quite quell his fears. He didn’t want you to find him out- you’d surely be horrified if he wasn’t there to explain it to you. He needed to be the one to break it to you- maybe on your fifth wedding anniversary when he’s finally sure he’s got you.
Eddie logs into his website that night to find his follower count went up by ten. One username stuck out to him. A user by the name of [rdlrfan]. He feels his chest swell in pride. His fan? How sweet. Soon there’d be hundreds, thousands, joining you.
Life goes on just as expected, the Riddler continues his plans, and you continue to support him. You wanted to know who he was behind the mask, what he looked like, how tall he was, what his room looked like. You’d fall asleep to his streams sometimes. He was charming, and he felt familiar- his voice put you at ease, even if he was saying scary things. You wanted him to succeed, to pair up with the Batman and save the day. You wanted him to be happy.
Meanwhile, Edward was working up to his biggest plan yet- flooding the city. The city needed a cleanse, and he’d bring it on. The project took all of his attention, especially as he grew more and more excited. It started to bleed into his daily life. He drew his plans at his cubicle, mind racing between what was to come and what he had to do now.
You happened to be a little late to work, the train had to pause due to interference from the dropheads, so you snuck into the office hoping Zach didn’t see you. As you were sneaking past Eddie’s desk, you saw something on his computer that caught your eye. It was his personal computer, not the one the office gave him, and on it was The Riddler website. It looked… different than how you knew it, and after a couple more seconds of staring you realized why. He was editing it.
You felt your vision spin. It couldn’t be, Eddie is… he’s- Your thoughts are interrupted as you remember you’re still walking (albeit slowly) and you trip and fall over a small trashcan on the floor. Edward spins around, closing the tab on his computer and rushing to your side. “Are you okay?” He asks, holding a hand out to you. You take it, letting him help you up, “Yeah-yes. Sorry.. I uh- I…” You took a second to really look at him. His glasses- God, how did you not realize this before? You thank him and hurry away, taking the next hour to calm your racing heart with your head buried at your desk.
Over the next week you do everything you can to help Eddie. He’s been so tired recently, and there’s really no wonder as to why. He’s been going on and on about his big plans on his website, he’s been working so hard… You get him coffee daily, brushing it off as an extra from the coffee runs you have to do for upper management. Your presence only fuels Eddie’s resolve to “save” the city. You who are so sweet and beautiful, so kind to him. He’ll protect you from the cruelty this city breeds.
So, Edward gave it his best shot, his plan went so well- up until he was arrested and the Batman revealed he had no intention to team up with him. He was stuck. In a cold Arkham prison cell with a heavy heart filled with regret. He should’ve talked to you more. He should’ve told you who he was- what he’d done for you. But let’s be real- what would he get out of that? You didn’t think of him like that, you probably didn’t think of him much at all.
He wouldn’t have done this if he hadn’t met you, but Edward put special effort into keeping his identity a secret. He got a separate ID and covered his tracks between his Riddler and real-life persona. He knew those efforts were in vain, though, and that soon enough he’d be truly found out.
Edward sunk deeper and deeper into that familiar feeling of self hatred. He hung onto every detail of your face he could remember, knowing that he’d likely never see you again. What he wouldn’t give to see you, to smell you as you leaned over his desk to hand him another coffee, to feel your hand on his chair as you get his attention.
You were also distraught. Your Eddie was locked away, you never got to thank him for what he did to your boss. You never got to tell him how much you love him. He’s sitting there somewhere, scared and alone. You just couldn’t stand it, there had to be something you could do!
As you sat there in your sadness, your phone buzzed. It was a friend from your old psych job- Harleen Quinzel.
a/n: a commission for @mortisetspei that was an exercise in classical fiction m/m ships; I had a lot of fun trying to match Melville's prose
cw: smut/18+ only, time-period associated homophobia/internalized homophobia, there was one bed, makeouts, grinding, groping, m/m ship
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Ishmael finds answers to a question he never thought he needed.
Ishmael/Queequeg (18+)
Perhaps Ishmael thought it strange at first to occupy himself with odd bedfellows—but there is something in particularity about the company he keeps. In the long-yawning shadows that bleed out from moonlight vast waxing full, borne by fat-bodied heavenly body in tapestry of stars from yon window: so Ishmael reposes in bed.
But it is an arresting, disruptive sleep. There is no rest that can be gleaned for the man as he watches the motes of air that dance in what little dim-lit, illuminated perimeter of the room. He lies still: but he is beset by other thoughts.
One of them is the fact that he is cold: the blanket is no balm to him. The other is the concept that he is in this state of discomfiture given the company that he shares landscape of bed with.
Not that he has not before: having little monetary prospect and necessity to be economical has afforded him occasional rooming with odd fellow. It is the particularity of the odd fellow that he makes residence with, in the hypothetical repose of slumber. That is—if slumber were to find him, which it has been in the unfortunate absence of as of late.
But he cannot find himself to look at the person that occupies such housing of thought in foundation of mind rapidly devolving. Instead, he looks to mantelpiece, to hearth—and what little is set into definition is given further clarity as his eyes adjust. And he sees what he has been searching for in the abyssal darkness that has loomed over him in both body and soul.
The idol—how it sits in stately leisure on the top of the shelf, in very regal manner. With its clasped hands and omniscient expression that gives way to a neutrality that one may regard in marked serenity.
How Ishmael realizes that in his appraisal of it—and his owner—that he has gone from wary fear of the alien now to a more composed familiarity. And, with each recurring instant that it is worshipped before—with increasing fondness.
But there is impetus for that too, he realizes; and he cannot find himself to even articulate it in the depths of his consciousness. To make work of the cacophonous thoughts that ring out in the foreground of his mind, as he considers gravity of concepts that he can scarcely apply definitive meaning to.
Of his bedmate. Of his supposed ‘marital’ partner—and how this has sent his mind asunder as he considers the eyebrows raised, the preconceived notions that a language barrier might provide.
O, but how his heart was spurred in such indicative adrenaline that aroused such passion within his loins. That surely it was not lapse of judgement that persuaded him to be at ease with the absurdity of marriage to Queequg; but asserted acquiescence instead.
An approval, instead—of marriage to this man that reclines besides him. Almost as though the actual term were to be given credence here instead of the mistranslation.
And how they slumber—hypothetically, again, for Ishmael’s thoughts are far too in chaos to approach a vestige of sleep—together, as one would assumed wedded spouses to do.
This makes him find the labor of breathing, of ensuring quality of life that is not suffocated, that is not titillated by the idea. How still the physical afterimage of his arm slung over the heft of his body in previous instance has remained branded upon hism in such dedicated commemoration. How he wishes that it will never fade in tactile imagery though the moment was brief and long since past.
And now, he thinks, he can deny himself opportunity no longer. He must look upon the person who has plagued such unproductive train of thought, if he cannot find a way to meander into the boulevard of sleep. And so he adjusts himself upon the territory of bedsheets that he has doled out in equal sharing for himself, and lets his head turn to look at that slumbering figure beside him.
And it is with great, horrific adrenaline that produces itself instantaneously, he finds that he has not been alone in his pursuit of sleep, wide-eyed and in waking world.
A pair of dark eyes, framed by tattoos that mark curvature and interval of face, stare back at him in nocturnal quality. Intense and carrying demeanor that level with scrutiny, even in the hour when soporific exhaustion should be only determining feature.
And yet, alert, awake, Queequeg stares back at Ishmael, who has forgotten that natural capcacity of breathing on one’s own. And when he speaks, Ishmael finds he can summon no greater than hoarse whisper, afraid to impugn upon silence that he did not realize was consciously inhabited by more than he.
“I did not know that you were awake as well,” Ishmael utters, at modicum of volume that even in the moderation he keeps—feels loud as thunder. Louder still is the pounding of heart that thrums in his ears, blood rushing torrential to locale of body that feels far too occupied with chill.
“You have not been asleep,” Queequeg says, “So I am awake as well.”
“There is no need,” Ishmael replies in quick retort; belated comprehension ensures the realization that Queequeg has been aware for far longer than he wishes to know. Watching him: and how spurious his heart is to be brought to greater pace at this.
“The ship leaves soon,” Queequeg asserts, and there is unspoken directive in his voice: that Ishmael wastes necessary energy by remaining awake. “It will be a while before you find stable bed again.”
Ishmael laughs, and the noise is brittle and an aberration against the quiet. “I have been without stable bed on sea and land. This will be no different.”
“You were looking at Yojo.” Queequeg says—and whatever other laudable thought Ishmael might have used in adequate distraction suddenly disappears, train of thought abruptly eliminated into night vapor.
“I—”—Ishmael begins though no further dialogue emerges henceforth. “Yes.”
“Do you wish to pray before it again?” Queequeg asks, and there is something that seeks to appease—to reassure Ishmael. Ishmael shakes his head in order to discourage the thought; he does not think he has the willpower to school locomotion to his knees.
“No.” Ishmael admits, and what is directed next is without foresight of time, confessed with exhausted immediacy, “Though perhaps searching for guidance is something I do need.”
“Guidance for what?” Queequeg asks, and there is something in the arch of that noble nose, those defined cheekbones made sharper by geometric shape—he is a beauty. Framed in moonlight, he is ever the picture of royalty that he must be in New Zealand.
Queequeg is silent, his face impartial in evaluation of his bedmate. His eyes only hold the direction that Ishmael’s own possess: back at him. Ishmael has himself wondered if he will ever be in possession of breath again, the arterial modulation of his lungs stunted and quartered into nothingness.
“What do you find confusing?” Queequeg asks—and now there is a fine malaise of panic that attacks Ishmael. That makes him search for words that do not actually present the problem, but instead make diverting task. And perhaps then Ishmael may turn over and pretend as though this set of circumstances is nightmare vivid enough to be considered real.
“You said we were married,” Ishmael begins, searching facial reaction that Queequeg does not provide by any iota, “But you say that we may be friends by your definition.”
Queequeg says nothing. Perhaps Ishmael shall be his own gravedigger and pallbearer at once as he poises at the site of his own cemetery plot.
“But if I were to ever go to the land where your peoples reside,” Ishmael continues, worried he may find composure dashed away at any instant, “What would they see us as?”
“They would see us as friends of highest degree,” Queequeg answers—and if it produces regret, then Ishmael does not realize darkness does little to obscure how it registers on his face. As his eyes dart to folded dunes of fabric that elapse between their bodies.
“I see.” Ishmael replies, though the affirmation of this answer is as bitter to taste as it is to swallow. This is why he does not realize that Queequeg’s hand reaches for the cliff of his jaw until it has already secured proper foothold upon it. Until Ishmael finds his eyes directed to share in the bask of his bedmate’s once more.
“But you and I may be more,” Queequeg says, “If that is what you wish.”
And with his hand about his chin, the pad of his thumb making vivid, irresistible scale—with invitation so properly given—with propriety flouted, convention askew—and door locked—
Ishmael finds himself at precipice. Finds himself at crossroads that perhaps he did not ever consider himself to approach: yet perhaps there was never proper catalyst like Queequeg to suggest it.
This is all that he considers before he makes decision that has him inch along the sequestering of the bed, drawn on tether by a hand that guides him closer. And then he is drawn into the wide embrace of arms that are both muscular yet secure, powerful yet warm. Authoritative; yet with him, carrying gentility that feels of a gift he may only have possession of knowing.
They share the span of silence as consideration is made, as ideas are considered, as lines are quietly redrawn. It is Ishmael who first works to close in on the terrain of Queequeg’s mouth, and find it claimed by his own. To taste the tobacco from tomohawk set dutifully on table—acrid and oaky and intoxicating. To have it spread across his teeth by the swipe of Queequeg’s tongue, making tableau to his affection.
And what affection; how consumptive and motivational it is, as Ishmael works to unbutton the shirt that Queequeg has retired for in the night. As Queequeg does the same, though Ishmael’s hands bear tremble his partner’s do not. Perhaps Ishmael has spent too endured a time in denial of what was there all along.
The unbuttoning of shirt reveals smooth muscle with interspersing extension of tribal tattoo—Ishmael lets out soft, desirous groan at the sight. But it makes transformative verbalization into a pleasurable sigh as he finds the fan of Queequeg’s fingers making journey to a waistband that is slowly being tugged down.
The noise Ishmael makes is traitorous, instinctive betrayal that indicates how greatly he wishes for this culmination. How he needs more than the palming of Queequeg’s hand over the burgeoning desire that grows in between his legs.
And then Queequeg’s hand moves—and Ishmael finds his own drawn to provide similar privilege. When his bedmate groans into the expanse of his mouth, when his hands clench in possessive yet rapturous way around him—how he realizes this is fantasy that he never thought possible.
And they both work to sate each other, to find satisfaction made by entwining limb. By harmonious tangle of arms, unifying scrape of tongue that savors taste made sweeter by the partner that shares in the physical delight.
Ishmael finally breaks away to give himself opportunity to breathe, feeling heady flush already spreading across territory of his body. To his inspired need, it seems that Queequeg grows harder of breath as well—they both shift curved palms against each other as one and share chorus of stifled groan.
“I had only hoped,” Ishmael confesses, and while he whispers there is delight now clouded in the statement he proposes, “I did not think that it would be reciprocated.”
“Let me show you how I will,” Queequeg states—and then brief quarter is over as the two of them search to make body accessible once more. And Ishmael slakes his thirst against the exertion of Queequeg’s tongue, his body—his altar to worship at now, his own.
banner and divider made by me :)
a/n: i don't expect this to get a lot of notes, but it was a fun exercise in my writing style and trying to recreate that classic prose style. thanks for stopping by :)
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