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> she rejects you BECAUSE she's worried you'll be killed too because all her boyfriends have died early (& blissfully unbeknownst to her, by YOU)
> try again, persistently
> get rejected again
> get mad
> you go back and shake her violently so that she has no mind of her own anymore and has to be put in a mental institution for the rest of her life for rejecting you
This happened CANONICALLY. This was an actual thing he did. The girl was (technically will be?) named Rose. Never forget that Eobard Thawne is canonically a fucking yandere. This is canon. I don't make the rules, comics do. I just remembered this was a thing that happened
@colonelfish if you didnât send this Iâm still calling you over here because this is your man
a/n: beloved mutual @emthegrace suggested this and manâŚi ran away with it
cw: deal with the devil, arranged marriages, plot for murder, off-screen murder, reader is gender-neutral but implied to be in marriage with no agency, cheating, sacrament gn!reader (no description of features)
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In the court of King Arthur, you make a deal with the devil to change your life.
Jason Blood (Etrigan)/Reader
Everyone knows that your husband is unfaithful; it is question of who doesnât know rather than who is aware. Yet you know what you are here for: pretty showpiece made to demonstrate what good breeding you shall provide for your lineage when the time comes.
Though, it appears that the time will never come, considering that your spouseâs eyes, and hands, wander.Â
You know better than to contest it; you know the price that you will pay for derision or distance. So you play the part: awaken to handmaidens that rouse you in a solitary bed, let them entrap you in delightfully colored garments that belie the grave expression you are used to bearing. And you sit beside an unfaithful man when court is in session.Â
Sometimes, you wish that your husband were not so accomplishedâso very revered, so very beloved in Arthurâs Court. To see the way that sunlight catches the coil of his locks in such beautiful fashion, the arch of handsome jaw, the gleam of wandering eyes.Â
Perhaps then there would be those that have sympathy for you. Save the people who have declined to share your marital bed with him. Or those who are also without agency to defend themselves.Â
Perhaps it would make court today more tolerable, as you stand besides him in waiting. Watch him shift from foot-to-foot with restlessness that seems more irritable as of late.
He takes deliberation to avoid even sparing you glance, though you have been gusseted and laced into manner of colorful garments. Though you are every part the perfect spouse that he does not deserve.Â
As he whispers to the squire besides him in muttered invocation âHow Iâd lop arm and leg so that I could retire to stablesâCatriona says she has a surprise for me.âÂ
You try not to wince. Try to keep brave face as you think of that pretty-faced maid that casts insolent glances at you when you dine with your husband and she is forced to serve you.
You know she dreams of the privilege to wear your clothes, to eat your fine food, to be fucked officially by your husband. But the shine wears off for your husband quick. There will be others.Â
This is the only reason that you keep your head high. At least, until squire engaged in conversation mutters back âThought you were to see Tess.âÂ
You stiffen at this name that does not make registered documentation in your head. That does not ring spark of familiarity. In the distance, you are vaguely aware of Arthur thanking Galahad and Jason Blood for services rendered to the kingdom once more.Â
âAnd I will, tomorrow behind the mill,â Your husband chortles back in low meter, âShould a man know to keep his mouth shut.â
They laugh for jokes that carry little water for you. But internally you are broiling with emotion. As the crowd erupts with applause for achievements that matter little, and you are forced like marionette on string to play spouseâand you clap. When you swallow, you wonder why it is so difficult to do so.Â
When assembly is dismissed, you turn to your husband, lovely and arrogant and liarâand find that he is already walking away. Your hands clasp with such immediacy at the couplet of sleeve that it surprises youâand it surprises him as well.Â
He turns, and you are spared the first glimpse he has squandered your way. And his eyes are coldâand his jaw is set. So bereft of the warmth that he will regale to passerby or woman that he wants to fuck.Â
âWhat have you need of?â Your husband asks, roughly, brusquelyânot in manner that such esteemed lord should speak to his esteemed spouse. You find yourself stalled for words, especially in the face of the impatience that he so openly displays, the derision that curls arc of those full-bodied lips.Â
âI had only thought,â You say, smothering need to express nervousness through the tic of your fingers, âThat we might lunch together in the gardens.âÂ
His eyes regain a honed edgeâapathy. Contempt, at best. âYou are not wanting for company. You shall not require mine to go, nor mine permission.âÂ
Something spurs in the pit of your belly, a coalescing of emotions that you know you should be well-used toâbut it burns white hot. âI would only wish for the company of mine husband.âÂ
He scoffsâas though he, too, is aware of the nominal quality of the title he bears. âAnd I would wish for reprieve from castle grounds.âÂ
You donât know what motivates your mouth to move in articulation as it does. âI was not made to think the stables were not part of castle grounds.âÂ
Your husband draws still. Picturesque display of chivalrous beauty made beatifically malicious as he stares down at you. As he comprehends what you are aware of and considers best path of dialogue to proceed.Â
He closes in with deliberate stepâto passerby, it would be the way that loving couple embraces each other, the way his hand settles on your shoulder, his other to bid your chin look to him.Â
âYou shall not,â He directs with glorious, chiseled smile, âDeprive me of mine entitlements.âÂ
His hand clenches about your shoulder to agony with such alacrity you can only gasp. But he holds you still enough in the anchoring of his grip that you cannot move away as he leans in, almost as though to share kiss.Â
âNor, should you behave,â He whispers in shell of your ear, âShall I deprive you of yours.âÂ
You go still, knowing you are at dangerous precipice. And when he presses a kiss to the apple of your cheek, it is as if flint scratches upon steel. He withdraws, leaving the painful afterimage of his hand clenched upon your shoulder, bolstered by buoyant smile once more.Â
âGood mid-day, my love,â He says; and to the innocent witness, they would not presume the derision that he speaks it with. But you alone hold the spectacle of his eyes that stare at you.Â
And when he turns to leaveâyou can only watch the departure of his impressive figure in suffocating immobility. You are left standing a long while in the perimeter of King Arthurâs emptying court as you continue arc of gaze in the direction whence he left.Â
You are stiff-legged as you retire from the courtroom, unaware of pair of eyes that watch you as you go. Trapped in the claustrophobia of your internal dialogue, you can only make familiar trail that you know to the gardens. Edenic in nature, dotted in clustered interval with seasonal flowers that make aromatic bouquet. Something beautiful to appreciate in the midst of such mundane horrors.Â
So you find yourself, reposed upon marble bench underneath the long-armed, yawning branches of Yew tree, beset on all sides by bifurcated snapdragon and far-reaching lilies.
You are so busy wallowing in self-pity as you consider your fateâone of pretty, paralytic captivityâthat you are unaware that you are awaited by audience until they make themselves known.Â
Your name is such familiar yet melodic note on their tongue that you cannot help but find mesmerizing quality to it. As you find those sharp blue eyes that are watching you, have been watching you, summoned by well-known vessel.Â
âTwas not mine intention to disturb,â Sir Jason Blood bows in typical modicum of respect, âBut to request pleasure of thine company.âÂ
You find yourself at lack of response as you look at that angular face, as you consider those piercing eyes. How he befits such different archetype of beauty than your husband, who is of the classical type. This Jason Blood is cut from different, melancholic quality.Â
âOh,â You begin, remembering your propriety, remembering your duties, âMine company is not privilege you need seek permission for, Sir Jason.âÂ
Perhaps there is ironic echo considering your previous conversation with your husband, though there is no way that your present company could know. Yet he speaks.Â
âJason,â He corrects you, and there is such stark delivery to his request you can only look back, âWas it not Jason when we were young?âÂ
âWere it was,â You agree, smoothing out the pleats of your sleeve, âThough we have since let youth pass us by.âÂ
âAnd still,â Jason returns in such neutral manner, âYour beauty remains untouched as it was years before.âÂ
You duck your headâknight of the Round Table he is, but you are married and he is not. This marks the intention of the conversation in different manner, with onus of responsibility on you to summon back etiquette.Â
And yet still heat slinks under the sinew of your skin at the compliment. And you must resist the smile that wishes to make presence on your mouth.Â
âYou do me kindness, Jason,â You reply stiffly to the snapdragons that bow and bend in passing breezeâit is easier to regard them than the intense cant of those consumptive eyes. âIt is heartening to see friendly face on these grounds.âÂ
Perhaps it is not necessary to emphasize syllable upon friendlyâbut you cannot be without attempt. Especially in such open-aired, public setting.Â
This is why you are unprepared for Jasonâs reply. âYour husband defiles the sanctity of your marriage.âÂ
Your eyes fly up with such immediacy, your body draws rigid with such instantaneous inertia that you can only stare. Can only utter in urgent whisper, âSir JasonââÂ
âAnd you are in want of better prospects befitting person of your station,â He draws closer, âAnd of fine character of quality.âÂ
You are looking askance for suitable exit, for proper means to leave this conversation. Yet that implacable approach is not stymied as he begins to corner you into what was once comfortable escape from your troubles.Â
âSir Jason, your words are unwarranted and without merit,â You begin, finding your footing on shaky ground. The words ring so blatantly false as you look at that encroaching figure. âSurely you do not carry such sentiment for your brother-in-arms.âÂ
âWere he my blood brother I would consider abortive measure,â Jason says, âAnd allow him painless death to afterlife, a privilege far more than he deserves.âÂ
âSir JasonâââThere is no visible witness, but flowers have ears. You cannot be certain. âI require your apology at onceââ
He is before you with such immediacy that you are summoned into silence. As he holds his hand out to you, and you look at what lies in landscape of open palm.Â
âShould you wish better alternative to premeditated fate,â Jason saysâand all you do is look at the black, waxy candle that is yours for the taking, âYou shall do me great favor and light this candle tonight, whence you abed.âÂ
âIâââYou look at totem offered, look up to him. âI do not understand.âÂ
âLight it,â Jason urges, coaxing it into a hand that you donât even realize you have extended out to him, âAnd you may provide inquiry then.âÂ
It is heavy. There is significant gravity to it as you hold it, and as you mull over the information that he has given you.
A saner person would exile him from the presence of your company, would inform your husband at once. Would not consider the absurdity of this interaction with second thought.Â
But instead you reply, âI am grateful, Sir Jason.âÂ
âAs am I,â He replies, maintaining the cant of those glacial eyes upon you. You still feel the press of them upon your body even when he has returned from where he came, leaving you alone in the gardens once more.Â
It is ridiculousness. It is foolishness. You continue through motions of routine day, where you are made to dine in the company of Arthur and the other knights and spouses they make illusion of faithfulness to. Jason sits to distant corner, bachelor that he is, and only holds the presence of your gaze once before he returns to his cups.Â
And you mull over the candle that has taken heavy occupation in the folds of your pocket. As you consider the foolishness of this venture, while you watch your husband have endured conversation with the scullery maid that refills his goblet.
As his hands wander to avenues that any would deem inappropriate, were it not your husband. And you, meant to abide in silence, return your attention to food that chews to ash in your mouth.Â
You depart to your marital chambers alone at crossroads, with the pit of your stomach churning bile. As your maids shuck you of ornate, empty-purposed garments and undo the upholstery you have been made to take occupation in.Â
And the landscape of your bed yawns ever wider.Â
Candles are set, prayers are made, and you are left alone. And you sit within great silent interval in the middle of your marital bed, while your husband fucks an unknown woman on the other side of the castle.Â
You do not realize that you are lighting the candle until you sit at the edge of your bed, watching plume of flame dance in flickering manner in the Stygian shadow. You look to the walls, to search for aberration, for change, for definitive appearanceâbut nothing happens.Â
Perhaps it was symbolic, this gesture from Jason Blood. But you have little need for trinkets in the face of your reality. You sigh and make way to find slumbering distraction under the covers.Â
The candle goes out.
And you are submerged into darkness, only illuminated by the thin slat of light that window makes into the room. For perilous second, you remain paralyzed in confused terror before you turn backâan errant breeze.Â
But the candle, it appears, has re-lit itself. And with it, there is terrible company that stands in the threshold of your room, illuminated by dancing flame that illuminates iridescent eyes.Â
âGreat God,â you cannot find it in yourself to scarper back across the bed. Away from this monster dressed in clothing of gentleman, with red eyes that seem to see all in the confines of your room.Â
âGood night, sleeping beauty,â The demon says, âThou havâst guest.âÂ
âI must be lost in dreams,â You assert. For this, you are rewarded with throaty, wicked cackle as he takes further step. And still you do not retreat.Â
âThou requireâst demonic kin in aidâââThe demon puts his clawed hand to chest, casting his wretched face in more miserable shadowâââTis Etrigan that for thee, shall be best.âÂ
You cannot find conceivable answer to the walking illusion that haunts your room, only to watch him bow and approach.Â
âWho dost thy need killed?â He grins. âWho dost thy need slayed?âÂ
You smell brimstone. You see the demonic take residence in your room. But still you cling to false hopeâyour voice sounds foreign even to your own ears.Â
âI must be dreaming,â You say, âThis is no more than illusion which plagues me.â
He chuckles again, and takes another treacherous step towards you, so that you might better witness the gleam of his canines.Â
ââTis the liar that tells thee candied word,â He informs you, âEtrigan does naught but tell thee the truth.âÂ
The truthâyou are reminded of his reason. His purpose for arriving. In the addled foreground of your mind, you think that there must be a reason for this dream. Some modicum of logic informs you:Â you must play along.Â
Very well. You have played parts before; you shall play them now before deadly shade that occupies your slumber.Â
âSo, you are hereâââYour words falter as you look at the way that he stares back in voracious hungerâââTo help me? ToâŚkill my husband?âÂ
Etrigan, it appears, is delighted to provide you answer. âSo my good services have thus been spurredââ
At this, he offers humble bow to you, though his eyes never leave yoursâââSo that I may slay thine husband forsooth.âÂ
You think of proper inquiry, before a thought prevails. âHe is esteemed knight, thoughâof Arthurâs court. It would takeââ
âTwould take a demonâs power what kill him,â Etrigan purrs.
There is audible delight in the way he speaks, in the guttural tones he considers murder with casual quality. You almost think of how feline he is in this moment, in the glee he takes.Â
âAnd demonâs power be offered to thee,â Etrigan continues as he makes more considerable distance to you, âBut Etrigan does not abide by free whim. A demon wants exchange be paid to me.âÂ
âPayment?â You ask, thinking of riches that are your husbandâs, goods from your dowry that have long been squandered. âI have nothing of value to provide you.âÂ
He laughs, as though there is joke that you are unaware of being made. His voice is gutturally corrugated as he speaks again.Â
âThou hast handfasted with foul lying beast,â Etrigan says with such derision in reference to your husband who is in affairs unknown, âPerhaps Etrigan might serve better groom.âÂ
Once more in this odd dream, you are left without answer. With eerie quality of sensation that seats upon your shoulders. Much as it does thricefold as you ask, âYou would wish to marryâŚme?âÂ
Again, a roaring bellow of laugh as though you have made witty joke. One of those talons works to stroke at his chin as he appraises you. And to your surprise, you do not find yourself shirking away from the impropriety of his gaze.Â
âFine spouse Iâll make once thine marriage is ceased,â Etrigan returns, âBetter than facing such undeserved doom.âÂ
Your answer which you thought founded with good resource dies on your lips. A life as a shell, with your husband, in these gilded towers.
With little more to occupy you than the prospect of children he seems unwilling to produce, in an estate that is not your own, with nary an ally to accompany you. You stare at the demon who evaluates you with growing smirk. And you make your choice.Â
âMarriage to demon cannot be so inferior to marriage with animal I have now,â You declare with the finality of one approaching the gallows. âI accept your proposal, Etrigan.âÂ
At this, the demon laughs, and evocative chords of Hell come with himâterrible and foulâbut you do not flinch. You lack the will to do so as you make this tableau with hell.Â
âA fine demonstration of thine valor,â He chortles, âLucky meâto find mortal with mettle.âÂ
You think, at least, this shall be entertaining reminiscence when you wake up. But for now, you allow yourself to play along as the demon gestures to sands beyond you.Â
âReturn to thine bedâlate be the hour.â Etrigan grins, and holds out a monsterous hand for you to hold. âBut first, thine spouse has matters to settle.âÂ
âHow will I know that you have been successful in endeavor you seek?â Still you approach the open threshold his hand is levied out to you.Â
âA demon does not shirk in his duty.â He says with such velvet reassurance, you almost forget that you are in company of a demon. âNor ere eve of wedding to such beauty.â
You realize he is referring to you. You swallow as you look at himâto your husband promised, in exchange for husband murdered.Â
âTake this beastâs hand, mine sweet prize to be won,â He offers clawed, taloned hand to you once more. Should there be blood that rushes in your ears, the meter of your heart pounding in your throat, you are unaware. All that you are conscious of is the hand that looks for yours.
âYour word your bondâand his life shalt be done.âÂ
You do not know if it is desperation or madness that motivates you to clasp upon his hand with both of yours. But he cackles and it is a foul, wicked note that summons ailing wind that screeches high in your earsâ
âAnd then you are awake in your bed, roused by shaking hands and terrified voices that work to return you to the land of the living.Â
âYour grace, your graceâââYour maid, eyes wide with fear and terror; you blink away the bleary guise of sleep.Â
âYes, yes,â You say as you find your senses returning to you in slow execution, âWhat is the matter? What has happened?âÂ
âYour husband,â She says, and you find your body growing cold under her grasp that seeks to bring you to full-seated posture, âHe has diedâon the outskirts of the castle.âÂ
All you can do is stare up at her in muted shock. And all you can do is listen to the recounting of a tale that makes you grow colder still with every enunciated syllable.Â
Of the way your husband was deeply in his cups as he wandered the grounds with er, selected company, as he meandered down the promenade of Arthurâs great courtyard. As he suddenly seized forward, wrenched forward by near-supernatural force, with great expulsion of blood from his mouth, flung into the air before horrified witness.Â
âMay I see the body?â You find yourself askingâthe maid seems surprised at your inquiry. But soon you learn that there is reason for the hollow quality to her eyes.Â
âThere is no body left to speak of, your grace,â The maid says, and she makes the desperate sign of the cross. âAt leastânothing that you would wish to see.âÂ
Miserable, painful, wretched death. Far from painless that he promised, you think. And something else in you thinks, Good.Â
âI shall send message to your familyâs house,â the maid utters, trying to find more purpose than dithering about to a mute. âIs there anything you need, your grace?âÂ
âI amâââYou think saying I am well would raise eyebrows. So instead you provide alternative of, âI wish to speak to Arthur once he is roused.âÂ
âI will request it, your grace. He is awakeâââShe swallowsâââDown in the courtyard.âÂ
And with that, she retreats, leaving you to think of what has happened. Of implication you can scarcely comprehendâof freedom that suddenly is on great cusp for you.
You would think to laughâbut your hand it seems, has begun to burn.Â
You clutch it to your chest in pain, gasping in arterial, ragged breathâhow it feels as though the skin is sloughed from bone! You look down to your limp limb and can only stare.Â
Where your husbandâs ring should sit on your fourth fingerâinstead there is demonic brand in sigyl you have no ken of. But you know what it is. You know who is it from.Â
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Remy LeBeau/Reader/Rogue, Jason Todd/Reader/Roy Harper, Logan Howlett/Reader/Victor Creed, 2.1K
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cw: SMUT/18+ ONLY, threesomes, groping, fingering, eating out, reader has a huge rack, reader is AFAB but referred to in gender-neutral terms
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Remy LeBeau/Reader/Rogue:
âYou see,â Remy drawls as he slinks down low between your legs, drawn open in such exposing manner off the edge of the bed, âI think you too beautiful, chere, to be appreciated by only me.â
âUh-huh?â You ask, trying to prop yourself up on your elbows as tremble against the chuckled huff of air against your entrance. As his hands draw up your thigh and press a dedicated, lingering kiss to the soft, vulnerable flesh.
âSo Remy think he need some help tonight,â He grins, and you can feel the curvature of that wicked grin against the heat in between your legs, âTo make you feel good, minou.â
âAnd thatâs where I come in, sugar,â Rogue coos from besides youâdrawing your attention away from the most distracting, delicious display of Remy to the figure besides you. To admire the soft light that curves over her body, devoid of clothing: save the elbow-length gloves matte green in stark contrast to the sheets beneath you both.
âAndâââYou lick your lips, feeling the press of those green eyes that gleam with hunger at the gestureâââWhat are you going to do?â
âWay I see it,â Rogue trails her hand up the soft slope of your stomach, her hands slow, torturous as she makes navigation to the swell of your breasts, âI think I got a good idea where to start.â
Her hands are so gentle as she kneads the soft fleshâas she cups them both, making experimental squeeze. Her eyes dart up to you in a lustful wonder as you moan, a soporific chord of noise, eyes involuntarily drawing shut.
âThink they like it, Marie,â Remy says from between your legs, where he makes lingering kiss against your clit. And when you make shunted, punched-out gasp, your fingers making tight, curling clutch into the mattress, he chuckles in wicked measure.
âCourse I do,â You respond, letting her see the lust that overcomes you as she continues to squeeze, each successive one more confident, more forceful than the last. You make pursed-lipped moan into the silence as you beam lazily up at her.
âYou like how they feel?â You ask her with a lilting gaspâshe nods.
âTheyâre so soft,â She replies in hushed, reverent tone as she assesses the effect sheâs had on you. âI always wanted to know how they felt.â
You laugh, but itâs an arrested one: Remyâs tongue makes slick lap against you and you feel your brow twist up in delight. And Rogue, picking up the slack, paws at you with more urgency.
âDonât stop,â You breathlessly plead of both of them, though itâs Rogueâ eyes that find yours. You watch the way that her mouth moves agape in a desire that moves the cant of her hand, that persuades the languorous flick of her thumbs against the bead of your nipples.
And this, in tandem with the way that Remyâs tongue draws your clit into your mouth, summon a broken noise that sends a sigh of pleasure from Rogue. And a groan that thrums through your body from your attendant below.
Rogueâs fingers work over the pearl of your nipple, taking them into forefinger and thumb, pinching them in careful measure; her eyes watch you for reaction. You make a humming note of desire against the full of your lips as Remyâs tongue laves at you, savoring your taste.
âYou can go harder than that,â You whisper to Rogue, who chucklesâa flush of red blooms in slow descent over her face.
âI donât wanna hurt you,â She whispers in response, revealing a tick of anxiety. You shake your head as you smile up at her glassy-eyed.
âMaybe I want you to hurt me,â You grinâRemy chuckles to pause from a loitering lick that has you hiccup on the conclusion of your sentence.
âThey like a little fight, Marie,â Remy makes mischievous grin against you, âThey can take it.â
Rogueâs eyes hold yours in careful, implicative meter. âYou sure about that?â
âYou scratch my back,â You huff out as her fingers work at you, as Remyâs tongue takes advance against the wet heat of your sex, âIâll scratch yours.â
âHow?â Rogue asks, a little giggle tumbling free, more color flushing in drawn crescent over her body. God, sheâs so beautifulâyou know that you want a taste.
âIâll figure it out,â You wave this away as you feel another crest of pleasure draw over you. âFor nowâjust donât stop.â
And both of them are happy to oblige. You think you have a long night ahead of you.
Jason Todd/Reader/Roy Harper:
âThought weâd try something a little different, sweetheart,â Jason says as he slinks the musculature of a body you know well besides you. âYou know Roy, I presume?â
âCharmed,â You say to Roy who slumps his body in freefall besides yoursâyou canât help but laugh at his antics even though the three of you lack clothing in normal interactions.
âLikewise,â Roy returns huskily, holding out his hand so that the two of you make shakeâyou acquiesce, even though youâve known Roy since all three of you tracked low double-digits.
âSo whatâs your role in all this?â You ask him, watching as he tries to keep the cant of his gaze respectfulâbut those blue eyes are wandering down the landscape of a body that heâs never been so close to in proximity.
âWell,â Roy says, testing the waters as he lets his fingers drag up the unerring slope of your thigh, âJay here was telling me about how he has a problem with your, uh, tits.â
âThatâs news to me,â You reply, swiveling your head around to look at Jason, who smirks at the three-man play heâs being drawn into. âCoulda sworn copping a feel was your favorite thing, Todd.â
âSure is,â Jason says, and at this, he takes gentle albeit needful squeeze around your breastâgroping in slow, unhurried measure. When you groan, sucking against your teeth at the way he already ignites a plume of want between your legsâyouâre poignantly aware of the punched-out groan that Roy makes sidelong you.
âBut I think something so great,â Jason continues, holding your vision growing distinctively glassy as he continues to touch you the way you like, âShould be shared.â
âThat so?â You ask, catching stilted breath on the last syllableâyou turn with less ease than before to regard Roy, who now openly admires a body freely offered to him. âRoy, have you wanted to touch them?â
His pupils dilate in such satisfying manner as you ask in coy, dulcet manner, âTouch me?â
âWouldnât say the thought hasnât crossed my mind,â Speaks his voiceâthough his cock is already jutting out with poignant interest. âOnce or twelve times.â
You laugh as Jason takes more fanning spread of his fingers and squeezesâyour back arches, allowing your tits to be on fuller, better display. You know that youâre not imagining the worshipful âOh, fuck,â Roy makes as he looks.
You fight your lapse of attention to your third party member, and focus on Roy, who still awaits your permission. Such a gentleman.
âGo for it, Roy,â You urge him, looking at the way his hand twitches up wantonly. âTake a squeeze.â
âMind if I take a taste?â Roy asks, and thereâs something so earnestly hopeful in the way he watches for your approval.
âIâll be mad if you donât,â You grin, and so Roy begins slow descent over your nipple. Exhales hot breath that only makes your nipple pearl up at the exposure, makes you shiver as Jason continues to make dedicated ministration to your other.
And then Roy draws the full flat of his tongue over your nippleâand you let your head loll back as you groan in pleasure.
âOh, RoyâââYour implicit plea for more is satisfied as he draws the full of it into the wet heat of his mouth. And when he sucksâyour hand curls around the coil of his shoulder to anchor yourself.
âOh, fuckâââYou make breathless approvalâââDonât stop doing that.â
âMind if I join him, sweetheart?â Jason asks, working the slope of his thumb up your tit. All you can do is nod as another lick from Mr. Harper has you making pitiful noises.
When Jasonâs mouth latches onto your nipple, you can savor the contrast immediately. Roy is hungry; starved for a taste that he might never receive again. Eager to scald the feel of you onto his tongue for good as he laps at it, draws it between his teeth in a spark of euphoric agony.
Jasonâis deliberate. Is slow and even-paced with his licks as he works his tongue around the bud he coaxes to pertness with his mouth. Satisfies you with the punched-out moans that you canât resist making, as your legs draw instinctively open.
âOh my GodâââYou begâââDonât stopââ
A hand draws down to the heat between your legs, seeking to satisfy you further. Youâre not sure who it is. All you know, as those fingers sink into you, that youâve never felt heaven like this before.
Logan Howlett/Reader/Victor Creed:
âWell,â Victor grins as he saunters through the door, taking deliberate means to duck his head as he clears the frame, âIsnât this a nice little treat for me.â
You canât resist the tremble, the shock of adrenaline that darts up your body from where you sit on the bed. Logan had suggested thisâyou had acquiescedâbut having him here, looming over you, even with the presence of Logan in foreground behind youâ
You shift your hands, bound in thick twine behind your back, watching as he observes the curvature of your naked form on the edge of the mattress.
âYou do anythinâ funny,â Logan growlsâVictor doesnât even look his direction as he continues to take ample eyeful of your bodyâââThey donât like itâyouâre done.â
âDonât think thatâll be the problem,â Victor chuckles. His hand extends out in muscular length so that you might better admire those wicked claws as they find the curve of your jaw. You donât resist the instinctive tension as his claw rakes across your jaw: but how surprisingly gentle it is as the talon rakes down your vulnerable skin.
âThink the problem wonât be them begginâ me to get out of your bed, Logan,â Victor asserts; and finally, those eyes take hold on your man from behind. A scuffle of movement makes auditory register from behind youâyou can only assume that Logan works to defend his prideâbut all falls short when you moan.
The noise surprises you yourself, your gaze dragging down from the malicious grin Victor bestows upon you both, to watch the way that his hand has seized around your tit.
The way that his claw is dragging across the sensitive nub to make another whimpering noiseâand the huff of satisfied delight that sinks past those gleaming canines.
âThought so,â Victor gloats, smug in his satisfaction. âAlways wanted to get a hand on theseââ
He twists his wrist and you cry out, but the noise is far too lewd to be misconstrued as anything other than pleasure.
âWonder what theyâll look likeâââHe leans in as his claws scrape against your nipple and you gasp open-mouthed against the terrain of his mouthâââWhen youâre bouncinâ on my cock, sweetheart.â
You chuff a breath in successive means, letting a little of that alacrity return to your gaze. âDidnât know Logan gave you permission for that, Creed.â
The defiance makes his grin grow wider, more ruggedâmore carnivorous. âHe didnât, honey.â
You hear the approach of your man, feel the scrape of his wide fingers against yours. Silently re-establishing whoâll be fucking you over the bed.
âBut Iâll earn my way up to it,â Victor chuckles throatilyâand if your thighs clench together at the way that it spurs a heat to lifeâyou know theyâre both poignantly aware. From how the air goes taut, electricâhungry.
âThatâs right,â Logan grunts as you feel a familiar hand draw around your chin, bid you look up to himâand the press of his tongue against yours is welcome. As that hand grows a tick more possessive around your breast, and you find yourself moaning against Loganâs tongue.
The two of you re-establish the pecking order with heated kiss, as your mouth works against his, as you breathe in the masculine scent of his body against yours. As another manâs hand works against your body, idly stroking his thumb up the curve of your nipple.
And when you pull away, you can feel the roil of his stare on you. Feel it in your periphery as Logan pushes you against the bedâand out of Victorâs grasp.
âYou wanna stop,â Logan warns as Victor eyes up first, second and third course, âYou let us know.â
âI will,â You reassure with a smirk.
âYes,â Victor says as he takes side of your body allotted to himâwith means to take more, âThey will.â
Remy LeBeau/Reader/Rogue, Jason Todd/Reader/Roy Harper, Logan Howlett/Reader/Victor Creed, 2.1K
a/n: request from beloved mutual @gr0und-zer00 that uhhhh heheheh
cw: SMUT/18+ ONLY, threesomes, groping, fingering, eating out, reader has a huge rack, reader is AFAB but referred to in gender-neutral terms
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Remy LeBeau/Reader/Rogue:
âYou see,â Remy drawls as he slinks down low between your legs, drawn open in such exposing manner off the edge of the bed, âI think you too beautiful, chere, to be appreciated by only me.â
âUh-huh?â You ask, trying to prop yourself up on your elbows as tremble against the chuckled huff of air against your entrance. As his hands draw up your thigh and press a dedicated, lingering kiss to the soft, vulnerable flesh.
âSo Remy think he need some help tonight,â He grins, and you can feel the curvature of that wicked grin against the heat in between your legs, âTo make you feel good, minou.â
âAnd thatâs where I come in, sugar,â Rogue coos from besides youâdrawing your attention away from the most distracting, delicious display of Remy to the figure besides you. To admire the soft light that curves over her body, devoid of clothing: save the elbow-length gloves matte green in stark contrast to the sheets beneath you both.
âAndâââYou lick your lips, feeling the press of those green eyes that gleam with hunger at the gestureâââWhat are you going to do?â
âWay I see it,â Rogue trails her hand up the soft slope of your stomach, her hands slow, torturous as she makes navigation to the swell of your breasts, âI think I got a good idea where to start.â
Her hands are so gentle as she kneads the soft fleshâas she cups them both, making experimental squeeze. Her eyes dart up to you in a lustful wonder as you moan, a soporific chord of noise, eyes involuntarily drawing shut.
âThink they like it, Marie,â Remy says from between your legs, where he makes lingering kiss against your clit. And when you make shunted, punched-out gasp, your fingers making tight, curling clutch into the mattress, he chuckles in wicked measure.
âCourse I do,â You respond, letting her see the lust that overcomes you as she continues to squeeze, each successive one more confident, more forceful than the last. You make pursed-lipped moan into the silence as you beam lazily up at her.
âYou like how they feel?â You ask her with a lilting gaspâshe nods.
âTheyâre so soft,â She replies in hushed, reverent tone as she assesses the effect sheâs had on you. âI always wanted to know how they felt.â
You laugh, but itâs an arrested one: Remyâs tongue makes slick lap against you and you feel your brow twist up in delight. And Rogue, picking up the slack, paws at you with more urgency.
âDonât stop,â You breathlessly plead of both of them, though itâs Rogueâ eyes that find yours. You watch the way that her mouth moves agape in a desire that moves the cant of her hand, that persuades the languorous flick of her thumbs against the bead of your nipples.
And this, in tandem with the way that Remyâs tongue draws your clit into your mouth, summon a broken noise that sends a sigh of pleasure from Rogue. And a groan that thrums through your body from your attendant below.
Rogueâs fingers work over the pearl of your nipple, taking them into forefinger and thumb, pinching them in careful measure; her eyes watch you for reaction. You make a humming note of desire against the full of your lips as Remyâs tongue laves at you, savoring your taste.
âYou can go harder than that,â You whisper to Rogue, who chucklesâa flush of red blooms in slow descent over her face.
âI donât wanna hurt you,â She whispers in response, revealing a tick of anxiety. You shake your head as you smile up at her glassy-eyed.
âMaybe I want you to hurt me,â You grinâRemy chuckles to pause from a loitering lick that has you hiccup on the conclusion of your sentence.
âThey like a little fight, Marie,â Remy makes mischievous grin against you, âThey can take it.â
Rogueâs eyes hold yours in careful, implicative meter. âYou sure about that?â
âYou scratch my back,â You huff out as her fingers work at you, as Remyâs tongue takes advance against the wet heat of your sex, âIâll scratch yours.â
âHow?â Rogue asks, a little giggle tumbling free, more color flushing in drawn crescent over her body. God, sheâs so beautifulâyou know that you want a taste.
âIâll figure it out,â You wave this away as you feel another crest of pleasure draw over you. âFor nowâjust donât stop.â
And both of them are happy to oblige. You think you have a long night ahead of you.
Jason Todd/Reader/Roy Harper:
âThought weâd try something a little different, sweetheart,â Jason says as he slinks the musculature of a body you know well besides you. âYou know Roy, I presume?â
âCharmed,â You say to Roy who slumps his body in freefall besides yoursâyou canât help but laugh at his antics even though the three of you lack clothing in normal interactions.
âLikewise,â Roy returns huskily, holding out his hand so that the two of you make shakeâyou acquiesce, even though youâve known Roy since all three of you tracked low double-digits.
âSo whatâs your role in all this?â You ask him, watching as he tries to keep the cant of his gaze respectfulâbut those blue eyes are wandering down the landscape of a body that heâs never been so close to in proximity.
âWell,â Roy says, testing the waters as he lets his fingers drag up the unerring slope of your thigh, âJay here was telling me about how he has a problem with your, uh, tits.â
âThatâs news to me,â You reply, swiveling your head around to look at Jason, who smirks at the three-man play heâs being drawn into. âCoulda sworn copping a feel was your favorite thing, Todd.â
âSure is,â Jason says, and at this, he takes gentle albeit needful squeeze around your breastâgroping in slow, unhurried measure. When you groan, sucking against your teeth at the way he already ignites a plume of want between your legsâyouâre poignantly aware of the punched-out groan that Roy makes sidelong you.
âBut I think something so great,â Jason continues, holding your vision growing distinctively glassy as he continues to touch you the way you like, âShould be shared.â
âThat so?â You ask, catching stilted breath on the last syllableâyou turn with less ease than before to regard Roy, who now openly admires a body freely offered to him. âRoy, have you wanted to touch them?â
His pupils dilate in such satisfying manner as you ask in coy, dulcet manner, âTouch me?â
âWouldnât say the thought hasnât crossed my mind,â Speaks his voiceâthough his cock is already jutting out with poignant interest. âOnce or twelve times.â
You laugh as Jason takes more fanning spread of his fingers and squeezesâyour back arches, allowing your tits to be on fuller, better display. You know that youâre not imagining the worshipful âOh, fuck,â Roy makes as he looks.
You fight your lapse of attention to your third party member, and focus on Roy, who still awaits your permission. Such a gentleman.
âGo for it, Roy,â You urge him, looking at the way his hand twitches up wantonly. âTake a squeeze.â
âMind if I take a taste?â Roy asks, and thereâs something so earnestly hopeful in the way he watches for your approval.
âIâll be mad if you donât,â You grin, and so Roy begins slow descent over your nipple. Exhales hot breath that only makes your nipple pearl up at the exposure, makes you shiver as Jason continues to make dedicated ministration to your other.
And then Roy draws the full flat of his tongue over your nippleâand you let your head loll back as you groan in pleasure.
âOh, RoyâââYour implicit plea for more is satisfied as he draws the full of it into the wet heat of his mouth. And when he sucksâyour hand curls around the coil of his shoulder to anchor yourself.
âOh, fuckâââYou make breathless approvalâââDonât stop doing that.â
âMind if I join him, sweetheart?â Jason asks, working the slope of his thumb up your tit. All you can do is nod as another lick from Mr. Harper has you making pitiful noises.
When Jasonâs mouth latches onto your nipple, you can savor the contrast immediately. Roy is hungry; starved for a taste that he might never receive again. Eager to scald the feel of you onto his tongue for good as he laps at it, draws it between his teeth in a spark of euphoric agony.
Jasonâis deliberate. Is slow and even-paced with his licks as he works his tongue around the bud he coaxes to pertness with his mouth. Satisfies you with the punched-out moans that you canât resist making, as your legs draw instinctively open.
âOh my GodâââYou begâââDonât stopââ
A hand draws down to the heat between your legs, seeking to satisfy you further. Youâre not sure who it is. All you know, as those fingers sink into you, that youâve never felt heaven like this before.
Logan Howlett/Reader/Victor Creed:
âWell,â Victor grins as he saunters through the door, taking deliberate means to duck his head as he clears the frame, âIsnât this a nice little treat for me.â
You canât resist the tremble, the shock of adrenaline that darts up your body from where you sit on the bed. Logan had suggested thisâyou had acquiescedâbut having him here, looming over you, even with the presence of Logan in foreground behind youâ
You shift your hands, bound in thick twine behind your back, watching as he observes the curvature of your naked form on the edge of the mattress.
âYou do anythinâ funny,â Logan growlsâVictor doesnât even look his direction as he continues to take ample eyeful of your bodyâââThey donât like itâyouâre done.â
âDonât think thatâll be the problem,â Victor chuckles. His hand extends out in muscular length so that you might better admire those wicked claws as they find the curve of your jaw. You donât resist the instinctive tension as his claw rakes across your jaw: but how surprisingly gentle it is as the talon rakes down your vulnerable skin.
âThink the problem wonât be them begginâ me to get out of your bed, Logan,â Victor asserts; and finally, those eyes take hold on your man from behind. A scuffle of movement makes auditory register from behind youâyou can only assume that Logan works to defend his prideâbut all falls short when you moan.
The noise surprises you yourself, your gaze dragging down from the malicious grin Victor bestows upon you both, to watch the way that his hand has seized around your tit.
The way that his claw is dragging across the sensitive nub to make another whimpering noiseâand the huff of satisfied delight that sinks past those gleaming canines.
âThought so,â Victor gloats, smug in his satisfaction. âAlways wanted to get a hand on theseââ
He twists his wrist and you cry out, but the noise is far too lewd to be misconstrued as anything other than pleasure.
âWonder what theyâll look likeâââHe leans in as his claws scrape against your nipple and you gasp open-mouthed against the terrain of his mouthâââWhen youâre bouncinâ on my cock, sweetheart.â
You chuff a breath in successive means, letting a little of that alacrity return to your gaze. âDidnât know Logan gave you permission for that, Creed.â
The defiance makes his grin grow wider, more ruggedâmore carnivorous. âHe didnât, honey.â
You hear the approach of your man, feel the scrape of his wide fingers against yours. Silently re-establishing whoâll be fucking you over the bed.
âBut Iâll earn my way up to it,â Victor chuckles throatilyâand if your thighs clench together at the way that it spurs a heat to lifeâyou know theyâre both poignantly aware. From how the air goes taut, electricâhungry.
âThatâs right,â Logan grunts as you feel a familiar hand draw around your chin, bid you look up to himâand the press of his tongue against yours is welcome. As that hand grows a tick more possessive around your breast, and you find yourself moaning against Loganâs tongue.
The two of you re-establish the pecking order with heated kiss, as your mouth works against his, as you breathe in the masculine scent of his body against yours. As another manâs hand works against your body, idly stroking his thumb up the curve of your nipple.
And when you pull away, you can feel the roil of his stare on you. Feel it in your periphery as Logan pushes you against the bedâand out of Victorâs grasp.
âYou wanna stop,â Logan warns as Victor eyes up first, second and third course, âYou let us know.â
âI will,â You reassure with a smirk.
âYes,â Victor says as he takes side of your body allotted to himâwith means to take more, âThey will.â
I just finished listening to "Risk It All" by Bruno Mars, and all imma say is that itâs so gambit coded. I lowkey got teary-eyed nobody can convince me otherwise that man is a true lover boy at heart.
oh Iâm listening to what youâre putting down friend
also this tells me I really gotta start making character playlistsâŚ..
guy x reader thing Iâm probably never gonna use. You donât need to review it or anything but I kinda just wanted to put it out there, and I hope my favourite chud writer wont mindâŚ
âWell this is quite the surprise, eh?â
You can hear his lips curving up into that familiar(ly hot) cocky smirk. His twinkling with a small hint of mischief as he gets up on an elbow. Your sitting comfortably on your knees on teh floor- on the side of his bed, your arms crossed under your head on the bed- basically- a sight to behold in his eyes.
Your eyes flicker down his body- hes only wearing a pair of boxers- a small, ginger happy trail crawling down under the fabric- but your more focused on the moonlight- how it shines along his collarbone and curves at his torso- he wouldve looked ethereal if it werent for how stupid his expression was.
His smirk twists to be lopey, his eyes drooping a bit when his gaze drops down to you-
He cant see much of your body, but the only thing he can focus on is the fact that your on your knees- next to his bed- for him
Your not one to say much- most people question how you guys are even dating at this point- his brash attitude tied with your usual compliance and planning, it never really clicked for most.
But it absolutely clicked for you.
He was what you werent- confident, loud, not one to overthink, the type to immediately fight back- meanwhile you were small, shy, constantly worrying, usually staying back to think of a strategy only to rethink it again-
He tilts his head, observing how your eyes glaze over form pondering. He always found it adorable how distracted you were, especially with him. He raises his free hand and runs it through your hair, pulling it slightly to get your attention-
You snap back to reality as you blink away the lingering thoughts.Â
He grips your jaw roughly and tilts your head up, still flashing his teeth as he ducks in close- enough for you to smell the cheap mints in his breath. Your breath catches in your throat when your eyesight is filled with- well- him.
Your hands stay limp under your head and you feel heat sprouting into your cheeks, your heart is beating a mile a second and your entire body starts to feel electric- nipping at your skin from inside to do something- anything- whatever it is you should do- you dont know-
He lets out a hearty laugh as he sits up, bracketing your face with his thighs as his other hand slips down your neck, putting a soft pressure on your jugular to ground you.
âYâ practically vibrating- i can see it from hereâ
Both his hands then slip to your shoulders, causing him to hunch down a bit- his musky scent filling your nose and running its course through your lungs-
He slowly starts kneading your shoulders, slowly moving through to the junctions of your neck. His thumbs stroke under your ears as your eyes flutter shut. He coaxes your head to rest on his inner thigh using his thumb.Â
You relish in the attention, body going slack against the bed- you dont sneak into his house every night and watch him sleep for nothing after all.Â
Thats when something suddenly pushes against your lipsâŚ
You stare down at the clothed muscle as that sudden rush of heat to your cheeks pops out once more, a sudden rush of excitement going through your veins.
You look up at him, causing your eyes to curve from the top- making you seems almost desperate, he chuckles once more, one of his hands slipping into your hair again as he teasesÂ
âDont look so surprised- youll get watcha want soonâ
His voice is much huskier now, and it only seems to add to the pool of arousal pitting in your stomach.Â
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Includes: Dick Grayson, Wally West, Barry Allen and Hal Jordan
Summary: during a party game, he gets flustered from kissing you :p
Content/CW -> gn! reader, abt ~500 words a part, light teasing, being flustered, the boys being menaces, making out, slightly suggestive, lmk if i forgot anything
requested by the lovely amazing @gothamorphosis
froggi yaps -> did you miss me? cause i missed you :p im back and better than ever, i got soooo much motivation to write rn, i literally wrote this in less than 2 hours. i hope you guys like it cause i had a lot of fun writing it <3
Dick Grayson:
Jason Todd shouldnât be here. He doesnât want to be here. And yet, he had nothing better to do and the opportunity to get Dick back for what he did to him last week was just too good.
He almost feels bad when he finishes telling Dick what his dare is and sees the horrified look on your face. He clocks it immediatelyâthe way your mouth presses into a line, the way youâre suddenly shaking your leg, the way you canât even look at Dick.
âThatâs a stupid dare.â
You nod in agreement but youâd be lying if you said you didnât feel a little disappointed. Why wouldnât he want to make out with you?
Jason simply shrugs. âYou can always choose truth if youâre feeling shy.â
Itâs the way Jason says it that has your ears perking up. You risk a glance at Dick only to see him staring right at you, offering a sheepish smile. You nod, ever so slightly, the quietest signal that what heâs about to do is okay.
Dick rises to his feet and your heart jumps into your throat. You set your cup on the coffee table and match his movements, standing up on shaky legs. Your pulse picks up with every step closer to Dick and youâre painfully aware of the distance between you growing shorter and shorter.
Eyes are on you, the rest of the people in the roomâDickâs friends, mostlyâwatching with bated breath.
As if the universe doesnât hate you enough in this moment, you stumble over your own feet, Dick catching you in his arms and pulling you against his chest.Â
âI gotcha.â
Youâre at a loss for words, everything you could possibly say right now caught in your throat. You settle under his touch, forcing yourself to take deep breaths to keep yourself cool through the moment.Â
Itâs Dick that hesitates. Hands on your waist and lower back, lips only inches from yours, he freezes up. Lucky for him, you donât.
You press yourself closer to him and tilt your head back, parting your lips to meet his. You catch his bottom lips between yours, eyes fluttering shut, and let yourself move against him. Something woody lingers on his mouth, floods your senses as you kiss him.
Dick tugs you closer, beckoning you in until the space between you is nonexistent. You forget how to breathe for a second, heat crawling up your spine until it suffocates you.
You pull away, Dick grinning goofily at you. His cheeks are slightly pink, his shoulders tensed.
You open your mouth to speak, only to be cut off.
âWhatâs wrong, Grayson?â Jason heckles. âAt a loss for words?â
Youâre too busy watching Dickâs own flustered face to realize youâre completely free of any shame, the heat that was rising up your spine having dissipated into nothingness.Â
âYou feeling alright?â You tilt your head at Dick, a knowing grin on your face.
He shakes his head. âI think I need you to kiss me better.â
You canât help but roll your eyes and oblige.
Wally West:
Wallyâs eyes are on you. Your eyes are on the floor. Knots form in your stomach, heat crawls up your spine and you cannot bring yourself to look at the man who just spun the bottle that landed on you.
Roy Harperâs elbow digs into your side. âHey, we donât have all night.â
âAsshole.â You mutter.
He snickers in return, clapping a hand on your back and pushing you forwards. You stumble to your feet, eyes still on the ground, and make your way across to you to where Wallyâs sitting. More eyes are on you, the eyes of your fellow teammates who absolutely know about the torch you carry for the red haired speedster.
It only sends the heat racing further through your veins.Â
Five more steps to Wally. Your heart pounds in your chest, smashing so hard against your ribcage youâre sure itâll break.
Wally leans back where heâs sitting on the floor, crossing his arms behind his head. You wish you had something to throw at him.
It was his idea to play Spin the Bottle, him who grabbed the empty Pink Whitney bottle that Kory had left laying around and set it on the floor. Him who made you sit through several rounds of this while your nerves only grew more and more.Â
Youâd been pleading with the universe, to any higher power that would listen, for the bottle to not land on you. But then youâd considered the possibility of having to watch Wally kiss someone else and venom had risen to your throat and then you werenât sure whether you wanted the bottle to land on you or not.
You swallow hard and force yourself forwards, straddling Wallyâs waist and sitting down on the meat of his thighs. You can feel the thick muscle through his jeans, feel it rub against your own thighs as you sit down.
Wally grins at you, cocking his head to the side, red strands falling into his face. âDonât worry,â he winks. âIâll be gentle.â
The heat grows unbearable. Your hands shake slightly as you raise them to cup his face. Fuck, fuck, fuck. And without another thought, youâre leaning forwards and pressing your lips onto his, snaking your hands to the back of his neck to tangle them in his hair.
Wally gasps, tongue darting out to swipe the backs of your teeth. His lips move perfectly in sync with yours, hands grasping at your hips and tugging you in closer.Â
A small sound of disappointment slips from his lips when you pull away. His hands donât leave your hips. His lips are swollen and sticky with saliva, cheeks flushed almost as red as his hair. And somehow, someway, youâre completely fine.
You poke his red cheek. âYou feeling okay, Walls?â
âDonâtâdonât even,â he grumbles, fingertips digging into your skin.Â
Roy claps his hands, shaking his head in disbelief.
Barry Allen:
Youâre not sure why you agreed to play this stupid game. Youâre not even sure who came up with the idea to play this. Given almost everyone here is either pushing thirty or well beyond it, you have no idea where seven minutes of heaven even came from.
But now, put on the spot and told to get into the old janitors closet with Barry fucking Allen of all people, you wish youâd never agreed to play. More than that, judging by the stupid smirk on Hal Jordanâs face, you wish youâd never told the stupid Lantern about the torch you carry for Barry.
Hal whistles lowly, looking between you and the speedster. âCome on now, we donât have all day.â
You flip him the bird and shoot him a glare, a weak distraction from the knots that your stomach has been tied in. Barryâs gaze burns into your face but you canât bring yourself to look, leaving yourself to wonder if he feels as flustered as you do right now.
You glance at the closet, the door haunting you. The sound of Barryâs Converse sneakers scuffing against the floor has your head snapping up, eyes finally meeting his. Heat immediately blooms in the pit of your stomach, crawling itâs way through each and every one of your veins.
You swallow hard and force yourself to meet his strides and walk towards the closet.
Hal, not being able to help himself as usual, grins wickedly. âYou kids have fun, okay?â
Barry scoffs and mutters something under his breath that you canât hear. You silently put a curse on the pilot, hoping even more of his hair will go grey.
The door to the closet closes, darkness falls and you find yourself pressed chest to chest with Barry Allen.
âWe donât have to kiss if youâre uncomfortable.â
âIâm not uncomfortable.â
You can barely make out the frown on his face. âI can feel your heart racing,â he mumbles, and it sends a shiver up your spine.
âThat doesnât mean Iâm uncomfortable.â
âThen what are you?â
Youâre not sure why you do it. Maybe itâs the growing tension in this tiny dark closet, or maybe itâs to save yourself from saying something that youâll great, but suddenly you find your lips pressed against Barryâs.
You expect him to push you away, to want to talk more. Youâre not ready for the hunger he responds with, for him to push you against the wall and cup a hand behind your thigh and to graze your lips with his teeth.
Itâs not awkward like how you expected it to be. Itâs hot and dizzying and has butterflies erupting in your stomach. You kiss him back just as ferociously, snaking your hands up his shoulders and into his hair and tugging on it.
Youâa loud knock comes at the door, Barry flinching back from you. You have just enough time to wipe some of the wetness off your mouth before Hal rips the door open and light comes streaming in.
You blink, entirely shocked by the redness of Barryâs cheeks and the complete mess you made of his hair. Hal looks just as surprised as you feel, looking between the mess you made of Barry Allen and your own perfectly composed face.
âShit,â he says, shaking his head. âYou really went for it.â
Barry shoulders past him, grabbing your hand in his. âShut up, Hal.â
Hal Jordan:
The music blaring from the old bar speakers is almost enough to drown out the sound of Hal Jordan making the last shot in pool. The cue ball clacks against the 8 and you watch with wide eyes as it sails across the table, bounces off the side and perfectly sinks into the pocket he called.
He turns to face you with a toothy grin, pool stick still clutched in his hand. âSo?â
Heat rushes to your head as you remember your earlier bet with him. If I get this ball in, heâd said, you have to kiss me like you mean it.Â
It was an eye rolling comment, something youâd snorted at despite having a very strong urge to actually kiss him. Not that youâd ever tell Hal thatâit would go straight to his head.
But now, faced with the smiling pilot, all messy hair and warm eyes, you kind of wish you hadnât made that bet.
Barry smiles at you from the other side of the table, his eyes knowing. Your partner at pool, albeit not much help with how clumsy he is, is the only one who knows just how you feel about Hal Jordan. Youâre not entirely convinced he didnât throw the game on purpose just so he can finally stop hearing about Hal Jordan.
You sigh and take a step towards Hal, slowly closing the gap between the two of you. Youâre a few inches away when Hal suddenly rests a hand on the small of your back and tugs you flush against him, his lips hovering mere centimetres away from yours.
The breath catches in your throat. You close the gap between you, moving your lips against his. The taste of leftover whiskey and smoke on his lips fills your mouth, the flavour an odd comfort among your racing heart and frayed nerve ends.
Halâs hand is warm on your back, his body radiating heat through yours. You pull away and swallow away your nerves, forcing a brave smile.
âThat good enough for you, Jordan?â You say and youâre entirely surprised you managed to say it without stuttering.
His cheeks are flushed, mouth slightly open as he looks at you in surprise. âI donâtââ
You laugh and Dinah Lance, propped against the counter next to Oliver, wolf whistles.Â
âCat got your tongue?â You go to take a step back only for Hal to catch your wrist. âWhat, do you want round 2?â
And you should know to never, ever challenge Hal Jordan, especially not when his heart is racing and the adrenaline is hitting him so clearly. Hal tugs you back into him, cupping your chin and smashing his lips back onto yours.
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synopsis: this is one of three parts! you're losing interest in your dreary day-to-day when a cute coworker catches your eye in more ways than one <3
word count: 2523
warnings: i wrote you to be... a little dumb... sorry... hints of unwanted romantic attention, canon compliant violence, murder, obsession, stalking, food
a/n: i spent all day writing this... i hope its not the ramblings of a madwoman...
part one | part two | part three
Letâs face it, working at KTMJ wasnât your childhood dream. You had no interest in the stuffy office building or the stacks and stacks of paper you had to manage. But it paid the bills, and youâd rather be doing this than spending the night out on the street. You were one of the lucky ones in Gotham, not having to turn to a life of crime or other unsavory work- but does that mean you canât complain? These are the things you ponder as you go about your work day, sorting and stacking papers, making copies and uninspired conversation. You hide your discontent behind a smile and try to keep things friendly between your coworkers.Â
Then you met Edward. The man was quiet, his gaze barely left his computer. You had been tasked with dropping off some copies he requested. Straightening your white button down, you walked slowly up to him. Admittedly, you were a little nervous. Youâd heard bad things about him from your co-workers. Itâs not that you trusted their word, but if theyâd gone out of their way to warn you, there must be a reason, right?Â
You cleared your throat to get his attention, shifting on your heels. âSorry, youâre Edward, right? I have the copies you requested.â You say with a smile. He glances up at you, eyes widening slightly. âUh- yes. Thank you.â He mutters, making room on his desk for you to put the papers down. They were the yearly spendings of some animal rescue- New Beginnings. Not that you cared, this part of KTMJ was out of your jurisdiction. You just brought things to people who were too lazy to get them for themselves.Â
You break out of your thoughts to glance up at Edward, who was staring back at you. Part of you had expected something from him- some mean comment that would justify the warnings youâd received from your peers. But nothing came. He just sat there- watching you. You quickly fix your smile, straightening up, âRight, Iâll uh- Iâll see you around Edward.â You say, turning on your heel and leaving.Â
A week later you heard news of Zach, your least favorite manager, getting a promotion. Apparently, he cracked the case of a missing 10,000 dollars from an âanimal rescueâ. Something about that didnât feel right, Zach was an idiot. There was no way he could do that by himself. It took you a couple hours, but you remembered that rescue being brought up before. Edward had asked you to bring him some files on them, of course- it was him.Â
You watched Edward as he stared at the plaque on Zachâs new office. His jaw was set, he was clutching his pen tightly. This isnât right, you thought, Edward doesnât deserve this. So, you walk up to him- maybe out of hatred for Zach or a newfound sense of camaraderie in your coworker, you decided you couldnât let him sit angry by himself.Â
âHey, Edwardâ, you say, putting a gentle hand on his chair. He scrambles to cover some doodles on his papers, turning to face you with wide eyes. You smile, âDonât worry, I draw a lot during slow workdays too.â Edward nods, not quite knowing what to say. You continue, âI had a question for you, if you donât mind.â Finally finding his voice, Edward responds, âYeah?âÂ
âZach wasnât the one who found out about that animal shelter, right? It was you, wasnât it?â You ask. Edward feels his heart leap. He was proud of his work, but the way you asked him- it felt like he was caught doing something he shouldnât have. He stutters out another âYeah.â and feels his cheeks warm under your gaze. You tilt your head, rolling your eyes, âItâs just like Zach to take the credit, that guyâs a jerk.â You say with a hushed voice, âIâm sorry that happened Eddie, I see you.âÂ
Edwardâs shoulders tense, his face glowing red. I see you. I see you. She sees me. The phrase repeats in his head over and over before being interrupted by your worried expression. âSorry, I didnât mean to call you that- that nickname just slipped out.â Edward shakes his head quickly, âNo, no, itâs fine, I donât mind!â You smile again, and Eddie feels a great swell of pride in his chest. I made her smile, sheâs smiling because of me.Â
Your rosy conversation was cut short when Zach called you over for help with his printer (it was just unplugged). Edward watched you leave, his heart slowly sinking back to place. How had he not seen you before? You saw him. You smiled at him. You called him Eddie. He let out a small sigh and turned back to his work before Zach could notice his staring.Â
Over the next few months, you spend more time with Edward. Youâd eat lunch with him every once in a while, and he was always a welcome stop whenever you went around delivering files and papers. Edward found himself falling harder and harder for you. You took over his mind, his ever waking thought was spent gleefully on you. He could make the city better- better for you. The Bat would help him, heâd change your world, create a Gotham that actually deserved you.Â
As Edwards' obsession for you grew, the Riddler grew alongside it. He was making a name for himself, people were getting curious. People were seeing him. He wondered if youâd noticed him, what you thought of the Riddler. God, he hoped you liked him.Â
On a rather rainy lunch break, you found yourself with Edward at a diner right outside of the KTMJ building. You sat together at the booth, making small talk about the companyâs CEO, and the ridiculous shoes Zach had been wearing. âSo, whyâd you decide to work here anyways, Eddie?â You ask, head leaning on your palm. âI uh- I dunno, Iâm good with numbers.â He responds, hoping heâs not bragging. You grin, âThatâs an understatement. Iâve never met anyone as smart as you before.â Edward feels his heart race and desperately attempts to change the topic, âHow about you? I mean- why are you here?âÂ
Your smile falters, and Edward can tell immediately that he hit a nerve. I fucked it up, he thinks, She hates me, sheâs realized Iâm not good at this- sheâs realized Iâm faking. You look down at your half-eaten sandwich, your hand moving to your neck. âI- um, I had a bad run-in with my old boss back at a different company. I used to be a psychologist butâŚ,â You explain, âHe wanted to⌠âdateâ me and when I refused I got fired.âÂ
Edwardâs jaw tensed. Feelings of anger and guilt swarming within him, âIâm sorry to hear that.â He says, voice grave. You quickly brighten up, waving your hands as if you were trying to physically get rid of the tension in the air, âItâs fine! Itâs in the past, and Iâm here now, soâŚâ you pause, âItâs⌠yeah, itâs fine.â Edward nods, he wants nothing more than to hug you, to reassure you and take you away and promise you everything is okay.Â
When Edward goes home that night, he knows his work isnât over. Edward knew where you worked before coming to KTMJ, of course he did- he knew where you grew up and where you lived and what your favorite movie was (heâd seen it a million times just for you). So it wasnât a difficult feat to find out where your old boss was.Â
A week later your bossâ death is being covered on just about every news station in Gotham. A man who died in shame after the Riddler leaked his messages to his female coworkers to the world, who will never harm anyone ever again. Edward observes from his cubicle as you watch the announcement on your computer. Your beautiful eyes were wide, mouth slightly parted. Maybe he was imagining it, but he swears he saw the faintest of smiles appear on your face.Â
You couldnât believe what you were seeing. He was gone, the man who turned your world upside down and set it aflame, youâd never have to see him again. The Riddler, your knight in shining armour, he saved you. Youâd heard of him before, a vigilante who started killing CEOs and corrupt politicians in Gotham. To be honest, you never paid him any mind. That sentiment would be weird in any other city but in Gotham, things like this happen every Tuesday. But now, itâs safe to say heâs on your radar.Â
You found the Riddlerâs website, but to be honest, his puzzles to get into the website confused you. Youâd visit it constantly, trying to piece it together just to be frustrated. You were losing sleep. When you came to work one day, you decided to try and see if Eddie could help you.Â
âHey Eddie,â You say casually, getting his attention as he sat beside you in the diner again. âYouâre, like, a puzzle master right?â He nods, struggling to make eye contact. âIâm stuck on a riddle,â You admit, âItâs something like, âI cannot eat but I consume the hearts of many, when you lose it is when youâll find me⌠what am I?â Edwardâs eyes widened, âRage.â He mutters under his breath, âWhere did you hear that?â Heâs panicking, heâs certain you can tell, did you find him out so soon? Are the police on their way? Are you some sort of agent here to take him away before he can finish his work?
âOh, rage! Of course!â You say, straightening up, âI saw it on this forum online, I looked up âhard riddlesâ and this guy was looking for the answer! I knew youâd know it Eddie!â You feel bad for lying to Eddie, you knew he could do it, but you didnât really want him to know about your budding obsession with a murderer. He was one of your only real friends at work, you wanted to keep him close.Â
Edward believes you, but your lie didnât quite quell his fears. He didnât want you to find him out- youâd surely be horrified if he wasnât there to explain it to you. He needed to be the one to break it to you- maybe on your fifth wedding anniversary when heâs finally sure heâs got you.Â
Eddie logs into his website that night to find his follower count went up by ten. One username stuck out to him. A user by the name of [rdlrfan]. He feels his chest swell in pride. His fan? How sweet. Soon thereâd be hundreds, thousands, joining you.Â
Life goes on just as expected, the Riddler continues his plans, and you continue to support him. You wanted to know who he was behind the mask, what he looked like, how tall he was, what his room looked like. Youâd fall asleep to his streams sometimes. He was charming, and he felt familiar- his voice put you at ease, even if he was saying scary things. You wanted him to succeed, to pair up with the Batman and save the day. You wanted him to be happy.Â
Meanwhile, Edward was working up to his biggest plan yet- flooding the city. The city needed a cleanse, and heâd bring it on. The project took all of his attention, especially as he grew more and more excited. It started to bleed into his daily life. He drew his plans at his cubicle, mind racing between what was to come and what he had to do now.Â
You happened to be a little late to work, the train had to pause due to interference from the dropheads, so you snuck into the office hoping Zach didnât see you. As you were sneaking past Eddieâs desk, you saw something on his computer that caught your eye. It was his personal computer, not the one the office gave him, and on it was The Riddler website. It looked⌠different than how you knew it, and after a couple more seconds of staring you realized why. He was editing it.Â
You felt your vision spin. It couldnât be, Eddie is⌠heâs- Your thoughts are interrupted as you remember youâre still walking (albeit slowly) and you trip and fall over a small trashcan on the floor. Edward spins around, closing the tab on his computer and rushing to your side. âAre you okay?â He asks, holding a hand out to you. You take it, letting him help you up, âYeah-yes. Sorry.. I uh- IâŚâ You took a second to really look at him. His glasses- God, how did you not realize this before? You thank him and hurry away, taking the next hour to calm your racing heart with your head buried at your desk.Â
Over the next week you do everything you can to help Eddie. Heâs been so tired recently, and thereâs really no wonder as to why. Heâs been going on and on about his big plans on his website, heâs been working so hard⌠You get him coffee daily, brushing it off as an extra from the coffee runs you have to do for upper management. Your presence only fuels Eddieâs resolve to âsaveâ the city. You who are so sweet and beautiful, so kind to him. Heâll protect you from the cruelty this city breeds.Â
So, Edward gave it his best shot, his plan went so well- up until he was arrested and the Batman revealed he had no intention to team up with him. He was stuck. In a cold Arkham prison cell with a heavy heart filled with regret. He shouldâve talked to you more. He shouldâve told you who he was- what heâd done for you. But letâs be real- what would he get out of that? You didnât think of him like that, you probably didnât think of him much at all.Â
He wouldnât have done this if he hadnât met you, but Edward put special effort into keeping his identity a secret. He got a separate ID and covered his tracks between his Riddler and real-life persona. He knew those efforts were in vain, though, and that soon enough heâd be truly found out.Â
Edward sunk deeper and deeper into that familiar feeling of self hatred. He hung onto every detail of your face he could remember, knowing that heâd likely never see you again. What he wouldnât give to see you, to smell you as you leaned over his desk to hand him another coffee, to feel your hand on his chair as you get his attention.Â
You were also distraught. Your Eddie was locked away, you never got to thank him for what he did to your boss. You never got to tell him how much you love him. Heâs sitting there somewhere, scared and alone. You just couldnât stand it, there had to be something you could do!Â
As you sat there in your sadness, your phone buzzed. It was a friend from your old psych job- Harleen Quinzel.
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Ishmael/Queequeg (18+)
Perhaps Ishmael thought it strange at first to occupy himself with odd bedfellowsâbut there is something in particularity about the company he keeps. In the long-yawning shadows that bleed out from moonlight vast waxing full, borne by fat-bodied heavenly body in tapestry of stars from yon window: so Ishmael reposes in bed.
But it is an arresting, disruptive sleep. There is no rest that can be gleaned for the man as he watches the motes of air that dance in what little dim-lit, illuminated perimeter of the room. He lies still: but he is beset by other thoughts.
One of them is the fact that he is cold: the blanket is no balm to him. The other is the concept that he is in this state of discomfiture given the company that he shares landscape of bed with.
Not that he has not before: having little monetary prospect and necessity to be economical has afforded him occasional rooming with odd fellow. It is the particularity of the odd fellow that he makes residence with, in the hypothetical repose of slumber. That isâif slumber were to find him, which it has been in the unfortunate absence of as of late.
But he cannot find himself to look at the person that occupies such housing of thought in foundation of mind rapidly devolving. Instead, he looks to mantelpiece, to hearthâand what little is set into definition is given further clarity as his eyes adjust. And he sees what he has been searching for in the abyssal darkness that has loomed over him in both body and soul.
The idolâhow it sits in stately leisure on the top of the shelf, in very regal manner. With its clasped hands and omniscient expression that gives way to a neutrality that one may regard in marked serenity.
How Ishmael realizes that in his appraisal of itâand his ownerâthat he has gone from wary fear of the alien now to a more composed familiarity. And, with each recurring instant that it is worshipped beforeâwith increasing fondness.
But there is impetus for that too, he realizes; and he cannot find himself to even articulate it in the depths of his consciousness. To make work of the cacophonous thoughts that ring out in the foreground of his mind, as he considers gravity of concepts that he can scarcely apply definitive meaning to.
Of his bedmate. Of his supposed âmaritalâ partnerâand how this has sent his mind asunder as he considers the eyebrows raised, the preconceived notions that a language barrier might provide.
O, but how his heart was spurred in such indicative adrenaline that aroused such passion within his loins. That surely it was not lapse of judgement that persuaded him to be at ease with the absurdity of marriage to Queequg; but asserted acquiescence instead.
An approval, insteadâof marriage to this man that reclines besides him. Almost as though the actual term were to be given credence here instead of the mistranslation.
And how they slumberâhypothetically, again, for Ishmaelâs thoughts are far too in chaos to approach a vestige of sleepâtogether, as one would assumed wedded spouses to do.
This makes him find the labor of breathing, of ensuring quality of life that is not suffocated, that is not titillated by the idea. How still the physical afterimage of his arm slung over the heft of his body in previous instance has remained branded upon hism in such dedicated commemoration. How he wishes that it will never fade in tactile imagery though the moment was brief and long since past.
And now, he thinks, he can deny himself opportunity no longer. He must look upon the person who has plagued such unproductive train of thought, if he cannot find a way to meander into the boulevard of sleep. And so he adjusts himself upon the territory of bedsheets that he has doled out in equal sharing for himself, and lets his head turn to look at that slumbering figure beside him.
And it is with great, horrific adrenaline that produces itself instantaneously, he finds that he has not been alone in his pursuit of sleep, wide-eyed and in waking world.
A pair of dark eyes, framed by tattoos that mark curvature and interval of face, stare back at him in nocturnal quality. Intense and carrying demeanor that level with scrutiny, even in the hour when soporific exhaustion should be only determining feature.
And yet, alert, awake, Queequeg stares back at Ishmael, who has forgotten that natural capcacity of breathing on oneâs own. And when he speaks, Ishmael finds he can summon no greater than hoarse whisper, afraid to impugn upon silence that he did not realize was consciously inhabited by more than he.
âI did not know that you were awake as well,â Ishmael utters, at modicum of volume that even in the moderation he keepsâfeels loud as thunder. Louder still is the pounding of heart that thrums in his ears, blood rushing torrential to locale of body that feels far too occupied with chill.
âYou have not been asleep,â Queequeg says, âSo I am awake as well.â
âThere is no need,â Ishmael replies in quick retort; belated comprehension ensures the realization that Queequeg has been aware for far longer than he wishes to know. Watching him: and how spurious his heart is to be brought to greater pace at this.
âThe ship leaves soon,â Queequeg asserts, and there is unspoken directive in his voice: that Ishmael wastes necessary energy by remaining awake. âIt will be a while before you find stable bed again.â
Ishmael laughs, and the noise is brittle and an aberration against the quiet. âI have been without stable bed on sea and land. This will be no different.â
âYou were looking at Yojo.â Queequeg saysâand whatever other laudable thought Ishmael might have used in adequate distraction suddenly disappears, train of thought abruptly eliminated into night vapor.
âIâââIshmael begins though no further dialogue emerges henceforth. âYes.â
âDo you wish to pray before it again?â Queequeg asks, and there is something that seeks to appeaseâto reassure Ishmael. Ishmael shakes his head in order to discourage the thought; he does not think he has the willpower to school locomotion to his knees.
âNo.â Ishmael admits, and what is directed next is without foresight of time, confessed with exhausted immediacy, âThough perhaps searching for guidance is something I do need.â
âGuidance for what?â Queequeg asks, and there is something in the arch of that noble nose, those defined cheekbones made sharper by geometric shapeâhe is a beauty. Framed in moonlight, he is ever the picture of royalty that he must be in New Zealand.
Queequeg is silent, his face impartial in evaluation of his bedmate. His eyes only hold the direction that Ishmaelâs own possess: back at him. Ishmael has himself wondered if he will ever be in possession of breath again, the arterial modulation of his lungs stunted and quartered into nothingness.
âWhat do you find confusing?â Queequeg asksâand now there is a fine malaise of panic that attacks Ishmael. That makes him search for words that do not actually present the problem, but instead make diverting task. And perhaps then Ishmael may turn over and pretend as though this set of circumstances is nightmare vivid enough to be considered real.
âYou said we were married,â Ishmael begins, searching facial reaction that Queequeg does not provide by any iota, âBut you say that we may be friends by your definition.â
Queequeg says nothing. Perhaps Ishmael shall be his own gravedigger and pallbearer at once as he poises at the site of his own cemetery plot.
âBut if I were to ever go to the land where your peoples reside,â Ishmael continues, worried he may find composure dashed away at any instant, âWhat would they see us as?â
âThey would see us as friends of highest degree,â Queequeg answersâand if it produces regret, then Ishmael does not realize darkness does little to obscure how it registers on his face. As his eyes dart to folded dunes of fabric that elapse between their bodies.
âI see.â Ishmael replies, though the affirmation of this answer is as bitter to taste as it is to swallow. This is why he does not realize that Queequegâs hand reaches for the cliff of his jaw until it has already secured proper foothold upon it. Until Ishmael finds his eyes directed to share in the bask of his bedmateâs once more.
âBut you and I may be more,â Queequeg says, âIf that is what you wish.â
And with his hand about his chin, the pad of his thumb making vivid, irresistible scaleâwith invitation so properly givenâwith propriety flouted, convention askewâand door lockedâ
Ishmael finds himself at precipice. Finds himself at crossroads that perhaps he did not ever consider himself to approach: yet perhaps there was never proper catalyst like Queequeg to suggest it.
This is all that he considers before he makes decision that has him inch along the sequestering of the bed, drawn on tether by a hand that guides him closer. And then he is drawn into the wide embrace of arms that are both muscular yet secure, powerful yet warm. Authoritative; yet with him, carrying gentility that feels of a gift he may only have possession of knowing.
They share the span of silence as consideration is made, as ideas are considered, as lines are quietly redrawn. It is Ishmael who first works to close in on the terrain of Queequegâs mouth, and find it claimed by his own. To taste the tobacco from tomohawk set dutifully on tableâacrid and oaky and intoxicating. To have it spread across his teeth by the swipe of Queequegâs tongue, making tableau to his affection.
And what affection; how consumptive and motivational it is, as Ishmael works to unbutton the shirt that Queequeg has retired for in the night. As Queequeg does the same, though Ishmaelâs hands bear tremble his partnerâs do not. Perhaps Ishmael has spent too endured a time in denial of what was there all along.
The unbuttoning of shirt reveals smooth muscle with interspersing extension of tribal tattooâIshmael lets out soft, desirous groan at the sight. But it makes transformative verbalization into a pleasurable sigh as he finds the fan of Queequegâs fingers making journey to a waistband that is slowly being tugged down.
The noise Ishmael makes is traitorous, instinctive betrayal that indicates how greatly he wishes for this culmination. How he needs more than the palming of Queequegâs hand over the burgeoning desire that grows in between his legs.
And then Queequegâs hand movesâand Ishmael finds his own drawn to provide similar privilege. When his bedmate groans into the expanse of his mouth, when his hands clench in possessive yet rapturous way around himâhow he realizes this is fantasy that he never thought possible.
And they both work to sate each other, to find satisfaction made by entwining limb. By harmonious tangle of arms, unifying scrape of tongue that savors taste made sweeter by the partner that shares in the physical delight.
Ishmael finally breaks away to give himself opportunity to breathe, feeling heady flush already spreading across territory of his body. To his inspired need, it seems that Queequeg grows harder of breath as wellâthey both shift curved palms against each other as one and share chorus of stifled groan.
âI had only hoped,â Ishmael confesses, and while he whispers there is delight now clouded in the statement he proposes, âI did not think that it would be reciprocated.â
âLet me show you how I will,â Queequeg statesâand then brief quarter is over as the two of them search to make body accessible once more. And Ishmael slakes his thirst against the exertion of Queequegâs tongue, his bodyâhis altar to worship at now, his own.
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a/n: i don't expect this to get a lot of notes, but it was a fun exercise in my writing style and trying to recreate that classic prose style. thanks for stopping by :)