✪/kɑːpeɪ ˈdiːɛm,ˈdʌɪɛm/✪

The day when things I wished it didn’t happened (3rd day aftermath)

Baby J held my hand, looked into my eyes like never before. And held his hands, telling me we are family.

She knows we are fighting. She knows every single fucking thing.

I failed as a mother.

I failed as a wife.

I didn’t know how strong a family could be, in the eyes of a 3 year old.

She told me she’s not afraid of monsters. Because mama will protect her.

This must be the calling from Lord, the dream I wished for.

But Beetlejuice, though mischievous, but he could do what he could to get his love, even if it means sacrificing and underground means.

Sometimes, differences don’t matter, so long as both hearts beat as one.

Some people, forgetting all their promises, and accuses out of nothing is just… plain toxic. Putting his own mistakes yo dust. Whatever he likes and does, destroys trust and the relationship you entrusted in him. Alcohol, you should marry it instead. This kind of person, never really deserve any concerns from ain’t nobody.

It’s so hurtful, really. so many times, I was astounded. Dumbfounded. What a ridicule. I hope as a human, you will remember trust is like an eraser. Rubs after rubs, one day… it will be left with none.

Oh.. where’s art thou, beetlejuice beetlejuice beetlejuice ?

有一个人

永远会为我擦眼泪

永远会在身边

永远为我撑腰

永远会守护我

永远在我病倒的时候 照顾我

永远不离不弃

事实好残酷

到后来

眼泪自己擦

离开不留痕迹

心里没有我

心里只有自己

病了自己医

顾的全是自己

好吃的自己先吃

不要了才给我

孩子也变成是我自己的责任

因为在他口中 我做的比较好

我好累好累

累的我不知道要怎么去爱自己

我真的忘了

我不懂怎么帮我自己

我每天 在每个人面前

装坚强 装的我好辛苦

但从来没人知道

我背后守候的秘密

让我窒息

让我忘了

我曾经是家人的公主

可以放弃吗？

上帝 我不知道如何是好

最爱的电影

最爱的人物

TIM BURTON 之作

但今时不同往日

时已过 心已淡

随便吧

人生几十年

自己的开心最重要

别人的闲杂事

都是过往云烟

家庭 - 爸爸 妈妈 姐姐 孩子

就是我的所有

有一些人 不论你为他们做什么

他们从不觉得心疼

从不觉得 grateful

真的不知为什么

人可以做到这么的恶心

也许这种人

连上帝都不看在眼里

干嘛还要硬着头皮

去到上帝的窝

求原谅

我真的好累 希望你可以从我的世界消失

为什么 做错的人 永远不知错

还可以 义无反顾 的污蔑人

你这种人 真的好恶心

我也希望 有一天

上帝会赐给我 一个真心对我好的人

为什么 凭什么 我要包庇你

一个没有感情的人

不值得被爱

从来也不值得被真心对待

一而再地原谅你

已经不是爱

而是