this guy can probably tell i romanticize him; i always lock eyes when i see him & my heart/stomach flutter - it's gotten to the point where i have actually started 2 fantasize about making art for him. To a degree that's what this has all been for; i've needed a muse but HATE everyone so much it's hard to find one. & he's distant enough that i can manipulate this feeling into one of resplendent creativity. JUST so long as he doesn't try to talk to me. Then itll be ruined


















