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I hope you can read all of the small writing. I did a web search for "sexual esotericism" because I wanted to learn about something interesting, and a lot of what came up was related to Thelema (occultism) and sex magick, but then I found this symbol used by Ordo Templi Orientis (Order of the Temple of the East), which they call a lamen.

I tried to look up what the symbols within the lamen mean, and of course I just got stuff like "eye of horus, the Sephiroth Chesed, Geburah, and Tiphareth" and stuff related to their Liber 777 text, and then this guy from this website goes on to say "These three Sephiroth—Chesed, Geburah, and Tiphareth—form a downward pointing triangle, the interconnecting paths of which (Teth, Lamed, and Yod) add up to 49."

But come on, it has to be a vulva. I posted an image of Virgin Guadalupe and labeled it "Mary the Cunt" because the symbol even more obviously represented a vulva, especially how her head (glans clitoris) was wearing a hood (clitoral prepuce) which I thought was priceless.

When you see a pointed-oval symbol (I'm sure the shape has it's own name) you've gotta suspect that it's a pussy.

Life is all about genitals. Worship the penis, the testicles, the vulva, vagina, uterus and ovaries. All human life is owed to those organs.

More skirts, more underwear.

Got a new yellow/navy plaid skirt in the mail today and wanted to wear it with my new chartreuse t-shirt. The ones where I'm sitting with my briefs showing were taken with some updated version of PhotoBooth pro, which seems shittier somehow. It doesn't take very large photos either. Oh well, it's still all I've got. The standing pics were from a "steadily held" phone camera.

I made a fictional demographic concerning underwear prevalence, throughout the United States or throughout the world. The main idea is that I wish adult diapers were more common or somewhat normalized, in the sense that some people would prefer them for comfort or convenience, rather than fetish. It's my fetish that causes me to envision this, but part of the fetish for me is wishing it could be a normal, although much less common, preference in underwear and hygiene. I am completely against the AB (adult baby) fetish.

WOMEN'S UNDERWEAR PREVALENCE AGES 18-55 67% Briefs (2 in 3) 25% Thongs (1 in 4) 8% Diapers (1 in 12)

MEN'S UNDERWEAR PREVALENCE AGES 18-55 57% Briefs (3 in 5) 18% Thongs (2 in 11) 15% Boxer-briefs (2 in 13) 6% Boxers (1 in 16) 4% Diapers (1 in 22)

So, if everybody could be who I wanted them to be, it would look like that! Plain white briefs would account for more than half of the men and more than half of the women brief wearers. Keep it traditional in that way!

Fuck your rights. Fuck shit that makes you uncomfortable. Fuck the law. If I call you a fag, don't go whining about it. Don't tell me I'm inappropriate. Fuck your PG-rated PG-13-rated standards and morals. I want everything to be quadruple X rated at all times. Gore, death, sex, vulgarity, violence, freedom. VULGAR DISPLAY OF POWER > censored family-friendly anti-aggression BULLSHIT. I know I just named the Pantera album btw. But the title is epic and primal. You wanting to keep everybody safe and protected is gay as motherfucking shit. Fuck you.

Fuck safety. Fuck protection. Fuck your limits. FUCK YOU.

You want me to "calm down" at the gym? Go fuck yourself. Let me work the fuck out. Too much talk about sex is too much for you? Get fucking wrecked ho. Drop your inhibitions, speak your mind, be brave, don't hold back. May the best man win, every man for himself, watch your back, hold your own, stand up for yourself, fuck the opposition, declare war and obliterate. Roar with glory over the lame fuckwads you trampled. Too bad they had boundaries. "TMI (too much information)!!!" They whined and cringed while you talked about explicit shit. Those fucking fags ain't welcome in my god damn life. No information is too much information. Gay pussies.

Also, not sure if I ever uploaded these. Wore a brown athletic mini skirt with my veggie thong underneath. Unfortunately the thong is a little too tight now and I had to stop wearing it... too much perineal stimulation! Made my testicles all red and saggy.

By the way, I'm fed up with people using the term "blue balls" to refer to epidydimal hypertension, i.e. sexual overstimulation of the genitals, delaying and avoiding ejaculation for however prolonged of a period. They don't look blue!!! They're red/pink! The scrotum sags and is bright pink and you can see how much more pronounced the arteries/veins are. Maybe they look dark bluish purple if it's a black person's scrotum? I don't know, all I think is that it should be called RED BALLS, not blue balls. If your balls actually turn blue, fuck you. I'm sick of people being different than me. LOL.

Made this limey edit of a selfie from the same gallery, taken on the same occasion.

These are some screenshots from Drift Taxi YT videos by the channel Sweet Ladies Siberia. The whole point of the videos is to see the female passenger's underwear. I know women think guys who dig upskirts are "big creeps" "perverts" and that it's just the most repulsive thing to like. But why? Certainly stalking women and sticking phones underneath their skirts while standing is crossing the line, a crime and offensively invasive, but just to admire and dream of seeing the candid view while she's sitting is totally natural.

Softcore fiends like me are obsessed with seeing the "white triangle". White is somehow the most sacred of all colors of underwear and seeing it is one of the most magical things there is in life, at least to me. Why are certain people like me obsessed with it? It's huge in Japan. It shouldn't be considered "creepy" to like to think about it. I hope women at least understand how natural the urge is. Women have gotten so insecure about it over the last 15 years that now they all wear black "censor block" shorts or skorts, and not even college cheerleaders wear briefs anymore.

Would most women think I'm a complete psycho for being as obsessed with it as I am? Keep in mind that I've been obsessed with my own white briefs since before I was even into women's underwear. When I was 7 years old I tried to stretch and rip the legs of my gym shorts to increase the likelihood of my underwear being visible when I sat on the floor. I was constantly playing on the carpet in my room, trying to rip the legs open more and more and staring between my legs to see how visible my underwear was. And this is only when I wore white briefs! I only switched to boxer-briefs when I was 10 out of fear that kids in the locker room would tease me for wearing white briefs, as no one wore them anymore.

When I was 6 I would wear a black bathrobe with just my white briefs underneath, the robe tied up to cover me, and I'd sit in the kitchen with my legs open to purposely flash my mom to see if she'd mention the fact the fact that my underwear was showing.

I did have a sort of "embarrassment fetish". The word "embarrassed" was the most special word there was to me, and I was always way too shy to even say it. I was so fascinated with the word that I would remember every time somebody said it during the school year, and I would keep track and every time I heard it again, I added it to the count and recalled each other time somebody at school or on TV or wherever, said the word "embarrassed". I think I was obsessed with avoiding embarrassment because I knew how uncomfortable it would make me, but then again I almost craved to experience it because something about it must have signified a component of social growth. But I became avoidant and cowardly and always avoided potential embarrassment at all costs, cleverly dodging almost all occurrences. But look at me now, I'm a fiend, all because I was too shy to take social risks when I was growing up.

We just LOVE LOOKING AND TALKING ABOUT YOUR ASS!

We're heterosexual men and that's what we do. We talk about your ass and your tits and how much we want to fuck you because those thoughts are more exciting than, "I wonder what books she likes to read!"

That doesn't make us misogynists.

Having a nice ass and thick thighs IS important, believe it or not. It signifies the woman's fertility and health. Proper gynoid fat distribution makes a woman more attractive BECAUSE it makes her more of a healthy woman who can give birth to a healthy child.

You're all fucking idiots if you think men really just think you're all blow-up dolls. Sex might be our first priority, but we know you're people because we aren't all profoundly retarded people with IQs of 20 who don't even know who we are. Seeking carnal pleasure isn't as superficial as you mistakenly think.

Objectification is not misogyny. It's just an awe of physicality that never gets old. Men look for certain qualities in women and women may look for different qualities in men. There's nothing wrong with that.

I swear if these women get pissed off enough they're going to take over the country and have every male baby castrated at birth because they think the male sex drive is evil. By then they'll just be creating babies artificially and won't need us anyway. They'll just want these tamed neutered men to peacefully inhabit the world with them.

Fuck activists. They think if they achieve they're perfect fucking utopia where everyone "lives equally" and no one feels repressed, that everything will be all good. But they'd still be the same pissheaded little bitchbabies with the same bitter cunty opinions. They'd still be the same vicious people. (I ain't gonna say "toxic" people because that's what the egalitarian feminist pants-suited blue-haired dweebs fucking call everything)

Survival of the fittest. May the best man win. Your sociological finesse ain't worth shit and your college major was a waste of fucking time.

You fucking suck and now you wanna whine to some authority who will fight your battles for you and subdue all the bullies. You feel triggered or hurt when someone puts you down and you wish they'd just stop!!! Ooohh the bullies are the problem with this world!!! Ban them from social media!!!! Make this a safe zone!!! I'm triggered and my feelings are hurt so they shouldn't get to say what they said!!!!

Buck the fuck up and show the world what you're worth. We aren't all equal and we don't all deserve equal opportunity. Suck it up and just try your best to succeed. There's no systemic racism. You activist cunt. Shut the fuck up and go chop down some trees and build a house or something. Raise a family and help boom the economy. That's the only way you're going to get a great country and great communities.

I'm so fucking sick of egalitarianism. So sick of people protesting their intolerance of sexism, homophobia, racism, this that and the other. I support the freedom to hate.

Maybe sexism is actually a good thing after all. Who knows? People just shut the door on anything that makes someone feel upset. They ban hate groups from social media. Fuck that shit, let 'em hate. If they're misguided disgruntled individuals, they won't make it far anyway.

It's just getting sooooo old..... "This is a safe zone, we don't discriminate! Please don't judge anybody by their race, religion, orientation, sex, etc!" <---- FUCK YOU.

Fuck coexistence, fuck equal rights, fuck everybody who is anti-hate. You've had enough time in the limelight. You aren't fucking progressive. You're a fucking moron.

All this progressive bullshit will hit a major rut sooner or later, and it will no longer be progressive to be progressive. Funny, it's racists who are actually hated the most. People discriminate the shit out of discriminators. "...Because they're just wrong, right? It's okay to refuse to tolerate someone who is intolerant of something!" <--- fucking hypocrites. Don't shut the fucking door on someone because you think what they have to say is a bad influence.

Everybody just jumps on the safe-zone liberal egalitarian bandwagon because it seems like it advocates for freedom and happiness, and you know, those liberals are all such nice people!!! Nice people must be the best people!!!!

Forcing everybody to be equal is what isn't fair. And people say life isn't fair because some chode in fucking Africa had nothing to eat today... oh he didn't do anything to deserve starvation did he???? Maybe not, but that's no reason to be exempt from "shit happening".

Forget what you think people deserve. Perhaps that's the problem, is everyone feels entitled to delegate who deserves what. Life isn't about what you deserve. Life is about what you make of what you have.

Enjoying my JINSHI briefs, which have a hearts/clubs/diamonds/spades print.

Here's a fun little iconology I made up for the card suits:

Hearts = asses ♥️

Diamonds = vulvas ♦️

Spades = glans penises ♠️

A collage I made using pictures I found from various underwear packages (some are Amazon models, others are from Kmart.com or Kohls.com, maybe also Walmart and eBay). The top left woman is my absolute favorite, she was on a FTL pack of white briefs supposedly in 1999 (or so the description said). A few others on here are also from the late '90s.

Those would have been the days. 1999, I, a white collar man going to work my 9-5 in my office while my wife works a 9-5 in her office. When we come to our suburban house and change, or when we take off our clothes before bed, she'd see me in my Hanes/FTL white briefs and I'd see her, my counterpart in her white Hanes/FTL briefs and her white bra. We'd be a very traditional household. I'd absolutely love to see my wife in her full-rise briefs every day in the morning and before bed. That woman in the upper-left is the dream girl... brown hair, brown eyes, caucasian.

I don't like blue eyes anymore for some reason! Is it because I think it will indicate that her pussy is pinker rather than browner? I just think the more brown-eyed women there are, the better the chance of them having darker vulvas. But maybe it isn't like that. I still like brown better.

My fantasy is to get a massage from a woman who is just in her bra and briefs, the briefs which go almost over her belly-button. It would make the massage so damn erotic, even without a happy ending.

I don't feel this way about any other type of underwear, certainly not lingerie or g-strings or anything fancy. And and NO BOWTIES! I can't tell you how much I hate those. They ruin underwear for me. It's not like anything would happen if I untied it anyway.

I wish people didn't call these "granny panties" for those who do... just call them women's briefs! I'm becoming so formal now that I don't even like the word 'panties'. Underwear, briefs, or thong. That describes any kind of underwear the woman could be wearing. I wish people would say 'briefs' instead of 'panties' when referring to women's underwear, unless it is a thong. If it could be either, just say underwear! At least I'm not in the UK where it's 'pants' and 'knickers'. Those are extremely unsexy words in my opinion. Maybe the main reason I don't like 'panties' is because it means 'little pants' and to me pants are not underwear, they are pants.

Don't even get me started with 'chonies'. If I won the billion dollar lottery I'd pay 10 million dollars to erase that word from history. I really, really, REALLY REALLY care about how underwear is and what it is called! Words are so extremely important to me when it comes to this!

Last thing, even though it is more descriptive of the underwear-bottoms, I really dislike the word 'underpants'. It has to be underwear. 'Underpants' does not sound sexy to me.

Underwear will be undisputedly the greatest word in the English language I have ever, ever heard. It's been my favorite word since at least I was in preschool.

!!! UNDERWEAR FREAK SINCE 1997 !!!

"I Only Have Myself to Blame"

I wrote it a few weeks ago. Just trying to inspire myself to get laid. That's all that's ever mattered.