sierra

emptiness filled me brim and i thought “what am i without you?” “everything”

maybe i hallucinated everything the thought of you, leaning onto my shoulder and soft glances of irritance may have just been exasperation

i need to stop, thinking so hard all the damn time you have her and she’s pining and i can’t be all that she can i’m just a girl, constantly torn and i will always. chose. my faith. but my heart, i am not so certain about

please, love her. leave me in shambles that is all i require.

sat by the ledge with rain drizzling matching pinks, thought i wouldn’t catch it stifled giggles echo uncontrollably can’t get away with your adorations

always taken as the muse, candid angles apologising for photographing someday a glass steinway will inhabit my room just for the hope that you’ll come by eyes twinkling again, you do it effortlessly

nothing compares to the luxury of knowing you

all senses of morality, lost want you to see this but if you do, im so screwed want you to half wish that she wasn’t herself i called it - why did i? she deserves so much but my narcissistic self cannot handle anything why else do you speak that way, it half hugs my heartstrings but i swore i wouldn’t be in such a compromisable situation turned you down once but mentally still on tu novia esta germany?

wie oft sagt sie dir, dass sie dich liebt? tust du auch?

esta bien, muy feliz no i mean, really..

esta vez alguien podrá amarte sin dudarlo :,) (at least this time someone will be able to love you without hesitation)