i made mistakes. i sat with them. i hated them and hated me. i sat with them. i sat with myself. i started to forgive myself, because i reassured myself, “you won’t do this again. you never wanted to the first time. you will learn from this.” i sat with myself some more. “you are not unforgivable.”

i am in fact NOT being very brave about it and will whine and complain until i die. As is my right

d.18/7 og cirka 24 timer efter du rejste savner jeg dig allerede og det gør mig på den ene side bange for september men også bevidst om at jeg aldrig nogensinde vil bruge for lang tid fra dig

ps: jeg tillader mig at være fuldkommen optaget af dig imens du er udenlands så jeg ikke fremstår som alt for investeret når vi igen ses

I’m such a slut for casual intimacy. Like yesss rest your chin on my shoulder while we're in line at the grocery store, I live for that shit.

I’m sorry!!! I’m sorry that we can’t go back!!! And for all the things we can’t remember. But I’m glad we did it!! The love will always be there!

starting to think I may actually have some issues and even perhaps problems