S t a y ✨ G o l d

I feel like I’m always on the verge of tears and EVERYTHING is overwhelming. Men not wanting to be in my life is rejections and depressing I do not know how to be alone and I fall into such a dark place such a deep depression and I can’t even function. I just feel so sad inside when EVERYTHING and EVERYONE in my life is so beautiful yet I cry. I feel hopeless and not happy. I hate depression. I hate being away from my prison boyfriend and I just want to feel love and have an actual partner out here. I allowed myself to be with someone momentarily just to fill that void and then when that abusive someone was gone the void just got deeper and darker like more sorrow and emptiness than ever before . #mentalhealth #prisonwife #ihatebeingalone