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emphasizing “the want” ignoring “the need”, sedate the conscious when it needs to be sedated, giving up to the inevitable life seduction thinking that its more powerful than we can be, choosing by our own will the path everyone else’s choosing because it’s easier than committing to detach from the surrounding, a fake brightness attracting us into a black hole, and yes we know it’s a black hole…

My eyes are adjusted to the dark Soaked in rain splashing water in every step Doesn’t matter in which direction I walk I always end up at the same place Always follow the rules but life is always cheating I get so tiered I just melt into any wet wall

People laugh at me trying to make me feel bad Not sure though if I should feel offended Long time since I saw anyone’s laughing anyway But I check…

Good and evil are variables of time 

If there was only good or only evil the world would have been static, only 3 dimensional , only 3D representations of things that could move only if there was good versus evil 

The battles the fights create sorrow, revenge, grief along with new colors new shapes new needs new feelings new hopes and new dreams 

Only good doesn’t work, doesn’t produce new…

the missing truth I

Doesn’t matter what the color of an angel

Because they’re bright as the sun

Don’t matter how much what you have,

So much many is the same as none

  People die, people forget

People lie, and love to predict

    Nowhere to go nowhere to hide

But anyway, unconsciously, you just run

Hope is tricky because Nothing to find

And clock is ticking with marching drums

  People die, people forget

People lie,…

There are people born to be different, they don’t act just like anybody else, they have that urge inside of them to break familiarity, to run through hard thick walls, they don’t give a shit about what others may think of them, they always want to climb high and jump, run fast nothing can stop them, dive deep down and dare the pressure, their mind set are flexible to try anything new but not…

I totally forgot that today is my birthday though I was waiting for that day to make new decisions for the new year as always, and one more thing, I honestly don’t know how many years I am 26, 27, 28 years old one of those I need to check.

  A wise man once said to me “you can’t live with a culture in a different culture” and he meant that I have a different culture other than the Egyptian one…

Something is missing, I don’t know what is it, I have idea what it should be, all I know is it is missing.

  And I know that I lost it, I used to know it one day, maybe in early this life or the life I used to have before this life.

Lots of distractions could make you forget that past, nowadays this can even make you forget your own name, it’s crazy when people claim to have the most peaceful…

You know what I don’t wanna be?! A liar , a liar who gets away with stuff he made up, a liar that change in a real story to make people laugh, a liar who pretends to love his work and fake smile to his colleagues all day long, a liar who’s personality is…

I should have known better! I should have known all this is gonna happen before it does!

  I took a risk when we had an argument me and my colleague to assign all the blames in the argument on myself instead of doing what most of the normal people…

I don’t know how it started! Am I related to Skinner in blood and genes am I one of his grand kids, did it happened in front of me several times till it stuck in my head! What happened that made me already know this ? That when I read about it ,I try to…

Oh my God! I just watched behind the candelabra!! and i don’t feel good and I don’t recommend it to any of you unless you like watching naked men fu**ing.

I’m not homophobic or something, but I think that gays are having a psychological problems that need…

my heart is actually broken, and believe it or not, it’s because they want me to go to Egypt for a meeting!

I don’t wanna sound dramatic but i really don’t wanna go and i feel really bad about it. 

unlike all the Egyptians i don’t have those fake feelings…

why are you doing what you are doing? and for whom? for yourself, family, country, the whole world? and also why?because you want to? because you understand so?

  they say to you "you are a follower to an idea not a person"

but you don’t know the…

blood promises to be poured, streets promise to witness more violence, people just made their first intuitions as their plan to face these promises .. all this without even knowing what anyone wants .. all these efforts are paid because it’s easier than…

few weeks till Christmas, and I’m waiting for it, and I’m hoping it become the same way I have it in my mind.

Happy people, all over the world, from peaceful parts of the world and others with issues that will not prevent the Christmas lovers from having…

sometimes I hear people say something like pursue what you don’t have and make your dreams come true, but this statement used to make me feel how materialistic these people are, and to be a better person you have to be content with what you already have…

Laying down on my back hoping I could stop the thought stream I am having, hoping that thought steam could warm my cold feet instead, hoping I could blink my eyes and see something cheerful, hoping I could blink at all, hoping someone i like says Hi and…