The Dark Side of Numbers

My Brain: Go on Talk to her bud

My Inner Self: No she is not looking at you

My Brain: SHE IS, TALK TO HER

My Inner Self: Don't do it, it's not worth the risk of a public place

My Brain: Grow a pair and do it for pete's sake

Me (says loudly while looking at the station name): shit, excuse me i need to get out here

She just stared at me while i take my stuff and leave

My Brain: You coward, i hope you trip in the stairs

And so i did, i tripped in the stairs...

Ate lunch and went back to Campus at 2:50PM, in the way one person blacked out train had to stop for like 10 minutes. arrived at class at 3 o'clock, fifteen minutes later im heading back home.

WHen they call there is always this 3-5 second silence where if you say something it will connect the call. Just don’t say anything and they will hang up.

Me: Hey, want to go and have lunch together?

Her: Sorry, my dad is taking me out today maybe another day.

Me: Okey

in a few days i tried again, same answer. I gave up eventually, why? because she showed no interest in going out. 

Later a friend asked me if something wrong had happened, i replied with a no and asked him why was he asking, he told me that my face gave me away lmao.