troll shark

i see all these people around me changing, it gives me hope, like, maybe one day i can change but every day i feel more empty, more hollow, and i shrink into myself, again and again my life gets so monotonous, wash-rinse-repeat, copy-paste, that sort of thing it's funny it makes me wonder, "who am i?" and, "why does every day feel the same, yet somehow worse than the last?" am i doomed to this cycle of never-ending nothingness and wondering of what could be? if im stuck like this for the rest of my eternity, is there anyone i can be stuck with? anyone who can keep up with my monotony? it's... so funny.

i can't even trust who i thought i was

h o w regardless, i would like to kms

because it's all im good for anyways

there's this one guy, he's a friend of mine, i hate him, but i don't he's basically the more likeable version of me, he's better at socializing, better at sports. the only reason he's not smarter than me is he barely even tries at work. i've got basically nothing against him. these issues of mine towards him only started recently for... reasons (the public doesn't get to know) but uh, yeah, idk, this isn't really something i can rant about entirely on tumblr :/

i declined. again. also told them im not of legal age because prolly shoulda done that sooner. i genuinely feel more sick than i felt before, good lord.

in the first moments of his life, there was chaos among his kin, for this was the one with the gift of malice. it had been millennia since one like him had appeared, and they must send him out to bring prosperity to their dying civilization. when it came time, they noticed something about his gift, he was able to evolve at will, something the species could only do in their early years. his form had evolved to a large beast, with large blades of flesh on his forearms. their species had near-impenetrable skin, so these blades would be powerful in combat. lastly, the species possessed element vents on their body, allowing them to shoot out things like fire, electricity, water, and more. The Prophesized Day. they had gathered around his point of departure. he leaped off the edge of the kingdom, and curled into a shape resembling an asteroid, before propelling forward, gaining speed gradually until he could go straight through a planet without slowing. he was supposed to return to the kingdom when there was a chance for them to live among the rest of the world, but no. he would never return there. this is like part 1 to the evolution titan's lore, i know, basic chosen one shit, but his gifts would not make things easy for him out in the cruel world