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College dorms were a topic you didn’t want to talk about. You hated the idea of having to share a room with a stranger?? When you got accepted into your dream college there was no way you could afford to rent a place without facing the same problem….strangers, that was until your best friend Wonwoo got accepted too. You and him have been friends since middle school, he was the quiet kid and you were a nerd but you saw his Pokémon backpack and immediately knew you needed to be his friend.

You both decided to take a gap year before going to college, you didn’t have financial help from your parents so you worked hard every day to save up.

After jumping up and down with excitement when he told you he had been accepted too the idea sparked that maybe you won’t have to live with a stranger he wasn’t too sure about the idea since he was unemployed but that could change! And you knew his social anxiety was bad, almost worse than yours.

“A one-bedroom apartment would be the cheapest, one of us could take the bedroom and we can turn the living room into a bedroom and if we both get jobs within walking distance of the university we could take the bus to school and walk to work, I believe that this is a perfectly thought out plan that would work in both of our favors. Wonwoo please please please”

Wonwoo was very smart, so he did the math on if this would work and we wouldn’t drown in debt lucky for you it would be cutting it close with groceries and extra spending money but it can work. You held in your pure excitement and whipped out your laptop to look at apartments.

“hey y/n. This one looks like what you were looking for except better it has a loft and a bedroom so we would still have a living room the loft goes above the kitchen, and the kitchen looks pretty nice too, not that you would be cooking since you’re terrible at it”

You punch him in the arm and take the laptop to look at the price.

“Hey, this is lower than our max price too!! Did you look at the surrounding shops or any place that would hire college students?”

Wonwoo takes back the laptop and adjusts his glasses while looking on Google Maps at the surrounding buildings.

“There are a few restaurants a tea shop and what looks like a coffee and bake shop”

“Bro they’re gonna so want me with my espresso experience, maybe they’ll hire you too! but I don’t know if I want to live and work with you that might be too much for me I might O.D from too much Wonwoo y-know?”

He gives you a side eye that sends a chill down your spine

“or we could work together because I could never get enough of you”

You give him a sarcastic smile.

“anyways… we should start saving now you have the money from your parents and I’ve been saving from work lets send an application for the apartment”

You both send in a few more applications for other places as well a month goes by you receive emails for the confirmation of tours Wonwoo goes to half while you go to the others in the end you both fall in love with the first apartment you look at the one with the loft and a bedroom it was so cheap and perfect up in the loft there was a whole wall of outlets so Wonwoo takes the loft for his gaming set up (thank god because you wanted your full privacy the loft was cute but the open walls made it feel too out in the open)

Time flew by and just like that you both were moving in together, you were a little nervous since you hear horror stories about friendships being ruined while moving in together where the two end up hating each other from seeing them so much but you had a feeling that wouldn’t happen Wonwoo and you both liked your alone time with the two separate rooms and getting jobs at separate places things seemed to be looking perfect you worked at the cafe and Wonwoo is working as a waiter for a nicer restaurant he has to take the bus but it pays well so it’s worth the journey.

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“Wonwoo please can we host a housewarming party it doesn’t even have to be a lot of people just my close friends and your close friends more of a get-together than a party. I KNOW that Jeonghan has been dying to see this place since we moved in and since we’re all unpacked and-“

Wonwoo cuts you off.

“forget it y/n you know how I hate social gatherings. Jeonghan can come over eventually, we don’t need a bunch of people in our apartment to trash the place and make our neighbors hate us right away”

You cross your arms and pout, but after seeing that stern look on your arms pull your victim card.

“I was going to invite my girls anyway because I miss them. I was offering the party so you would have your friends too. I was just trying to be nice so you wouldn’t feel awkward I know you don’t talk to them. But when they come over we can just be in my room and not disturb you it’s okay”

Wonwoo huffs and pinches his nose bridge.

“fine”

You start jittering with excitement.

“thank you thank you thank you. I’m gonna text the girls.”

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The morning of the party you and Wonwoo went to the store you get alcohol he turned 21 a few months ago and you were turning 21 soon but you weren’t there yet so he had to go in alone but you gave him a list.

1. 2x bottles of pink Whitney

2. 3x packs of mikes hard lemonade

3. 1x bottle of Smirnoff vodka (raspberry)

While he was getting the alcohol you went to the grocery store for snacks and cups.

When everyone was there you and Wonwoo gave them a very professional tour it was very short since the apartment is very small. But made things easier for you two. You all start playing drinking games when you hear a knock on the door, you open it to see DK one of Wonwoo’s friends he is late but he is also holding two bags full of Chinese take-out.

“dk you are an angel sent from heaven”

“sorry for being late, thought I’d bring some food”

He said with a big smile while walking in.

After lots of eating and lots of drinking DK and Jeonghan went home, Mingyu stayed over, they played video games up in his loft and you and your friends all went to your room. Soyeon and Yuqi get comfortable on the floor while you and Yeji decide to share your bed it was a queen so there was more than enough room.

“hey y/n”

You hear Yuqi say from the floor.

“what’s up?”

“don’t you think it’s a little weird moving in with a boy? I mean I know you guys are just friends but at the end of the day you are a straight single woman and he’s a straight single man who knows when animal instincts kick in” They all start giggling at her comment.

“oh my god I can’t even think about doing something like that with him, I've known him for so long his this gamer nerd and I'm positive he sees me as a geek”

You turn over so your back faces them giving off the ‘im done with this conversation’ energy but Yeji had a comment.

“yeah except you’re both hot now”

“Yeji oh my god you did not just call Wonwoo hot”

“he is though!? Girl are you blind???”

“I’m going to bed goodnight, no more of this stupid talk”

The next morning all the girls went home super early you slept in a little but woke up to the smell of food, your nose followed you to the kitchen and found two tall tan beefy shirtless men in your kitchen cooking.

“what the fuck?”

They turn around and it’s Mingyu and Wonwoo, you knew Mingyu was buff because he’s constantly showing it off with his muscle tee’s and tank tops but you swear Wonwoo lives in hoodies and crewnecks it’s like they’re attached to him.

“oh good morning y/n”

Mingyu says with a smile. Wonwoo looks a little shocked to see you like he knows you’ve never seen him like this, like he’s been hiding he even gets a little flustered looking away and back to the food, Mingyu walks over to you.

“sleep well? We’re making breakfast do you want some?”

“oh um yeah I slept good and breakfast sounds great, thank you”

Mingyu was standing very close to you but you never felt intimidated by him his eyes are just so soft and it’s like there’s an imaginary tail wagging behind him at all times.

You went and sat on the couch and saw Wonwoo walk up to his loft and come back down fully clothed he was embarrassed you couldn’t help but wonder why he would be though like if you have a body like that show it off!! When Mingyu brought you over breakfast you paused him from leaving.

“hey wait, do you and Wonwoo go to the gym together or something? Because how come I had no idea he was built? I did notice that when I punch his arm when he's pissing me off it does hurt my fist but I didn’t think anything of it”

“oh yeah! We go all the time. He didn’t tell you?”

“no…. he didn’t. This whole time I thought he was a bit chubby. Like not in a bad way in a cute way but not in a cute way like like him yk but kind of endearing I guess?? That’s not the point he’s always wearing those oversized hoodies and sweats how was I supposed to know?? He was a chubby kid too”

Mingyu suppresses his laughter and walks back to the kitchen.

You can’t help but still stare at Wonwoo, for so long you had no idea he had been going to the gym, his back was so perfectly sculpted and when he turned around his abs were so defined, it was just so shocking.

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When school started you and Wonwoo barely saw each other, you’re classes started early and he went late and on the weekends you both worked, sometimes you would see each other in passing but it was always just a small “hey” or “how are you” never an actual conversation. You were just about to leave for work when Wonwoo came down from his loft, you didn’t even know he was home.

“hey Wonwoo, we should go get dinner i haven’t been able to talk to you in so long, like I live with you, I go to school with you, but I never see you. I miss you”

“oh. yeah, I can look at my schedule probably not till next week I have a date for my one day off this week”

“a date? You have a date!!?”

“is it that surprising y/n?”

“n-no of course not I mean-, I’m just hurt you didn’t tell me sooner”

“well I’m telling you now”

“I guess, just text me when you have a day we’ll figure it out”

It makes sense that Wonwoo has a date he’s sweet, respectful, and surprisingly built. I don’t know why I'm upset about this date that he has. You dated a guy in high school for a while maybe it’s because he’s never dated anyone or maybe he has and just didn’t tell you would have even told me if it wasn’t for today?? “fuck why am I so upset.”

You and Wonwoo never ended up having that dinner, your schedules never aligned and he ended up going on more dates with that girl he even asked you to spend the night at a friend's so he could bring her home!? if you weren’t pissed about this before you’re pissed now. When you came home she was still over.

“oh sorry, I thought you’d be gone by now, I’m y/n”

She was pretty. You take your time examining her, she is shorter than you, slimmer too.

“oh my god, Wonwoo told me about you! You’re so pretty and tall. I would hug you but sorry I'm a little sweaty right now”

You stare at her in shock, why is she sweaty!? Wonwoo walks in wearing a muscle tee and sweats.

“oh hey y/n we just got back from the gym”

Oh, thank god. Wait they’re close enough to be going to the gym together? You and Wonwoo never go to the gym together.

Another month went by without seeing Wonwoo he was completely occupied with her. That was until he out of nowhere Wonwoo started staying home doing nothing but eat sleep and games, your winter break was coming up and you hadn’t talked about going home in fact you still haven’t talked at all even though he’s home all the time now.

It was a Saturday night both of you were off work it was fairly late and you were pacing your room “I’m tired of his silent treatment I'm gonna go talk to him” You storm out of your room and climb up to the loft, there he was in his gaming chair like always.

“Wonwoo”

He doesn’t answer.

“Wonwoo!!”

Still, no answer so you walk over to him and tap him on the shoulder he jumps a little under your touch, so he didn’t hear you…he takes off his headphones and pauses his game.

“what’s up y/n?”

He looks up at you completely blank-minded.

“Are you serious right now”

“huh?”

“Wonwoo what is wrong with you, we live together, we go to school together, but I haven’t seen you in months did something happen and where did your girlfriend go i mean you were with her all the time so that was a good excuse for not seeing me but now there’s no excuse you’re just avoiding me”

You feel like you are about to cry his emotionless face while you’re expressing your feelings to him and all he does is just look at you.

“well say something Wonwoo don’t just stare at me”

He stands up out of his chair and moves over to his bed and takes a deep breath,

“I’m sorry y/n”

The apology was unexpected.

“the girl I was seeing…… she uh cheated on me so that’s why she’s not around anymore”

He puts his head down like he cannot look you in the eyes while saying this, you cannot believe she cheated on him.

“Wonwoo-“

He cuts you off.

“Please don’t feel bad, please. That’s why I didn’t say anything, I feel like it was my fault like I didn’t give her enough I didn’t satisfy her”

You crouch done onto your knees in front of him so you can look him in the eyes.

“Wonwoo don’t say that you’re so much better than any man I’ve ever met you’re kind, respectful, loyal, and fuck you are hot okay. So don’t you ever doubt yourself because any girl you’re with is lucky to have you she just doesn’t see that”

He looks at you his, eyes glossy. You place your hand on his cheek

“you’re wrong,” he says a tear streaming down his cheek.

“What?”

“you’re wrong, I wasn’t giving her my all when my mind was on another girl”

You take your hands off of his face taken back.

“oh” is all you manage to say.

“fuck, y/n I can explain”

“it’s fine you don’t need to you have your feelings I mean she still cheated on you that’s her fault, she could have talked to you about her emotions instead of going out and fucking some guy… so um who’s the girl who owns your heart.”

Wonwoo holds his breath you can tell he’s thinking hard and thinking for a while.

“I- it’s unimportant”

“Wonwoo you need to talk to me more you keep pushing me away. We’ve been friends forever i know you’re not the most comfortable all the time with me but you’ve always been able to tell me if something’s wrong, that’s why I’m here”

Wonwoo stands up off the bed.

“I can’t tell you this”

He tries to walk away but you grab ahold of his leg and wrap your arms and legs around his leg to hold him in place

“NO!!”

“y/n what are you doing”

“I’m not going to let you ignore me anymore i can’t we haven’t talked in months i won’t let you get away from me I won't let you shut me out again”

“This isn’t about that I'm not shutting you out i just can’t tell you this”

Wonwoo tries to get away from you grunting and struggling and dragging you while you still latched onto his leg. He try’s to take your hands off of his leg but he trips and falls over you, you lay beneath him his hands on opposite sides of you, you notice how flustered he got and heavy his breath became, you look at him in the eyes looking back and forth between each eye you two are so close you’ve never been this close to him you can see each line on his skin. You wrap your arms around his neck and wrap your legs around his waist clinging to him like a monkey.

“you’re insane what are you doing?”

“I’m not letting go till you tell me.

“fuck.”

“why is it so hard for you to open up” your voice is muffled since your face is pushed into his arm from clinging to him.

“I’ll tell you if you let go I can’t think the way you latched onto me”

“promise you won’t run away”

“Promise”

You let go and you’re beneath him again so you move out from under him and lean against the bed and he sits on the floor cris-crossed.

“so who is she? Is it someone I know? Is that why it’s so hard I promise I won't tell”

“y/n you’re so stupid”

“well that’s rude”

He bites his bottom lip and just stares at you.

“y/n… I like you, now please don’t say anything that you don’t mean because I’m only telling you since you’re relentless for an answer and I couldn’t lie, I know you don’t feel the same way and our friendship means so much to me truly”

You were shocked, this was the last thing you thought he was gonna say, but you were confused you’d never thought about him like… that but every time he was with that girl you were jealous and it made you think. He is an amazing person and he is everything you look for in a man… so why not him?

“okay but at least say something because now I’m nervous”

“I don’t know what to say Wonwoo. I love you I do, I've just never thought about being anything more than friends, it’s so cliché girls and guys can’t be friends i was always so focused on beating the stereotypes. But when you were with her I admit I was jealous. She got to see you in ways I’ve never seen you, she was taking you from me. But again that could be only platonic for me. I’m a little confused right now I need to think okay?”

You stand up and he stands up too, you give him a small hug then walk away. You go to your room to think. You stay up super late just thinking and thinking and thinking. And think some more you try and picture yourself with him what would it be like? Going on dates, holding hands, kissing… your face gets flushed just thinking about him like that. You think about doing more things with him what it would feel like to have your bodies together warm and sweaty in dark rooms, how he would touch you how his large frame would tower over you, it turns you on just thinking about him like that. You lock your door and crawl into bed pulling down your pj shorts and underwear circling your clit, you were so wet just thinking about him you place two of your fingers into yourself imagining him hey we’re Wonwoos imagining his large dominant hands you let out a moan without even realizing. If just thinking about him got you off this much you were sure you liked him more than just a friend. You needed him.

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It was the last week of school before winter break and so you were both cramming for exams you didn’t see each other till Friday night. He was in the kitchen making ramen when you got home he noticed you and smiled.

“want some?”

“yeah that would be great I’m starving”

You both eat in silence the only noise being the clinking of the chopsticks against the bowels. Till you clear your throat when you are finished.

“so, how were your finals?”

Wonwoo says breaking the silence.

“stressful but I think I did well”

“that’s good i think I did okay, so um we never talked about the break do we want to go home?”

“I was going to go down the 20th wait a bit, what were you thinking?”

It was strange being able to talk to him so normally after your last talk together you wanted to tell him so bad how you felt but you were scared what if the relationship doesn’t last will you be able to go back to how it used to be? You’re more than just friends now you live together. A breakup could ruin everything.

“y/n. you look lost in thought you didn’t answer my question”

“oh! Right, I was planning on going down the 17th, are you finished with your bowl?”

“yeah I'm done”

You take your bowl and his and walk over to the sink to wash them the room grows awkward the sense of waiting is present you can tell he is waiting for your answer. You finished washing the bowls and put them to the side, let out a small sign and turned around to face him.

“Wonwoo.”

“hmm?”

“I didn’t have to think too hard about my feelings for you, they were clear that I like you, you’re everything I’ve ever looked for in a man and more you’ve always been by my side but my only worry is this, how close we are right now. You’re my best friend, we’ve gone through so much together and I would never want to ruin what we have. We live together for fuck sake.”

All he does is grin and walk over to you.

“you like me?”

“didn’t you hear the rest of what I said this is something we need to seriously think about”

He walks closer to you and puts his hands on your waist.

“I’ve thought about it. Many times, all the time”

He slowly walks you to the back of the counter hands still on your waist. You’re heart is pounding his eyes are stern not his usual soft doe eyes they’re cat-like and focused you’ve never seen him like this, it was so hot.

“Wonwoo,” you say in a soft voice you don’t even know why you said his name maybe you weren’t sure if this was real or not.

“yeah?”

You don’t respond you can feel him getting close to you trapping your body beneath him one of his hands move from your waist onto the counter him peering down at you was so intimidating yet you felt safe.

“I want you to say it again but with more meaning, tell me how you feel”

Wonwoo was so close you could feel his breath as he spoke.

“I- Wonwoo I like you a lot”

“yeah?” he says with a smile then leaning in and kissing you softly and pulling away leaving you wanting more.

“you know, the night after our talk I heard this noise it was a little loud I wasn’t sure what it was though so I climbed down my loft and saw you were in your room when I heard the noise again”

His hand moves to the side of your neck grazing your chin with his thumb.

“do you want to tell me what you were doing or who you were thinking about while doing it?”

You bite your lip and look up at him and look away flushed feeling embarrassed.

“aw don’t be embarrassed baby I’m just sad I couldn’t help you. All you could do was think about me when I was just outside your room”

He leans in and whispers.

“your moans are so pretty, I bet they’re prettier when I’m fucking you for real though”

His voice was so deep and smooth it’s never like this it sounded like it was just melting. All you could do was stare at him and listen to him.

“cat caught your tongue?”

He goes into another kiss this time more passionate and possessive his hand still on your waist and the other on your neck his tongue meets your lips asking for permission to enter, and you give it to him. Your tongues intertwining with each other both getting desperate he pulls away and you whine at the sudden stop of contact. he only stops to take off his glasses and put them on the counter beside you then lifts you onto the counter grabbing ahold of your thigh and squeezing while going back into the kiss. You place your hand beneath his shirt and a groan from the back of his throat reacts to your touch. He moves your legs to either side of him so now he’s fully pressed up against you. You tug on his shirt wanting him to take it off, he pulls away again and takes off his shirt. When going back into the kiss he goes to your neck this time leaving soft wet kisses down your neck then takes off your sleep shirt, since it was your sleep shirt you didn’t have a bra on underneath. Wonwoo places his hand on your breast and softly brushes his thumb over your hard sensitive nipple, you moan quietly from his touch.

“so sensitive and we haven’t even gotten to the good part yet”

Both his hands are now on your thighs he strokes them up and down while what looks like he’s thinking.

“my bed? Or your bed?”

You’re still a little out of breath and you think for a moment.

“my bed is closer”

Wonwoo smiles picks you up off the counter and throws you over his shoulder as if you weigh nothing and walks into your bedroom gets onto your bed them places you down. You start to take off your shorts when he stops you.

“patience”

Is all he says before leaning down on top of you and kissing you again, your fingers slide into his hair slightly pulling each time he pinches your nipple. he leaves a kiss trail down your neck onto your stomach and the waistband of your shorts. he pulls them off and spreads your legs you suddenly feel very bare. He kisses your folds then slides his index and middle finger into you, a gasp leaves your lips while he slowly pumping them in and out.

“is this what I was doing when you were touching yourself thinking about me?”

“it’s better-“ is all you managed to get out before he picks up his pace fucking you with his fingers.

You notice the bulge in his pants while it slightly rubs against your leg while he continues to do wonders with his fingers, he slightly curls them hitting your G spot and causing you to moan.

“Wonwoo, take off your pants. I want to feel your dick inside me”

He pauses and grins taking his fingers out of you linking them clean and taking off his sweats along with his briefs, it was big and had girth, a drip of pre-cum on his tip, it’s not like you were a virgin you had a boyfriend your last two years of high school but this was different you’ve never wanted it this bad.

He pulls your legs closer to him and teases you, circling his tip around your hole.

“so wet for me princess”

He fully inserts himself into you starting off slow, one hand ahold of your leg while the other beside you keeping him up while he towers over you.

“fuck, you feel so good”

He picks up his pace leaning over you burying his face into your neck breathing heavily groaning and cursing under his breath every time you pull his hair. he goes even faster thrusting into you, and the sound of moaning, clapping, and bed squeaks filling the room, wonwoo was so desperate for you, your body’s were so close they were practically molding together.

“Wonu,” you say in between breaths “I’m close”

“me too princess, where do you want me to cum”

“in me….. I want you to cum in me”

“Are you sure?”

“I’m on the pill, I need you to fill me”

He smiles into your neck and bites down leaving a hickey, thrusting even faster than before a loud moan leaves your mouth as your walls clench around him cumming down his cock, he quickly cums right after you riding out his high fucking the cum right back into you. After pulling out he moves to the side of you, the room is hot and you are both sticky. You both lay on your bed panting.

“you can shower first,” Wonwoo says already standing.

You get up and give him a quick kiss on the cheek before walking out of your bedroom still fully naked and into the bathroom. You could feel his eyes on you until you were completely out of his sight.

The bathroom quickly steams up from the hot water and you hop in and start rinsing off your body, your eyes were closed you didn’t even notice the presence behind you until you felt soapy hands down your back. You jump at first and quickly turn around to face him.

“oh my god Wonwoo you scared me”

After the fear leaves you realize that Wonwoo is in the shower with you Wonwoo is in the shower with you…

“I didn’t mean to scare you, but I wasn’t quite done with you yet. I’ve waited so long for this I’m not waisting a second”

He grabs your chin and pulls you into a kiss this was rougher and more intense he was hungry for you, humming into the kiss, your bodies pressed together and you feel his cock harden instantly and pull away for a moment. Licking your lips you kiss his neck, putting your hands on his hips and walking him to the wall of the shower, you slick your hair back with the water before getting onto your knees in front of him. Kitten licking his tip before pulling your mouth over it you only take a third of him in sucking on his tip and stroking the rest with your hands.

“fuck y/n, you’re so hot”

His comment made you want to please him even more so you take in more of him a little over half bobbing your head slightly sucking, causing him to groan and tilt his head back. So you take even more, taking in all of him his tip hits the back of your throat causing you to gag, which causes him to groan even louder and grab your hair.

“Jesus fucking Christ y/n if you keep up with that I’m already gonna cum”

And so you do. Taking his full length down your throat, wonwoo holds the back of your hair slightly for support, his head is now fully tilted back against the shower wall you can tell he’s close so you pick up your pace a little bobbing up and down his cock.

“I’m gonna cum” Wonwoo says basically out of breath.

You go back to the third of it being in your mouth and jerk off his high with your hands while his seed spills into your mouth and down your throat. After taking his cock out of your mouth you stick out your tongue to show him that you swallowed, then you stand up keeping eye contact while licking your lips and the corners of your mouth making sure not to miss a single drop of him. You give him a small smile and go back to washing your body and hair while he’s still slightly leaning against the wall panting. He watches you finish showering and step out blowing him a kiss before leaving the bathroom, Wonwoo then finishes up his shower.

Once he finishes up and is all dressed he finds you lying on your stomach in bed on your phone. He jumps in and lays beside you.

“You changed the sheets”

“I had to…”

Wonwoo leans in and kisses you on the cheek.

“Can I sleep in your bed tonight?” Wonwoo says wrapping his arms around you.

“If you turn off the lights I'm too lazy”

Wonwoo quickly jumps up, turns off the lights and snuggles under the covers.

“We should go down the 20th,” you say getting beneath the covers.

“I fully one hundred percent agree,” Wonwoo says hugging you tightly.

“Goodnight Wonwoo.”

“Goodnight y/n”

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you and kenma have never met in person, you’ve seen him over calls and you’re mutuals on most platforms but the main time you spoke was when gaming together, whenever there was a new two player game kenma was always the first person you’d reach out to, your skill levels were matched and he never dragged you down during games.

so when this new game came out and you saw it was two players you bought it instantly the art style and story line was fully up your alley, it was an apocalyptic dystopian game and the graphics looked so realistic. you guys were on call playing valorant (the go-to game), when you mentioned the game you bought.

“so it’s called ‘till the end’ and it has like a storyline game but there’s also zombies and you build armor, it looks super cool you should buy it so we can play”

“yeah sure, let me look it up”

kenma never sounded too interested in what you had to say but you just got used to the monotone he had.

“hey y/n?”

“yeah?”

“you said this was a two player game right?”

“yes, it says in the description players 2-4”

“yeah but… you need to be with that person and share the same console, it’s not a game other players can join like that, it needs to be on the same device”

“no way, why would they do that, also where does it even say that?? i swear i read all the descriptions”

“well guess we won’t be playing it, play it with a sibling or something, or one of your friends”

“you know they all suck that’s why i play with you, it’s okay let’s just focus on the game we’re playing now”

you move on from the conversation and continue playing when the idea of kenma coming over comes to mind, you had spent $50 on the game and there was no way you were just gonna let it collect dust—not when you were so excited to play it, you knew kenma lived in the area as you but that could mean he could live 10min away or an hour away but there was no hurt in asking…

“okay crazy idea but not so crazy because i spent $50 on this game and don’t want to let it go to waste… you could come over to my house and we can play, ill set in up in my living room and hook it up to my tv”

“sounds good”

“oh wait really? i mean i was hoping you’d say yes but i wasn’t actually expecting it”

“we should do it i my place though since i have a better set up than you”

he was right, his set up you’ve only seen in pictures but it’s beautiful and his bedroom is like a gaming room that also happens to have a bed like it’s huge and he has this big tv with his play station then his 3 monitor set up with his pc, you were in collage so you still lived with your parents to save money and kenma was some sort of stock trader that did online school? it was confusing when he explained it to you but he makes a lot of money from his stocks.

“okay cool, um when are you free, im free every weekend”

it was the weekend now, friday night to be exact you hopped on a call with kenma right after coming home from your morning classes.

“tomorrow?”

that was so soon but i mean why wait if you’re both free…

“yeah tomorrow works, send me the address so i can map out now how long it’s gonna take me”

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you wake up that morning feeling nervous, you’d known him for so long without even seeing each other in person, you knew his face but only saw it a few times, first when you face-timed to show you his new pc set up the other times we’re similar occasions. you remembered his eyes and his longer hair but that was really it. you guys knew so much about each other, the nightly rants while you drank over call, he would recommend a drink and you would both buy it then you would recommend a drink, you shared most of the same likes, your favorite drinks were soju though, a classic and the green grape flavor was always the winner for the both of you.

you had put together a small bag, the game, 4 bottles of soju, and your and his favorite chips.

the bus ride was only 20 minutes, he lived in the nicer apartments that were built not too long ago, you remember them being built they were tall, he buzzed you in and he was on the 5th floor near the elevator, easy to find, you knocked on the door and he opened in almost an instant. it was a bit startling.

“hey hey” you said with a smile, then held up your bag

“i brought the game, chips and drinks”

his eyes moved from yours to the bag then took a moment examining you. he was the type of person to notice every detail not missing a single thing, the way your sweats were perfectly at your waist, the black tank top you wore that exposed just a little cleavage, and the dark purple zip up only zipped halfway and fell off your shoulder just a little—he noticed it all.

“we’re all set, come in”

he moved aside and tilted his head.

the inside of his apartment was surprisingly put together very minimalistic, clean, and the air smelt crisp.

“wow, your place is so nice”

your eyes examined his entire place the black leather couch, the big sleek tv mounted to the wall, his windows faced the water.

“should i put the soju in the fridge?”

“yeah, thanks”

his voice monotoned just like on calls and his face matched his voice it’s like there’s no emotion but the fact that he still spoke was enough to tell you he wasn’t bored out of his mind.

you put the bottles in his fridge and his fridge was full of junk food which surprised you a little because of how lean he was, he was wearing a tshirt so you could he even had a little muscle to him.

“my room is this way”

he walks into his room and you follow closely behind, the bed in the corner against a floor-to-ceiling window, his pc set up was even prettier in person the 3 monitors, his big ass pc, his chair looked so comfy too, you walk over touching the squishy chair and tapping the key board hearing its click noise.

“god it’s beautiful” you said still clicking his key board

a small chuckled leave his mouth, one you’ve heard many times but this time you sew the matching smirk

“my tv is where we’ll play, i have two beanbags”

his hand reaches out for the game that was in yours, you hand it to him and we walks over to his ps5 and slides the disk in his fingers were long and his hands were veiny, you made your way to the bean bag and sat down.

“i watched a gameplay of it when i got it so im already a pro basically”

you say in a playful tone

he sits down in the beanbag next to you

“whatever you say” he says cocking his head back and looking at you while handing you the remote. your hands grazed each other, his hands were soft, you realized you’d been staring for a second too long an turn your head to face the tv.

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you had given yourselves all day to play this game, no other plans just game and rot, you had made it to level 6 after playing for 2 hours and you paused

“i gotta pee, where’s your bathroom?”

“it’s just around the second door on your right”

after making it to the bathroom while washing your hands you look at yourself in the mirror, you weren’t insecure in fact you knew you were pretty but for some reason you were feeling self conscious, most men you spoke to would flirt and try and flaunt their accomplishments but not kenma he looked at you like it would be more interesting to talk to a wall, you fixed your hair a took a deep breath then walked to the kitchen grabbing the soju, bringing it back to the room,

“i think it’s soju time!”

you sit down again handing him a bottle and a shot glass you found in his cabinet

“i think so too”

you continue playing your game for another hour taking a shot each time you die, you’d each finished a bottle and had opened the other bottles, you were starting to feel it

“we should slow down, this game is harder than i thought i keep taking shots and you don’t wanna see me drunk”

he paused the game and poured you a shot

“since when were you a lightweight?” he chuckled after his comment, you could’ve sworn you saw emotion in his face, looked like amusement.

“i’m not we just drank a whole bottle and we’re starting our second, but fine”

you throw back the shot he just poured

“let’s keep drinking, i’ll just try harder not to die, gotta lock in”

another small smile peaked on his face, and you guys continued to play, level 15, and the sun was just setting and you could feel yourself drunk, this wasn’t good, you stay the same while drunk appearance-wise and move and speak normally, but you become very honest, very bold, and touchy not always in a romantic or secretive way you just liked being near someone while drunk.

“kenmaaa”

“yeah?”

“your hair is so long, it looks so soft can i touch it?”

his head turned to look at you and his eyebrows furrowed a little with a hint of confusion.

“your drunk, is your second bottle empty??”

“yeah… i couldn’t get past that cave with all the zombies for the longest time, but you didn’t answer me, pleeeeease can i touch it”

you saw his face get a little red

“ye-yeah you can touch my hair”

this type of request was something he’d never say yes to, he hated when people touched him it made him uncomfortable but he didn’t feel like he could say no to you.

you walked over and stood behind him, sliding your fingers into his hair it was soft, the room was silent.

“you should get me past the cave while i play with your hair, i don’t think ill be able to do it.”

“oh… yeah okay”

he reaches over and grabs your remote, he continues playing while your fingers intertwine with his hair your nails slightly scratching his scalp you hear a noise leave his lips the sound of a hum and what sounded like your name.

“do you not like it, i can stop”

you pulled your hair and his breath slightly hitched

“wai-wait don’t stop.”

his voice was almost whiny, it made your stomach tingle, it’s surprised you you’d never heard this tone before, so you slid your hands back into his hair you could feel his head lean into your touch, you didn’t know what was happening or how

he tilted his head back looking up at you his eyes cat like and golden, you could feel your heart racing

“can you use your nails a little more it feels good”

“….yeah”

it took you a moment to respond, surprised by his request, he was hesitant to let him touch you and now he was asking for more

“you’re such a cat, if you were one i’d be able to hear you purring right now”

a small smile grew on your face watching his reaction to your touch

His brows furrowed slightly at your teasing, but his expression softened again as your fingers continued threading through his hair. He couldn’t even bring himself to deny it—because honestly? Yeah, he probably would be purring if he could.

"...Shut up," he mumbled, but there was no bite behind it. His voice was quieter than usual, almost drowsy from how relaxed he was under your touch.

the alcohol made him for talkative and the alcohol made you more touchy, you felt the need to test him again so you leaned down and placed your lips on the crook of his neck

“just testing to see if you were warm or if it was just my hands”

you could feel his breath stop and body tense

“…that’s unfair” his voice barley above a whisper

he tilted his head back again to look you in the eyes there was a rare almost dazed look in them hit made your heart beat even faster

“do it again”

without hesitation you lent down starting at the bottom of his ear leaving a trial of warm kisses to his shoulder.

kenma let out a quiet involuntary noise, something between a gasp and a sigh—as your lips traced his skin his breath hitched, shoulders tensing before relaxing again completely submitting to the sensation, his hand that was gripping his controller let it fall to the floor and he tilted his head to the side giving you more access to his neck—silently begging for more.

you had stopped you realized what you were doing, you were crossing a line kenma and you were friends and you didn’t want things to be weird

“….i should stop” your voice clear but still soft

before he could stop himself, he protested in a hushed whisper.

"...no."

He sounded desperate, the usual chill to his tone replaced with a breathlessness that showed he actually wanted this. Kenma wasn't good at asking for things, especially something as vulnerable and needy as this, but there was no disguising just how much he wanted you to keep touching him. Despite how hard he tried.

you weren’t expecting that answer not at all, it was desperate not like kenma at all, how could you stop now??*

“are you sure?”

"I'm sure," he responded instantly, the words coming out in a rushed exhale of a breath. His entire demeanor had changed, the usual cool composure replaced with a needy, almost desperate tone.

He turned his head in your direction, eyes half-lidded and dark with something almost akin to hunger. He didn't know how to explain this—why did the thought of you stopping make his chest clench in panic—he just knew that he didn't want you to stop.

"Keep going. Please."

his eyes locked onto yours, he was begging for your touch

you moved his hair to the side and kissed the other side of his neck, licking it slightly before sucking just a little, not enough to leave a mark

a quiet shaken breath escaped him as you pressed your lips against him, it caused a shiver down his spine, his head completely fuzzy and all he could focus on was you and the feeling of your lips on his skin

“m-more” his whispered almost pleadingly

this was the invitation you needed so you stood in front of him pulling up his arms initiating him to get up as you led him over to the bed and he went willingly keeping eye contact while he walked backwards, you slowly pushed him down onto the mattress, still at the end of the bed you lift up his shirt and licked his abs, you were in full control and he loved it. you leaned back into his neck and climbed on top now straddling him as his hands found your hips you left kisses on his neck then on his jaw then on his bottom lip before slightly biting it.

gasps and whines kept leaving his mouth, this boy was so submissive and you could feel him wanting more, but you wanted to take things slow. leaning into a kiss, finally your lips collided and you cupped his face with your hands while his thumbs dug into your sides, you could feel him grow beneath you as you hummed into the kiss that tasted of grape soju.

his hands slightly trembled and you could feel it so you paused for a moment leaving one hand on his face, you knew kenma was the type of guy who didn’t date, didn’t go out, hated physical touch and anyone going near him, he liked his personal space and here you were invading it completely.

“tell me if we should stop, tell me if it’s too much okay? we can go slow”

he meant a lot to you and the last thing you wanted was to overwhelm or make him uncomfortable.

“don’t…don’t stop” his voice was a little out of breath as he spoke

“please” he whined

He gasped softly into the kiss as you rolled your hips against him, his body arching slightly in response. He was already struggling to control his breathing again, and the added friction only added more fuel to the fire growing inside of him. His hands tightened on your hips

He was completely lost in you—in the way you felt, the way you moved, the way you smelled. He whimpered softly, his self control slowly slipping away.

his whimper made you weak, rolling your hips again not breaking the kiss you slid one hand under his shirt while the other stayed on his cheek, your fingers brushed against his heated skin and his body reacted to your grind arching again, craving more his entire body trembling now he pulled away from the kiss catching his breath he mumbled your name not in protest but in desperation his usual monotone shattered replaced by something raw and wanting

he was completely unraveling—just for you

during a call a couple of months ago while drinking tequila you had found out kenma was a virgin in a game of truth you played where the player who lost had to tell the truth to any question, it made sense but was still a little surprising now thinking about it while you straddled him he looked so attractive and willing, you couldn’t think of a time where you’ve been more turned on by someone.

“what do you want me to do… how far do you wanna go” your voice was breathed and quiet it had lost a bit of the confidence from before, it was gentle.

his chest rose and fell and his head tilted back looking you in the eyes hungry and desperate, your words had sent a chill down his spine, how could he be so deserving of this? deserving of someone like you? normally he would feel embarrassed saying something like this but he was too far gone to care

“more. i want more…anything, everything”

you didn’t answer him with words but with action you slid off your shirt and unclipped your bra slowly and tossed them to the side, you were in no rush and wanted to make sure he was paying close attention to your every move, his eyes never leaving you

you took one of his hands and guided it from your hip up to your now bare breast and he instinctively brushed his thumb over your nipple, you watched as his eyes studied every inch of you before you moved your hands and helped him pull off his shirt and your fingers traced his body

you leaned in for a kiss again moving from his lips down his body till you made it to his pants sliding your fingers under the waistband before asking

“…can i” permission you knew would be given to you but you still asked

His heart was pounding like a jackhammer in his chest, the words taking a few seconds to fully process. Once they did, a mix of relief and desperation washed over him. He was already nodding before you even asked, his hips lifting up slightly giving you access.

"please." He whispered, voice sounding strained and breathless. He was barely hanging on as it was, and it was only getting harder to keep his composure.

when you fully slid off his sweats and boxers while he helped your eyes widen as his member stood tall, kenma wasn’t a big guy he was only slightly taller than you and it was just a little unexpected, his tip glistening with precum, you knew he wouldn’t last long he was already falling apart but that only made you more excited you slid off your own pants and underwear and leaned down kitten licking his tip.

a shaky gasp left his lips as you touched him he could cum right now just from your tongue his head moved to the side not being able to look at you trying to keep his composure, you stopped and kissed him softly one more before asking

“are you ready?”

His golden eyes were completely glazed over, pupils blown wide with desire as he stared up at you. His hands trembled against your hips—both eager and nervous all at once. He barely trusted himself to speak, so he just nodded quickly, swallowing hard.

"Yes—please."

His voice cracked slightly, breathless and desperate.

you finally placed yourself onto him, taking him in completely waiting a moment to let yourself adapt his size before slowing moving up and down placing hour hands on his chest for balance, your breast slightly bouncing with every movement, it was all too much for him his hands placed on your hips gripped tight as he groaned and whined with each movement, you let out a small moan feeling yourself stretch around him making it harder for him to keep composure he was close to losing it all, you were far out of his league yet here you were he still couldn’t believe it.

“you’re..” he couldn’t manage to get it out his voice breathed

“hmm?” you said in response looking him in the eye while keeping your pace

“too goddamn perfect” he managed to get out before another groan escaped his mouth his hips moved forward instigating him wanting a faster pace so you bounced faster making him let out a louder whine

your walls clenched around him reacting to his sound which pushed him over the edge

“….im gonna cum” he looked you in the eyes desperate so you pulled off of him and started pumping with your hands feeling his cock twitch while he came on his leg, his head tilting back and catching his breath as you sat beside him moving his hair out of his face.

“i’m sorry” he said out of breath

your eyebrows furrowed in confusion

“why?”

his eyes starred deeply into yours “you didn’t cum”

“i’m okay with that, i was more focused on you” you kissed his cheek and got up to grab a towel, you came back with it slightly damp and cleaned him up. he still looked upset so after setting the towel down and crawled over to him

“you wanna make me cum? i’ll teach you” you pulled him in for another kiss and you both rolled over him now on top his hand beside your head keeping him up while the other was placed on your hip, you pulled away from the kiss and grabbed his right hand from your hip and took his two fingers guiding them down to your clit making small circles applying the right amout of pressure, you hummed biting down on your bottom lip as your hand slipped away and he continued, a fast learner, but then he stopped

“let me know what feels good, k?” he moved down between your legs and before you could get out a word he stuck his tongue into your wet clit, your breath hitched with the sudden sensation, he sucked and licked devouring you while wrapping his arms around your thighs pulling you as close as possible, moans left your lips, the pleasure was euphoric it was hard to believe he’d never done this before he had just kept going, your legs started to trembled and your hand slid into his hair tugging each time he sucked on your clit which only motivated him to work harder.

he pulled back to look you in the eyes

“am i doing alright? sounds like i am”

you gasped from the loss of his touch, the only answer you managed to get out was “mhm”

a smirk tugged at his lip before he went back down sucking and flicking his tongue, humming into your clit, it felt so good you swore you were gonna see stars

“…kenma” his name slipped out of your mouth in a breathed moan,

“hmm?” he hummed into you not moving his head or his pace.

“…mm i’m, gonna cum… please, don’t stop”

and he didn’t stop in fact he found a way to make it feel even better you didn’t know how he did it or how he knew how but you didn’t care because it felt so good, your back arched as you felt your release spill onto his tongue, breathy small noises left your mouth trying to catch your breath, you’d never felt pleasure this good.

he licked your sensitive clit one last time before sitting up,

“you taste so good, so sweet and perfect”

he leaned in for a kiss, his tongue instantly going into your mouth, you could taste yourself on him, “see, don’t you taste good”

he pulled off getting off the bed and started picking up his floor, he picked up your clothes as well and walked back from his closet dressed and with a set for you, sweats and a tshirt.

your head was still spinning from what had just happened, you no longer felt drunk though and you were feeling a bit embarrassed and awkward not knowing what had just happened meant, you were dressed and sat at the edge of his bed while he tidied up the space cleaning bottles and chip bags, and putting away the game.

“so um, i should get going…”

his head flipped around fast to face you with a look of confusion

“you wanna leave?”

“no, i- i don’t wanna impose”

you looked down, you didn’t read the room correct, fuck. he walked over to you lifting up your chin to meet his eyes.

“you’re not going anywhere”

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I love kenma!!! thanks guys for reading!! hope you enjoyed and i hope i wrote his character well 😋

You’d known him forever, your dad’s best friend's son he’d come over for dinners often, and you’d end up never talking since he was a few years older and you were too shy. But your mind wasn’t shy, you thought about him all the time the way his hands would feel all over your body, and you would watch his hands while he ate his food. Watch his lips as he spoke, you thought about him all the time. He was your guilty pleasure for years.

You hadn’t seen him in 3 years since he’d been off in college, but so were you now. You were a freshman but you're coming back for break. Though he wasn’t always on your mind like he used to be, he would still cross it, reminding you that no man you’ll be with will meet his level, and your standards remained high. When your father told you over the phone that he and his dad along with his mother would be coming over for dinner you were nervous but maybe this was your chance, you’d finally grown into your skin. You dated a couple of guys while away but none of them were as attractive as Yunho.

“Dad, mom, I’m home!”

You said walking in, your hands full of bags, your dog ran around the corner jumping on you. And your father followed.

“Hey honey, looks like Sugar missed you”

Your dad says as sugar continues to jump and lick you.

“Well I am her favorite, isn’t that right sugar,” you say in a baby voice to her.

“Where’s mom?”

“She’s at work but she’ll be home soon. I’m so happy you home, now go wash up that drive must’ve been tiring, you smell after 4 hours in a car”

“Oh wow thanks Dad missed you too”

He was right though you did smell and Yunho was coming over for dinner you had to look your best. After your shower you put on your favorite pair of jeans the ones that hug all your curves and a black long-sleeve, nothing too crazy this is a family dinner, so you do light makeup and style your hair. You knew you’d get him. Going to college made you a lot more extroverted and men threw themselves at you the friends that you made in collage got you to go out more so you quickly lost your virginity after just a few months being there. Men would fight for your attention at party’s, you were a lot more confident than the last time Yunho has seen you. You walk down the stairs and see that your mom is home you sneak up on her and hug her.

“Oh my goodness y/n you scared me”

She cups your face and looks at you with a motherly smile.

“I’ve missed my girl”

“I’ve missed you too mama.”

“Do you want to help me make dinner we have guests coming so I have to cook tonight”

She laughs softly.

“I know I'm excited to see Mr. Jeong and tell him about my studies, if it wasn’t for him I would’ve never even thought about majoring in engineering.”

“my girl is so smart, you also get to see Yunho. I remember when he first started coming over you were so shy the little crush you had on him was so cute”

Your face gets a little flushed.

“Mom I was like 13 leave me alone anyways I am a little excited to see him, I know he’s a junior in college so I want to see how that’s going for him but other than that Mom. I’m mostly just excited to be here with you.”

Was it a bit of a lie…..yes, but you did miss your mom a lot.

Once dinner was almost ready you heard a knock on the door your heart sank suddenly getting nervous. Your dad went to get the door so you continued helping your mom in the kitchen. You heard the door open and the voices of greetings, your dad's voice, Mr Jeong’s voice, Mrs Jeong’s voice, and… Yunho’s voice. It sounded a little deeper than before.

“Honey why don’t you set the table since they’re here”

“Okay mama”

You are setting down the silverware when you feel a pair of eyes on you, you look up and meet Yunho’s, he’s leaning against the wall in the hallway just staring at you it looks like he’s gotten taller, and more attractive for sure. It takes you a moment to speak, his gaze had caught you completely off guard.

“Oh hi Yunho, how are you?”

He smiles and walks over to you.

“I’m good, can I help?”

“It’s okay i’m almost done. How’s your dad?”

“he’s good he’s good. I heard you’re majoring in engineering like him. How’s that been going for you y/n”

“It’s been really good, super tough but i’m learning a lot and it’s so interesting. how’s college? What’s your major again? I forgot”

You didn’t forget how could you i mean he was going to college to be a surgeon?! The thought of Yunho in scrubs made you drool.

“pre-med, I want to become a surgeon. Remember? And it’s been good. Super stressful and a lot of work but it’ll all be worth it…”

He pauses for a moment and just stares at you again with a stern face.

“y’know I don’t think we’ve ever had a conversation last this long. Did y/n finally find her voice?”

You roll your eyes and laugh. Finishing up the last of the table setting.

“College has helped me come out of my shell I think. I found a good group of friends who are all very extraverted, they make me go out all the time at first I hated it but now I love it”

“ohh so you’re a party girl now” he looks at you up and down judging.

“I’m not crazy I go out when I need a break of studying. Don’t give me that judging look, because you look like the epitome of a frat boy”

He scoffs and rolls his eyes.

“I am not a frat boy.”

“Are you in a frat?”

He looks away holding back a smile.

“I fucking knew it. You’re probably a fuck boy too, I mean come on those looks, you’re in a frat and you’re becoming a surgeon I bet you have every girl wrapped around your finger”

He looks back at you and smiles.

“you think I’m attractive?”

“oh come on you know that you’re attractive, you’re ego is basically oozing out of you”

“nothing wrong with a big ego.. and y/n careful, your ego is oozing too”

Just before you can make another comment your dad and his dad walk in.

“Mr Jeong, Mrs Jeong, it’s so good to see you guys,” you say with a smile

“oh wow would just take her in for a moment, she is gorgeous, look at your daughter have you seen her? It’s only been 3 years but you’ve grown up haven’t you, come here hug me”

You quickly go over to her and hug Mrs Jeong, you weren’t that close with her because you always thought she was a little strange… she always speaks her mind.

“oh wow y/n looks like you’ve grown into your boobs as well they look great I’m jealous they’re so perky”

Your face instantly turns red and you hear Yunho hold in a laugh, thankfully your mom comes in to save you.

“Dinner is ready why don’t we all sit down”

You end up sitting next to Yunho. The conversation you had with him earlier was far from what you wanted, you two were bickering not flirting.

“These potatoes are really good,” he says looking at my mom.

“Well y/n actually actually made those!”

you look at him and smile, “thanks Yuyu”

Yuyu… the nickname you gave him when you were kids, he hated it because he was just a grumpy teenage boy but now it seems to have gotten him flustered.

“oh- um yeah”

Yunho’s mother speaks up again.

“Hey, y/n so how's the boy life, I remember your mother telling me you were seeing a boy named James right? he even came down and visited. Must be serious.”

“Oh well, that was a couple of months ago me and James broke up.”

“oh no sweetie I’m so sorry are you okay?”

“I’m great, I broke up with him. really it wasn’t serious”

The room went silent a little awkwardness hung in the air before your father and Mr. Jeong went back to the friendly conversation, Yunho nudges your arm.

“So tell me about James”

“He’s not impotent”

“well he met the parents”

“Because he asked to, like I said he’s not important, he was obsessed with me and I don't know, I just never really liked him so I broke up with him not interesting like I said”

“so you’re a heart breaker”

“would you want to be in a relationship with someone who didn’t like you back?”

He didn’t say anything.

“See I’m right, so what about you? Considering you’re a fuck boy you probably don’t have a girlfriend but do you have someone you’re seeing?”

“I’m not a fuck boy… yes I sleep around but I don’t play with people's feelings they all know I don’t date”

“Oh wow they, that’s multiple. You’re not helping your fuck boy case at all”

He scoffs and leans in closer lowering his voice.

“You’re starting to piss off y/n”

“That wasn’t my intention”

“Then what is your intention?”

You don’t answer him and continue to eat, you see that your parents have opened a bottle of wine.

After dinner, you and Yunho were asked to clean up while they went out on the patio to drink. While you were washing the dishes and Yunho was putting away the food it was quiet. Neither of you were talking to each other. You take a deep breath before finally breaking the silence.

“I didn’t mean to piss you off Yunho.”

“It’s okay i really wasn’t that pissed, I mean it’s the truth I like to fuck, there’s nothing wrong with that.”

You felt your heart racing as he said that, all you wanted was for him to fuck the life out of you. he spoke again.

“Was James your first?”

You turn around from the sink and face him.

“He was far from that. It’s true that I didn’t really like him. But another thing is that we wanted to wait for marriage a traditional type. And before he and I started dating I had slept with quite a few guys…. there was just no way I could wait and I couldn’t even see myself marrying this guy so what was the point y’know?”

He was a little shocked by your honesty.

“So here you were calling me a fuck boy when you’re a little slut”

You shrug and turn back around to finish the dishes. You felt two hands slide around your waist. And his face leans into your neck to whisper.

“You didn’t answer me earlier at dinner. What’s your intention y/n”

You breathe heavily as his thumbs rub your sides and he breathes down your neck.

“Yunho… both of our parents are outside right now and could come in at any moment don’t be stupid”

He places a soft kiss on your neck and starts to suck marking you, your hands grip the counter as one of his hands moves to your breast squeezing it.

“Yunho- I’m serious”

He pulls away and walks over to the fridge just then your mom walks in, thank god he was off you when she did, you can see Yunho quickly turn around, both of our faces were flushed and out of breath. You went back to the dishes.

“Hey, honey do you know where I put that other bottle of wine?”

“Um oh! Yeah it’s over here”

You get it and hand it to her she looks at you for a while not saying anything and you get nervous.

“y/n… why don’t you and Yunho go watch a movie in your room we’re probably going to come in soon and hang out in the living room we don’t want to disturb you. And also they’re probably going to stay the night since we’re drinking. Yunho honey you can sleep in the spare and your parents can sleep in our camper okay?”

He finally faces her.

“Yeah that’s okay thank you”

She leaves with the bottle and Yunho looks at you with a grin on his face.

“I’ve been invited into your room to watch a movie, that’s so sweet of your mom. And if I can remember the spare bedroom is right across from yours right?”

You put aside the last dish before looking back at him with a smile.

“So… movie?”

You walk up the stairs, and he closely follows behind like a puppy. Once you enter your room he closes the door and locks it. You go and grab the remote to your TV and stand in front of it.

“So what movie?l

“You can’t be serious y/n”

“Our house is pretty quiet if you haven’t noticed, unless you wanted our parents to hear us fuck.”

You cock your head to the side and look at him. He gets flustered and scratches his head.

“Um, what about we watch Fast and Furious.”

“Loud action movie, perfect.”

Once you turn it on Yunho walks over in front of you, his hand traces your jaw the next thing you know your lips are smashing into each other, the kiss his rough and sloppy both hungry for each other, you push him down onto your bed and take off your shirt before climbing on top of him straddling him while your hands are on his neck and one of his hands is placed on your waist while the other is on your ass. he quickly grabs you and rolls over him now towering down over you, kissing your lips softer than before than kisses your jaw trailing down your neck making his way to your pants he leans up taking off his shirt, his abs were so defined you trace your finger down his stomach and onto his belt. Starting to unbuckle it looking up at him as he smirks he helps out finishing taking off his belt and he unbuttons your pants pulling them down and off along with your underwear, he moves you up the bed and leans down kissing your inner thighs his touch was everything you had imagined and more, every time you slept with someone you would picture him instead but this, this was so much better, just from his touch you’re basically falling apart it normally take you a while to get fully turned on but you were so wet, you were wet from the moment his hands touched your waist in the kitchen.

“you’re so wet for me,” Yunho says making circling motions on your clit you moan you couldn’t help it, it felt so good.

“Yu-Yunho…. please”

He leans forward towering over you again still playing with your clit.

“Please… mmmm.. please fuck me”

He stops touching you and gets off the bed you gasp from the disappearance of his touch. He takes off his pants and boxers revealing his length you bite your lip with temptation you feel like jumping him, you’ve waited so long for this and it was actually happening.

“someone’s excited, you little whore”

He says grabbing a condom out of his wallet and then walking over to you, you didn’t even realize you were completely showing your emotions on your face. You turn to look away from him embarrassed. he gets back onto the bed grabbing your legs and pulling them towards him. He grabs your chin so you face him.

“Don’t be embarrassed love. I think it’s cute. You’ve wanted this for so long and now you have me”

Your furrow your eyebrows looking at him.

“Oh don’t give me that look, it was obvious the way you looked at me every time I came over at first the looks were innocent since we were just kids but then they got more intense you were basically drooling every time I was over”

His comments embarrassed you and got you a little angry, angry enough to try and move but he takes your wrists pinning them down leaning in close to you, feeling his breath on your lips and his cock on your stomach. This turned you on so much but you were still angry.

“Don’t be upset when it’s the truth, I thought it was cute but you were too young, seeing you here tonight made me change my mind, just let me fulfill your fantasy. I want you y/n”

“-okay” you say nodding your head.

He grins tarring open the condom and sliding it over his cock that was dripping in precum, he aligned his cock with you tracing your entrance before sliding it in, you gasp and grip the sheet his cock was so big and full of girth it stretched your walls, he almost completely pulled out before thrusting again into you.

“god you are so tight y/n… why is your bra still on, I want to suck on those perky tits of yours”

You quickly take off your bra allowing him to access the laches his lips onto your nipple sucking while thrusting into you, you were overwhelmed with sensations the room is filled with your moans and the sound of the tv on high volume. Finally unlatching from your breast he quickens his thrusts. you tried your best to suppress the sounds leaving your mouth, you were already close and had only just started and you were gonna cum he just felt that good.

“Yunho, I’m gonna cum”

He grins going even faster placing two fingers on your clit and making circling motions again you were seeing stars as he continuously fucked you hard.

“come for me, love”

And you do, you cum all over his cock, your back arching with pleasure as he continues to pump in you, he pulls you and flips you over onto your stomach.

“Get on your knees”

You listen to his order and he pushes your head into the pillow thrusting himself deeper and harder into you, he was rough but you loved it, he gripped your thigh causing your walls to clench around him, he whimpers at the sensation he feels.

“fuck y/n-“ he groans again cumming, filling the condom with his seed, he pulls out and lays beside you, you roll over onto your back, your pants are almost in sync, till you hear a knock on the door. You both scramble to get your clothes on.

“Honey it’s me, what’s going on in there why is the door locked?”

You finish changing and quickly try and fix your hair. Open the door slightly.

“Sorry, mama it’s a habit I didn’t mean to lock it but Yunho fell asleep watching the movie I can just sleep in the spare I don’t wanna wake him, I was almost falling asleep myself.”

Her face was red from the alcohol you could tell she was drunk so you could use this.

“y/n are you lying to me why is your face so red?”

“okay I’m sorry I was lying… we grabbed one of your bottles of Tito’s and were drinking, and he passed out from the alcohol guess he’s a lightweight”

“y/n im disappointed, but thank you for being honest. The guest room is ready for you”

“love you, goodnight mama”

You close the door and let out a big exhale.

“Wow, she believed that.”

“she’s drunk so it was easy, now… you need to go to the guest room”

“thought I passed out?”