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I am known by my mistakes not me

I don't want to die yet, I don't want to continue living sober anymore

one Wednesday night looking at myself in my bathroom mirror at 11:23 pm with coke residue in my left nostril, my right eyes seems bigger than my left. I hear my mom in the kitchen talking to my dad about rent due, yet why does it smell bad in here? am I where I'm supposed to be? my hair seems out of place , when was the last time I washed my shirt? I look closer at my face, scratch spots in my face eye bags are reaching the floor. now my parents are banging on the bathroom door asking if I'm okay, why did I say that 3 years ago? when will it end? God this shirt does stink tho, am I breathing to loud ?

Dad told me when he hits me he regrets it, but that's the first thing he wants to do. Is it love?

I want my mom to feel like my mom not my enemy

lmao I didn't know dr^gs hurt me