Tired and Gay

Your trances are real

You are being brainwashed

You cant help it

Like, awwwwwww, you're not gonna listen? Okay cutie, tits out. You don't have to do as you're told? Is that why your hand is teasing over your underwear, darling? Insults aren't going to work either, how about you replace those with an "I obey, Miss." On your knees. Come on dear. You're so strong willed, right? Why are you letting my voice pull you like a marionette? Can't you fight back, darling? Awwww, you can? So if I were to say you couldn't, you'd still be able to, right? Here, I'll give you a chance to show me how strong willed you are, cutie. All you have to do is resist.

You can't fight back, can you dear?

I've had to call attention to this in the most convoluted way, going out of my way to thank them profusely for their efforts, positive emojis etc etc, pointing out bits I specifically liked, and only then drawing attention to the issue with this one question. I have to point it out as if it's a minor issue, I have to pretend it was an understandable mistake, I have to let them save face by saying "I'm sure you didn't mean it that way". I have to suggest an alternative to give them an easy fix where they don't have to think. Then I have to thank them again and end the message on a high.

Then I have to patiently listen to their nonsensical excuses, and thank them again for changing the text of their quiz. Then write another appeasing message that characterises their transmisogyny as understandable.

And after all this shit I have had to do because a non-transfem wrote some transmisogynistic nonsense, it is me who is left riddled with anxiety. Because every time I call out something like this, even if I am as meek about it as possible, I am rolling the dice as to whether I will end up being smeared as an unreasonable bully and kicked out of this group (which might be a blessing honestly atp).

i am fuckable

i am the hottest lesbian in any room at any given time

something gay will happen to me in the next 24 hours

til one day all of a sudden i just give it my all, mercilessly overstim you and make you cum so hard, so fast~ it felt so, so good...now it's all you can think about! and you want more so bad, but i got what i wanted already so we're done for now ♡

awww poor thing~ well, maybe next time i'll let you have more.

They don’t. Your orgasms are purely selfish. I mean, we spend so much effort edging you, denying you, making sure that your brain focuses on me and only me. An orgasm ruins that hard work in a matter of minutes.

I don’t care how many reminders you need that you’re not a normal person. You don’t get to masturbate for fun, or have sex for pleasure. You’re meant to serve, please, and entertain. Your orgasms are an affront to that, they actively work against you fulfilling your only purpose.