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Not every person you encounter will be strong and well and whole. They may, very well, be a person upon whom life has taken a heavy toll. Do your best to comfort, and console.

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I don’t trust anybody. Not anybody. And the more that I care about someone, the more sure I am they’re going to get tired of me and take off.

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Never love anyone who treats you like you’re ordinary.

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Indeed what I feel right now. :(

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Depression. One's friend in this life full of misery. I can't seem to bear the pain of people letting me go. Of people making me feel useless. What am I? Stuck in this dark pit of not being part of anything loved or cared for. The pain is too much. Emotions are killing me endlessly. Punishing me for something I have no control of. I wish I can just cease to exist. That I can just forget about this damn world and this damn torture life is giving me. I need to forget. Forget that I am also a human and is well more deserving of any affection. People forgot about me. People took me for granted. Maybe I as well, should make myself oblivious about my very own existence. Nobody cares anyway. Even if I write this in a blog that no one seems to bother, no one can bear with my pain. With my reality. Fuck it.

I think this is really the best quote that describes my life right now.

I let go of someone. And that someone is now finally happy with another person.

I moved on. Liked someone. And that someone is sadly in love with someone else.

I am totally fucked.

Karma, yeah. That’s what it is. I guess I deserved it, didn’t I?

In return of hurting someone that has been true to me, I am now suffering the pain of not being loved by the person I really like the most.

I don’t know. I feel really depressed as of the moment. Alone, I mean. Like nobody can ever like/love me anymore and choose to be with me because I am that someone who is really not deserving to be gifted by such privilege.

My thoughts? Yeah they’re a bit dark. But I guess I prefer it this way. I only have myself to deal with.

What I need to achieve now is to change my ways, my lifestyle, my appearance and my attitude. I deserve to make myself a bit feeling superior and confident.

And that way, I could probably find someone who I want to end up with.

And be with someone that can fully trust in me and love me, regardless of my unending flaws.

Weird. That's how I describe myself. And yeah, a lot of people don't understand me. Just because I choose to stay at home and read books rather than be out there, partying like crazy. Just because I choose to accept myself as someone that is greatly frowned upon by the society rather than conform to the social norms. Just because I choose to go against the ideals implanted through years of tradition than choose to believe whatever bullshit that is being said and done by most of the people. Just because I believe of something so peculiar rather than be stuck and blinded by lies of simple reasoning. I, however is so proud that I am free from the chains tied by the societal beliefs. Being out of the ordinary, doesn't mean you're not normal. It only proves that you are braver and smarter than most people and that you choose to stay who you really are and not be forever fed by mouthful lies. The world is BIG. And the people around you, they should not be a hindrance as to how you will choose to live your life to the fullest. Experience things. Be Happy. Be you. Accepting who you are first, well it is only a matter of time as to how everything will finally fall into place.

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Stop the lies

I left her. I know at some point of my life that I'll probably regret my decision. I love her. But not enough to fight for her. I love her and because of that I don't want to hurt her more by staying with her when I know for myself that i can't give her my whole heart. I am a fool for what I did. I am a fool for letting her go. But I still do believe that this is the right decision. It may hurt now. I may suffer the pain of missing and wanting. But in time, I know it'll all heal. It'll all be for the best for the both of us. I just hope that in the future, we will both finally meet the right person that we'll grow old together with.

Pretty girl: hi

Me: hey

Inner me: please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay please be gay

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Falling. In and Out are two very opposite words. And I am using it now to express what I feel. I am falling out of love. I don't want to. I swear. It's just that...I can't feel the sparks anymore. I know that if you truly are in love with someone, you will already be contented and Happy. But why do I feel like something is truly missing in our relationship? You may call me a jerk or whatever and I will accept it because I know that I actually am those names. She gave me her....Everything and here I am being a jerk about it. Taking it all for granted. I really tried to give it my all for her. But I guess even if sometimes you think that you are truly satisfied, you are still not. Especially when the heart is the one overpowering you. I don't want to hurt her. I really want to be with her and make her happy. But how can I when there is always something holding me back? I'm so confused and fucked up right now. I feel so guilty. I'm just really really sad that I am not the one who she is looking for. I'm not the one for her. She deserves someone better. And as of now, I am not the one who is capable of giving her everything. I love you my love. But I am so confused right now? What should I do?

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I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.

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I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.

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