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I started bouldering a few months back and I'm getting so good at trying and failing!! I'm like... Trying some trickier moves, finding where my boundaries are (my wrist went clunk yesterday and I immediately stopped, tried again to see if I could do it sans-clunk, moved onto a different climb when the answer was no), getting good at falling without hurting myself (a lot of people don't do the safety fall off the wall, they just land, but my legs and back cannot handle that!!). I'm stopping when I get too dizzy and don't recover properly... So I only get somewhere between 4-6 climbs in per session, which is probably less than half of what most people are doing, but I'm not really bothered cause I don't think people pay attention haha. Anyway I've totally levelled up!! I skipped the super beginner climbs when I started and went straight to level 2(? Idk how the levels are numbered tbh), and I've been trying the next two levels up from that!! I realised I had a preference for particular types of climbs, and that I could level up in those ones while keeping in the easier levels for the ones where you're like... Dangling upside down or whatever.

Anyway my point is that I'm doing a good job at being disabled and making it work for me. Plus everyone in the queer climbing club is lovely. I know so many new and nice people and have reconnected with an old friend who I didn't know very well.

#I also do life drawing when I run out of spoons for climbing!! so I get more social time and some rest before going home

Omggggg the best thing happened which was that I went to the doctor and there was diagnosably something wrong with me, and I bought inexpensive medication that will hopefully fix it

#(there's fluid in my inner ear! Which explains the bonus dizzies)#tmi sorry #I literally went “yesssss!!” When he looked in my ear and said “aha!”#cause it was so exciting for there to be a thing

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Watercolours from my holiday - it was pretty cold and I only remembered to bring something comfortable to sit on once. But it's so lovely to watch the changing light on the water as clouds come and go. The first painting was on a sunny day, and the other two it was threatening to rain - thus the glow of the lichen on the rocks is different colours

#nawww here's when I felt I really got into watercolours and gouache... before this I was using acrylics a lot #and still being really really sad about not being able to use coloured pencils cause of RSI stuff #I had some cyanotype paper that just didn't set properly #so I washed it all out and cut it into pieces and decided I had to use it up #so I was totally not precious about it which was excellent practice for just painting and painting. it's just a habit now

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When you see an echidna they always seem to be trundling along in their own little world, unperturbed by fascinated onlookers

#I was just looking at some of my old art... this is from 2023!! that's so long ago! I love this piece though

Shits still fucked with my health but since I've been on mestinon my wellbeing is no longer wiggling around in the fog + lying down zone and has travelled to swaying between Actually pretty good and Oh too tired to think (and then some brain squeeze when I'm sick and post-illness). But I can make a meal at any point of the tired pretty much... I haven't been unable to feed myself in at least a year I reckon. I still struggle a lot with planning and with keeping on top of emails and text communications in general, but I have more in-person friends and less fear about losing them all. Oh and I'm able to exercise!! Which reduces my chronic pain so so much!!! And probably helps my brain too. Anyway yay for there being meds for chronic fatigue! Today I went bouldering and also to a secondhand furniture shop and also bought some sketchbooks!

My dad is almost comically depressed... Like I suggested we go to a cafe that he likes and he was like "while it still exists"

#I asked him if he knew something I didn't about the cafe #no #we went and I had delicious tomato soup ramen

Stack of my coloured paper for making collages. They arranged themselves

My partner is going away for a month and then we're moving house and I'm not ready for them to go... I thought maybe I would be well enough to go on my own lil holiday and instead I'm feeling worse than usual and feeling sorry for myself

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In complete opposition to my daydreaming, I seem to have vertigo of some kind... Or something that makes me feel like I'm falling or like my brain is being schlooped with a plunger... It isn't triggered by the same things as my POTS and I got it after having a cold. I don't wanna go to the doctor about it cause they'll just be like "huh, that's weird... Let's wait and see what happens" or maybe get me to do a blood test or something. Idk. I'm preemptively mad about it. I'm mad and I've booked myself an appointment cause I don't wanna be fucked up by ignoring something that could be solvable

Still thinking about being spoon fed sour apple jelly by a hot staff member at the bouldering pride party

#they were getting a few people to taste it... but just... feeding it to us with a teaspoon #everyone at climbing is hot and uhhhh I don't have any plans to do anything about it but it's a nice atmosphere to bask in #i missed being in queer spaces with a wild variety of gender non conforming and trans people #I only make it to bouldering like once a month #a bunch of the people who go are there every week - some multiple times a week #I cannot.... I gotta choose to spend my spoons elsewhere

Been thinking about how every time you google something that you could ask someone within your day to day life, you're cutting out a potential pleasant interaction. Like ... The old guy in the gardening group would love to tell me about why my plant is looking yellow, my mum knows about building materials, my friend has way too much knitting knowledge. I can learn a lot at home, but if I can I'd like to just ask people things more often

Leaping, inching, drifting, pouncing

I drew ideas for a set of stamps that I may or may not make... Versions of a set my mum and I used to use to make Christmas cards for my classmates in primary school, a set of shapes, some defined, some abstract, pressing them into the ink pads and playing with opacity of a second or third stamp. We'd decorate with pale shimmering gel pens in purple, green and gold, and shade our prints with coloured pencils.

Anyway, I don't know if I'll make the stamp set, but I liked the reiteration of shapes as a concept, and of creating a monster made of parts, the same part repeated as a joke instead of giving them a real head, tail, wing, paw

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This is my favourite even though it's a live recording in a skate park and you can hear people skateboarding here and there... It's just a nice ambient recording of a great song?? Like I've heard it so many times now but the speedcore in the samba still hits me like a punchline and makes me laugh out loud (fortunately I am drowned out by the bwaaa that is present in any good Honk Donk song)

#Bandcamp #I did not have anything to do with writing this one... I g #I forgot that's what my post was about lol #check out Bass Wizard for one where I contributed to the lyrics #or if you like ska then we also collaborated on the lyrics for Don't Feed Ducks Bread #and then they collaborated with their friend who writes ska songs for the music

Ughghgh I love helping my partner write lyrics and like... Curate their songs.... And coming up with dumb ideas for them to play around with

I mentioned this to some guy at a party and he was like "oh so you're a backseat driver? Get your own band" and it made me feel like I shouldn't be contributing to my partner's band at all.... Like... I don't want to start a band... I don't have energy for that. I'm not committed... But I love to give feedback and I love to ask a lot of questions to narrow in on a vibe and then make a lil skeleton of a lyric sheet for them to put the flesh onto. And it's not often, but they like me doing it! We like working on stuff together!! So fuck you party guy! It's none of your business, actually!

#check out Honk donk doot bonk on Bandcamp #I can't believe my partner is finally in a band that makes music that I really truly (treely ruly) enjoy #they're fucking sick #it's synth and sax and percussion and vocals with a dancey vibe and cursed time signatures and it's trying to blast you into space

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