TraviDÜV

My intuition is saying stop talking to people.

I have the ears of those I care most about and fit the time being I do good to not bother these people daily. I try and not text. But In looking thru my messages, I do an inventory of conversations nobody seems to wanna partake in. I see the constantly on our phones world and my phone provides a coldness and distance that I guess I somehow deserve.

It's not just one specific person currently .

There's an acceptance of many things to do with that.

It's all these others.

I should get more into not starting or continuing conversations with people who can't be near me in person.

Again, with exception in warmest regards...

I just want to pass notes like this was high school.

Something more than what I get.

I'm lonely and excited and I want to talk.

Conservative efforts to not do that seem to be the "right" choice.

Good fucking night and such.

But stop living in your car in the parking lot of my workplace.

I felt bad for a second for my vote against your employment...

But your shitty situation isn't resilience.

It is prolonged acceptance of sub par living standard. Go to get help. Go to meetings. Quit drugs.

Fix it. Fix the issue. Somehow. You are not a "complicated" or "complex situation"