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was it just her feeling or the hospital has been busier than usual? not just that they had more cases and surgeries but also it seemed that the hospital was full of new people. it wasn’t like she didn’t like it but simply it was too much on her so that’s why she decided to have a drink at joe’s bar. or maybe two. opening the door, she stepped inside and looked around. was the bar a new hospital? it looked like everyone was there. perfect, she wanted just a drink and now she will probably get also an unwanted conversation.

Kathleen had always been an internal thinker, an internal person all together actually. Despite her chosen profession, her encouraging her patients and anybody else who listened to talk about their problems, she’d always dealt with them herself. She’d process everything inside, even if she knew that it only led to unhealthy coping mechanisms. Probably because she hadn’t went to therapy. Do as I say not as I do. However, this wasn’t a big personal problem. Not something she had to keep to herself, work out how to deal with it and then probably fail at doing so. It was just a tox screen that was confusing her. Still, the muttering out loud was uncharacteristic. “This doesn’t make sense,” She said quietly, without even meaning to, but clear enough to be heard.

“i swear to god these fucking surgeons got sticks so far up their a–” theo flashed a passing surgeon a smile before returning her attention to her shift partner. “like what the fuck are they doing down here if they’re not dealing with the actual trauma patients? like who gave them the right?” she growled, scanning over the chart in front of her. it wasn’t that she didn’t like the doctors in the hospital. they were nice. for the most part. aside from the horrible ones, of course. but this shift had felt like a million years long, and all she wanted was to head home and curl up on the couch with nugget. but that was still hours away. she let out a dramatic sigh. “can someone please just sign off on this old lady so i can go nap in a corner somewhere?” theo flashed the nurse behind the station her best smile, praying to whatever god there was that someone would show up. and soon.