i wi as h i could eerase myself from everyone's memory n start over

(me, trying desperately to convince myself that i don't look awkward in masculine clothing) this is selfcest forcemasc. im coaxing my puppyboy anxiety into being a real man.

bought and downloaded needy streamer overload. who says money cant buy happiness again?

when i love someone enough i begin to hate them and when i stop hating them i want to crush them beneath my body weight.

im gonna give myself a stick and poke tattoo with red pen ink. stay tuned

i'll kill whoever is fucking up my pinterest feed.

i wish i could go mute and never talk again.

it's so embarrassing thinking abt the times i was gonna kill myself like. ok dramatic much?

i'm liked but not in the way that fulfills my soul. and i think ill die surrounded by people i knew my whole life yet didn't know me

this is the first time i've cried in a while too. aghhh ahhhhhh

does it count as a suicide attempt if you didn't try hard enough and if u snapped out of it fast