inactive//not deleting but not coming back

okay so this is my last post on this blog. after this I'm logging out and only logging back in if I decide to deactivate this account completely.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who's ever spoken to me on here, everyone who's ever been kind or thoughtful or just memed with me. I don't want to tag people just in case I forget someone but you know who you are, and I might message a few of you anyway.

I'm okay, I promise, but this blog is just a bit much now. the paranoia that comes with posting on a blog that has been used against me in my real life, the perceived pressure of making things when I have no motivation, the lack of appreciation when I do write. it's just. all a lot and a lot of it is perceived and irrational but nonetheless, it's not good for me here. I need time to work on my music, my college work, and myself, and I can't do that here.

again, thank you for everything. if any of you want to come hit me up here's a few links:

youtube

twitter