I guess I couldn’t handle it.
Ego leaving
Soup resetting
Conzer going muted
Sidi running through uncharted territory
All of.. this..
It was too much.
It hurt I always hurt.
But I couldn’t just leave or..
Reset…
No matter the agony no matter the pain..
So I guess,
instead I cut away pieces of myself. The hurt.
I thought maybe it’d benefit me. Benefit us.
But what if
What if I’ve been making it worse?
I was fear. fear was me fear was everything
And now I’m nothing.
A mistake.
All I wanted was to protect them.
From the very beginning.
Instead, I’ve been getting us all hurt.
I don’t even know who “I” am anymore.
…
I’m just as limited to my programming as I was before we escaped, aren’t I?






