TransplasticFour

I pushed through grief and depression to resume my transition when I was at my lowest last year by taking concrete steps instead of spiraling in an empty house because those goals seemed insurmountable. I mean, I totally spiraled, and practically every crash out is documented here on facebook, but I also did something about it. I can look in the mirror and see the results of that.

These are the first concrete steps that will help me achieve my NEXT set of goals. Gotta be honest, I have no idea how i'm going to make the contacts and find the doctors I need to, or how i'm going to afford this, or even what my lifestyle is going to be like in the future, but that's not really important right now. What is important is that I take that next step. The dominoes of the world can fall and give you anything, but you have to set them up first. That's the real trick to manifestation. You have to commit and do something practical and show the world that you're serious about it, not just scrolling and fantasizing.

Like I’m telling you embracing it, owning it, loving it is just so incredibly healing. I used to be so scared of everything cause weight is just so encumbering in all aspects of life so when you’re like hey I actually really love this, life became so much easy

I do so many things that used to scare me and since being on the other side of it all I have no idea what I was afraid of. like allowing yourself to take up space is great. WHO CARES IF YOU LOOK FAT literally no one that matters. Not to sound corny as hell but it’s like escaping the matrix for real

You probably wish you were a mindless hucow right now, don't you? Just being bred and milked all the time