every empire falls

I like how I don’t really post for a month and people don’t unfollow me and then I say some shit about how I don’t plan on being on here as much and people unfollow me

I’m logged onto tumblr at 3am to let y’all know I placed an order for Atassa #2 for the infoshop. also an order from Trilateral (yale, harvard, MIT) for some Bataille and semiotexte is in the mail. and I placed an order to W.W. Norton for some basic shit but I have a special book in there for valentine’s day.

what I say: I'm doing really well and don't blog much anymore

It really helps to have an irl community, I know alot of yall can’t get one because of where you are or like have your own reasons for not having one/being in one, but nothing has helped me more than my friends/community. Having an infoshop to throw my effort into has really helped my mental health. I can’t put it into words how much its helped me out. and i’m trying to stay on this positive wave and this place just makes me sad (for lack of a better word to describe “avoiding my problems and refusing personal struggle of improvement”). 

I don’t have much desire to come on here anymore and really its best if I don’t. probably not gonna delete my account but I deleted the app off my phone. I’m doing really well, I’m in love, I start my new line cook job tomorrow, I’ve got a loving community, I have my own room once again, and I’ve been sober for almost four months. 113 days today.