I don't know if anyone reads this anymore but I wanted to make a post
First: I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has supported me online through convos and blog posts and just providing a sense of community when I felt I had none. Also for just giving me some sense of direction in life when I really felt like idk wtf I was doing for a long time.Â
It's been awhile sense I posted here. While I really appreciated some of the community, I was realizing that certain aspects were not healthy for my emotional health. Constantly being triggered by things and facing online harassment to name a few. I also felt like there was some forms of stalking that might not fall into traditional categories of stalking but nonetheless were happening. I also feel that I've been learning more about myself as a POC and that my followers have not always been supportive.Â
I also feel like I had to take a break to really work on some personal issues. The suicide of a close friend almost two years ago now (wow) who I had a complicated relationship with really gave me a lot of trauma to process which was better to do offline.Â
I want everyone to know that soon I am turning 25 and I feel like 2015 is going to be a big year for me. I have plans to create art and collaborate with other artists in the LA and OC area. I also in process of educating myself on learning new skills to help trans and poc with healing practices. More to come as plans develop.Â
However, I just want to reiterate that the Tumblr community has taught me so much and I still follow a couple blogs because you teach me so much and I appreciate and love you so much. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and providing me with a sense of community when I often feel so lonely. I think this blog may be going into retirement but I am not sure yet.Â
As I said before I was going through major trauma and I feel like I lost contact with many people, however, please send me messages if you would like to reconnect. I have also found that I much prefer Skype or phone calls over chat based on the type of communicator I am.Â
Anyways much love and hopefully new things to come, on this blog or in some other wayÂ
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