Hm?

you’re so fucking spoiled you get to pick out which radiator you get chained to

Cursed reality in which I just took a selfie to visualize how tired I look rn and I actually quite like it but I’m also not wearing a shirt and like it’s cropped so that doesn’t really matter in practice but still so I can’t stick it on my Instagram close friends because I have shame but also I can’t post it here because face reveals are a whole thing

I also got a haircut today so that’s probably feeding this I feel like I flipped the gender switch. I like it longer and shorter and it’s a glorious cycle to go through and fuck the hairstylist killed it this time

bye

Less than two hours of sleep + no food + no water (only hot chocolate and smoothie) (an attempt to get some calories in while I feel like shit) + lotsa pain + unclear pregnancy test + potential period except the blood is weird as fuck + peeing way too much + can’t breathe because I’m anxious (scared?) = another unfortunate trip to the hospital that might be a complete overreaction

My most expensive and medically invasive “you’re fucking injured as fuck in there and you became aware of the pain so you gave yourself a panic attack over it”

they called him a psycho killer for this

personal opinion, but being referred to as "girly" or "girlypop" gives me hives

agonizing over all the time you wasted or lost is useless. it’s gone now. you survived in the only way you knew how. doesn’t your survival deserve some recognition too?

like toni morrison said, “sometimes you don't survive whole, you just survive in part. but the grandeur of life is that attempt. it’s not about that solution. it is about being as fearless as one can, and behaving as beautifully as one can, under completely impossible circumstances.”

I think I've got "can't meet the stray kink posts where they're at" disease, I saw someone use the phrase "mass princessification" and instead of recognising that it's about an aesthetic I just started thinking about the magnitude of the implied succession crisis