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@toydrill
tai | 25 | he/him
some of my work involves discussions of triggering content or content otherwise not suitable for minors. i will always try to tag accordingly!
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every βhand made boxers and briefs for transmasc and nonbinary fxlkβ subscription box is $80 and everything is polyester and the exact same as regular boxers at like walmart but have a β§οΈ emoji sewed into the side like a cutie mark and the company is like if u donate 25 extra dollars to us with your purchase we will donate to jellyqueens and make a hugggge important impact on the world π and then jellyqueens is just.. like a small business jam and jelly company with flavors based on different pronouns and gender descriptors (like tme for example) with very obvious like weird assigning of bioessentialist presentation to fruits for the jellies like βamabsβ are blueberries and kiwi and βafabβ are cherrys and watermelon and the jellies arenβt even good and actually are lying about being gluten free and also get moldy very fast bc they arenβt using preservatives but they still only deduct -$3 from the original price when they do pop up shops in brooklyn while selling them and the impact on the world mentioned by the boxer company is just to reduce jellyqueens pass due bills bc they keep getting fined for avoiding inspection of their kitchen (its in their apartment but they own five cats and let them stay on the counter while chopping and cooking the fruit for the jelly) and also they take a extra $5 dollars from you as a βservice chargeβ on the boxer companies website because the ceo is using that money from every purchase towards their anime boy maid cafe budget for theirnext trip to japan
also with all that being said i do lowkey really want one of the madame alexander edith dolls, specifically the ones that came with little bear
in my mind, as a child marion firmly believed the idea of toys, esp dolls and teddy bears, secretly being animate/sentient to some capacity and because of this he was really really fucking weird about how both he and his peers interacted with and played with toys. he was fiercely and obsessively protective of his belongings and would not let other children play with them. despite being a pretty mild-mannered kid he would get actively violent if his toys were handled incorrectly and had a hard time willingly parting with them
i don't think he believed they could like move on their own or whatever but i do think that they had some level of influence on the manner in which he played with them and going against their wishes would cause bad things to happen, so he was also pretty scared of them.
once his mom realized he was not engaging with his dolls and stuffed animals in a normal way she sold them at a garage sale while he was visiting family. in the short term, this did help (at least in curbing his irrational fear of and overly possessive behavior in regards to his personal toys/objects as he got older) but in lieu of no objects to project his abnormal thoughts on, things got much more complicated as they both projected inward and he started seeking outlets for them elsewhere.
all i'm saying is that marion probably read The Lonely Doll by Dare Wright when he was a child and it had a fundamental and evil psychosexual effect on his psyche that has lasted until this day and there's not really anything we can do about that
on the other hand casey didn't grow up with a lot of toys depicting humans or other kinds of animals so a lot of his ways of projecting his individual experiences with abuse were more abstract. when he was younger, him and his father would often trap small animals for hunting and casey would fixate on the concept of "putting something out of its misery": the concept that a living thing could be in so much pain and suffer so greatly that to die is a better fate
similarly, casey found both photography and taxidermy extremely alluring: the idea of being able to capture something in its 'ideal' state without the inevitable pain and suffering of being alive, hence his hobby in creating small dioramas with his taxidermied animals.
notably, he will remove any semblance of genitalia on all animals he taxidermies and it's probably the most deliberate and precise that his handiwork gets, sometimes to the point that he takes too much off and animal's stomachs are haphazardly pursed when sewn together due to a lack of usable skin.
he's never had anyone around to ask him why he does this so he's never thought about it but when marion brings it up he's just like Um i don't know i think they just look better that way and marion is like (thought bubble above his head that says "VICTIM?" in giant red letters with an arrow pointing at casey)
in my mind, as a child marion firmly believed the idea of toys, esp dolls and teddy bears, secretly being animate/sentient to some capacity and because of this he was really really fucking weird about how both he and his peers interacted with and played with toys. he was fiercely and obsessively protective of his belongings and would not let other children play with them. despite being a pretty mild-mannered kid he would get actively violent if his toys were handled incorrectly and had a hard time willingly parting with them
i don't think he believed they could like move on their own or whatever but i do think that they had some level of influence on the manner in which he played with them and going against their wishes would cause bad things to happen, so he was also pretty scared of them.
once his mom realized he was not engaging with his dolls and stuffed animals in a normal way she sold them at a garage sale while he was visiting family. in the short term, this did help (at least in curbing his irrational fear of and overly possessive behavior in regards to his personal toys/objects as he got older) but in lieu of no objects to project his abnormal thoughts on, things got much more complicated as they both projected inward and he started seeking outlets for them elsewhere.
all i'm saying is that marion probably read The Lonely Doll by Dare Wright when he was a child and it had a fundamental and evil psychosexual effect on his psyche that has lasted until this day and there's not really anything we can do about that
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Posting my rosalace commission I got from @toydrill !! Probably one of my favorite scenes from Aceβs main storyline
she didnt block me on pinterest so im sending her madd pictures of ghouls and devils
Itβs awesome thereβs animals in the world imagine it was just rocks and a low whistling almost groaning wind
just got really scared can you say something else
I canβt. I canβt do anything.
walk with me.
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Second fiddle
for @venturehomenews & @krinklefry87!
for @luckifxr!
Digital artists, whatβs your go-to art app?
Procreate
Ibis Paint
Ibis Paint X
(Autodesk) Sketchbook
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stop calling it a girl dinner and call it by its formal name: Fend For Yourself dinner in an ingredients household
can everyone get woke again. I miss her. I miss woke.
and by woke I mean aware of racism. the original meaning. don't do stupid bullshit here. woke = aware of anti-Black racism . ok
