Β Β Β Β Β #πππππππππ : Β An independent, highly selective, and private roleplay blog for πππππππππ ππππππ-πππππ, aka ππππππππ / πππππππππ of Zagtoonβs ππππππππππ πππππππ franchise. Portrayal is heavily headcanon-based given the limited nature of the special, but largely follows series canon with movie influences. Written by ππππ, established in October 2023.
πππππππππ : Β Non-roleplay blogs are blocked on sight. You must be 21+ and have an indication of such and an alias somewhere easy to find.
πππππππ ππππππππππ :Β Β First and foremost, I will not be writing sexual NSFW content here as Marinette is a minor. However, the universe she's from is not a pleasant one, so other triggering content will be present here. My headcanons and portrayal of reverse!Marinette and Shadybug will frequently deal with suicidal ideation and self-destructive behavior as a result of her environment and condition from misusing her Miraculous. Additionally, bear in mind that Shadybug is a villain and is described as being merciless. While I will not do anything extreme without prior discussion, I will not hold back my muse should you provoke her.
ππππππππππ :Β Β Given that we have very few details about the Shadyverse, I have done a fair bit of expanding on it myself. I highly encourage you to check out my headcanons on this.
#ππππ π πππππ :Β Β Although not ship-exclusive, Vic is my main Adrien Agreste/Claw Noir. We're both duplicate friendly, though, so don't be afraid to approach one or both of us!
Affiliates are slightly different than mains in that these are people that I have specifically built the canon of my blog with / around / to include and when I reference one of the characters they write in my blog canon or writing, it is their specific portrayal that I am referencing. I already state it in my rules, but: I am not exclusive. I am happy to interact with duplicates of both my own muse and theirs, regardless.
Let me know if you need anything tagged. Please tag spiders using some form of the arachnophobia tag for me.
Anti-AI. Do not interact if you condone the use of AI in writing, art, or both. You are not welcome here.
Don't steal anything, don't force ships/headcanons, don't godmod/metagame major events without permission. Minor events (ie. assuming my muse accepts something yours offers them) is generally okay. If you're unsure, just check!
Multiverse, multi-ship. Ships in their own verses. The usual.
β³ Marinette has canonical crushes and I will write her as having said crushes. Please do not mistake this for force shipping! Your muse, regardless of who they are, is not required or expected to reciprocate. Yes, I am specifically talking about Adrien and Luka, but it applies to any crush Marinette may have, canon or otherwise.
I'm 34 years old and I don't have the energy to be insecure about playing with Barbies on the internet anymore, so:
β³ I will have mains, but I generally don't do exclusives anymore, including ship exclusivity. This is so my partner(s) and I don't enter into exclusives and get locked out of certain kinds of interactions should one of us go inactive. My ship partners are more than welcome to ship with duplicates of my muse(s).
β³ Affiliates are slightly different than mains in that my affiliates are people that I have specifically built the canon of my blog with / around / to include. When I reference one of the characters they write in my blog canon or writing, it is their specific portrayal that I am referencing. This does not mean I will not interact with duplicates of their muses. Once again, I do not intend to practice exclusivity on this blog. Please don't be afraid to interact because of this!
β³ And on that note, I am duplicate friendly for my own muse as well! I generally won't follow duplicates first for your comfort, but you are more than welcome to follow me! I highly encourage you to hit me up to plot time travel or multiverse shenanigans and twin AUs alike. I will not approach you first for this in any way. Again, this is for your comfort first and foremost. If this is something you want, you must initiate.
β³ Exceptions on all of this may be made for longtime close friends.
Crossover friendly! Easier to do if the universes mesh or you have a modern AU at the ready. If I don't have an AU of my own or am not familiar with your muse's world, plotting is preferred before interacting.
Multimuse friendly as long as there is at least one muse I'm familiar with. I generally won't follow a multi that doesn't have something I'm familiar with. I may follow single-muse blogs that I'm not familiar with. It's easier for me to focus on one thing I don't know about than to try and pick from several things I don't know about.
Mostly OC friendly; you must have basic information at least. Not self-insert friendly due to past experiences. Will not interact with second generation/child-of-canon-parents OCs (friends exempt from this), however this is an OC x Canon safe space and encouraged.
This blog will feature Marinette as an adult, as future Ladybug has been alluded to in the series, and will feature adult Marinette in romantic situations but, again, will not feature sexual NSFW content.
Give me platonic and unrequited ships.
No greeter posts. Plotting preferred over winging it.
I only have access to the beta editor. My graphics and post formatting are tailored to dark mode and I typically make use of small text and colored speech/thought text with icons anywhere between 50px and 100px in size. You are not required to have icons or format in any way when interacting with me.
As I am dash-only, if the search function fails you, you can navigate my blog via my tag drop tag on this post for anything you may need to find.
Graphics featured on this blog were made by me unless otherwise stated.
β³ Icon border was made by vicsmakes ; gfx templates made by Isaworks ; PSD colorings are by gmfioart and wasirauhlpsds.
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βΒ what am i supposed to do when i canβt even trust my own mind?Β βΒ
βΒ i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i donβt think could ever be paid off.Β β
βΒ what do you see when you look into my eyes?Β βΒ Β
βΒ it doesnβt always have to be you, you know?Β your shoulders arenβt the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.Β βΒ Β
βΒ i donβt think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until itβs all scars and stitching.Β β
βΒ i canβt remember what itβs like to be truly wanted.Β β
βΒ every time you look at me i feel invisible.Β β
βΒ loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.Β β
βΒ iβm afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.Β β
βΒ for once in your life, what is it that you want.Β β
βΒ iβve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, iβm afraid iβll feel too cold without it.Β β
βΒ i just want to see you smile again.Β β
βΒ canβt you stop running for one second?Β β
βΒ iβll be here. when youβre ready to talk.Β β
βΒ being strong doesnβt mean never asking for help or admitting youβre in pain.Β β
βΒ donβt shut me out. please.Β β
βΒ donβt look at me like that.Β β
βΒ the world isnβt made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.Β β
βΒ i just wanted to do something good for once.Β β
βΒ why canβt you tell me whatβs wrong?Β β
βΒ just trust me. please.Β β
βΒ why canβt you let me in? what are you so afraid of?Β β
βΒ Β youβre so worried about losing me/them youβre missing everything in front of you.Β βΒ Β
βΒ iβm not leaving you.Β β
βΒ youβre not alone. iβm here.Β β
βΒ you see everyone so clearly except yourself.Β β
βΒ Β donβt you understand?Β i love you. and nothing youβve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.Β β
βΒ i find broken things interesting. maybe thatβs why i like you so much.Β β
βΒ i want to be whatever it is you think i am.Β β
βΒ you see the good in everything. thatβs why i like it when you look at me.Β β
βΒ iβll still be here when you wake.Β β
βΒ i promise iβll never hurt you again.Β β
βΒ as long as i have you, the rest doesnβt matter.Β β
βΒ what did they do to you?Β β
βΒ iβm not sure i should leave you alone.Β β
βΒ i wonβt hate you. i know you think thatβs what you deserve but itβs not.Β β
βΒ i want to love the parts of you that you hate.Β β
βΒ iβm scared of what youβre becoming.Β β
βΒ iβm sorry, iβm not what you think i am.Β β
βΒ youβll always have a home with me.Β β
βΒ what happened to you?Β β
βΒ i thought iβd never see you again.Β β
βΒ youβre such a fucking coward.Β β
βΒ i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.Β β
βΒ you scared me.Β β
βΒ please, donβt ever give up on me.Β β
βΒ iβm not giving up on you. not ever.Β β
βΒ i know you love me. but itβs not the way i want to be loved.Β β
RECOVERING AFTER THE BIG BATTLE PROMPTS
* Β assorted dialogue for conversations after you just went through absolute hell to protect something, get somewhere, or fight your way through hordes of bad guys, adjust as necessary
how are you holding up after that?
they knew we were coming.
i didn't think we were going to survive that.
can you stand? do you need me to help?
take some deep breaths. it's over.
i need a headcount!
there was nothing we could do to stop them.
i've never seen weapons like that before.
don't you dare close your eyes. stay awake for me.
let me go grab you something to drink.
i'm sorry. they didn't make it.
get me a medic.
we won't survive another battle like that.
we should have been more prepared.
the odds were stacked against us.
sound off! who's not dead?
if you're bleeding, tell me now.
don't bullshit me. you're limping. when did you start limping?
just a few more steps and we can rest.
they knew we were coming.
i'm going back for them. you stay here.
there's nothing else we can do to help them.
our world is lost.
i saw you out there, fighting for your life.
i'm sorry i couldn't be there to help you fight them off.
given what i just saw out there, i think your training is complete.
you saved my life.
they were never going to get past you.
we all need time to rest after that.
maybe we should set up camp, take turns keeping watch.
we did it! it's over!
next time, we won't be so lucky.
have you seen [name]? did they make it out?
they were stronger than we expected.
we have to prepare for the second wave.
there's no time to run.
get me the healer.
just lay back down, and i'll take care of you.
you're not going to die, not under my watch.
you showed up the second i needed you, like you heard me.
i don't think i can face a battle like that again.
we got lucky, but the next time they attack, they'll be ready for us.
we cut down their numbers, but they're still strong.
there must be something we can do.
i thought you said you weren't injured!
think you're going to have to go on without me.
i wasn't prepared for any of that.
i need more training.
we can't face that kind of firepower alone.
how long until they send reinforcements?
they've got us trapped here. it's only a matter of time until they come back to finish the job.
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pipe down with the noise, i cannot bear my sorrow / i hate who i was before / i fear i won't live to see the day tomorrow / someone tell me if this is hell / i gotta escape the void, there is no other choice, yeah / tryna turn off the voices, the void ate me / look at the mess i've done, there is nowhere to run, yeah / holdin' a loaded gun, the void
for real though, if there's anything that can keep the boundless power of shady and her lucky charm in check, it's monkey's power of disruption. his ability to render her ability completely useless makes him a massive threat to her and i fffffffffucking love it
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the path i'm on is a path paved in black. i'm taking that road and i'm not looking back. each twist and each turn leads straight where i'm yearning to go. yes, it's true, my path is dark, but i see where it ends: my rivals will fall as my power ascends. despise me, that's fine, i'm taking what's mine even so.
not like youβyou lost your nerve, you lost the game. but you and i, we're not the same. i'm not lost, this fate was mine to choose. so i chose to lose my doubts and lose my chains, lose each weakness that remains now that i have nothing left to lose.
also thinking about like. shady knew claw had been suffering from the rebound of misusing his miraculous and that he'd been covering it up with makeup. "makeup. i should have known." like... zero surprise at all. she made a guess about him because
she's been covering hers, too, under her ascot. if she has rebound effects, logically he should, too. and he does. and they're worse than hers.
when the ascot falls off after she tries to summon gimmi, you can see just how bad it was for her before the attempted summoning made it worse.
...but claw's was already that bad. her making hers worse by trying to summon gimmi just... essentially made her catch up to where he already was. hers was still only ("""only""") at her neck, his had already spread to his face
and that suggests a) he's had his ring longer than she's had her earrings, b) that he uses his powers more than she uses hers, or c) both
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where do we go when we no longer have a home? the flowers under the concrete. mom, tell me, where do we go? / where does the heart go when it gets lost in doubts and winters? why do the days look alike? / where does it goβ happiness, this fragile thread, when it wobbles and breaks? / mom, tell me beyond the storm there is love, love, love. when the sky opens, everything becomes calm again and everything is fine.
