Wild One

     I apologize for disappearing but I      was taking care of a dog and then      had an accident that left me in bed      for a while. Back now! Would love      to plot with everyone.

✖ —– hurts starters; accepting.

「ｔ」      ▸▸ If you are looking for compassion and pity, you came to the wrong place - that would have been what she had said if it had not been for the woman’s expression that made her stop. It had made her think - had she not been that way once too? The answer would be yes. She used to think life was not for her kind and that the whole concept of living in a world so dumb and numb sounded pointless.

     Hands placed on her hips while she turned towards the stranger, watching her with little embarrassment - not that the girl had ever done anything to cause that but she had trouble talking about certain things with people she happened to not know. “You keep your head up,” she began, her gaze visiting the ground for a few seconds out of hesitation - only to turn back to her. “As much as I could tell you a million reasons to - trust me, I am able - I thought of the same thing years ago so who am I to judge.

     Except she had been on the bathroom floor.

        She had been contemplating all the million reasons.

     ”You keep your head up and you go on. There’s another million reasons to live for, open your eyes. Those are all around you. You find what you enjoy and you keep doing that - because what you just said proved me death isn’t an option for you,” her final words were spoken with a soft smile curving upon her lips.

✖ —– hurts starters; accepting.

「ｔ」     ▸▸ Eyes never once met the person before her, the one who seemed       to be unable  to keep her  damned mouth shut.  Although her nerves       had been bad all day, the other’s attempt to reach her hearing range       was rather amusing to watch -  well, not literally,  as the lack of eye       contact would  have made  that difficult.  Touka was about to pick up       her belongings and continue her day when the question was stated,       her lips barely curving upwards, her dark eyes looking rather empty.

                           ”I’m only deaf when I choose to be, angel.”

"Never give up, it's such a wonderful life."

"Some things are best left unspoken."

"Do you know how it feels to let you go?"

"I feel so lost."

"Talk to me. Tell me your lies."

"Just take my hands. I'll make it all better."

"I don't feel safe."

"All my life I've felt this way, but I could never find the words to say."

"Since the day I left I see your face in every crowd."

"I feel lust like a sick disease."

"I know you need me too."

"I'm going home."

"Remember when it was just you and me?"

"Don't bring me back to life."

"Such a beautiful lie."

"I need somebody to die for."

"Love is not that easy!"

"Someday when you wake up happy you'll thank the Lord that I'm gone."

"It's a long way down when you're alone."

"I'll forget about you."

"Don't cry, please don't cry."

"I came so close to giving up."

"When I go, you will be someone new."

"There is no turning back."

"I've got nothing left to live for, but no reason yet to die."

"I see you when I close my eyes."

"Can you hear me?"

"I'm tired of being afraid."

"You'll be better off on your own."

"All I want for Christmas is New Year's Day."

"Home is where the heart is."

"You know I love you."

"We all get hurt by love."

"I can't sleep."

"I will give you my devotion until the end of time."

"I have no reason to forgive you."

"I'm afraid of myself."

"Nothing that I do will ever be enough for you."

"I wish that I was stronger."

"I could never live without you."

"Can you keep a secret?"

"Why are you out by yourself so late?"

"I'll never leave you again."

"My heart is empty."

"There's nothing left to lose."

"I'd rather be lonely than by your side."

"Look at what you've done!"

"Don't leave tonight."

"I can't hold my head up high with the weight of the world on my shoulders."

"You will never be forgotten with me by your side."

"Carry me away from the pain."

"Is this the end of the love that had just begun?"

"Things we never say are often best left alone."

"I can't cry any more tears."

"I wish I could stay with you tonight."

"Things are going to get better."

"Things aren't going to get better."

"Time waits for no one, so do you want to waste some time tonight?"

"I've been waiting my whole life to tell you how I feel."

"There is no light inside of a broken heart."

"No matter where they take me, death I will survive."

"Don't let go."

"I need you."

"I don't need this life."

Ex Best Friend = The two knew each other all the way from the sandbox up to the teenage years but lost contact and became strangers to each other before graduation. Perhaps they would meet again somewhere and try to reunite and see if they could become best friends once more. Their relationship before and their relationship-to-be can be edited to fit the muses once we are plotting.

The Creatures = The bar needs those blood drinking supernatural creatures - the ones who have visited the bar for ages and Touka doesn’t dislike as much as the rest - or perhaps she does. They could do favors for each other, perhaps a few has a special bond with her - she saved your muse’s life or the other way around? Perhaps there’s one she’s pointed a gun at and still teases her for not pulling the trigger? I’d love all kinds of plot suggestions between her/supernatural muses.

✖ —– sentence starters; accepting.

「ｔ」       ▸▸ It felt like thousand needles poking into every sensitive spot. She would have described it as what she imagined blowing up into the air from a bomb would feel like — but actually, that was all in her head. The needles. The bomb that was ticking and ticking and it danger to explode. It was all under the skull as her index fingers rubbed at her temples, pretending that would help any. Oh, how she had been longing to see in two again and act like a vampire in the daylight.

     Touka did not bother to open her eyes when a familiar voice stated a question, she merely groaned an answer, hiding most of her ( hideous-looking, she believed ) face behind her long, silky hair as she sat on one of her bar’s stools after closing hour. Although she did not consider the other a good friend, she had seen her around a couple of times and could not believe she would bring any harm. But the question — the question was amusing. “I pissed off someone I should not have pissed off,” a faint laugh left her, “It’s a part of the job, is it not?” and although it was, Touka’s migraine, caused by stress, was not becoming any milder. Some of the bloodsuckers could be a real pain in the ass.

     Ladies and Gentlemen, there are memes      I’d gladly write out to get this muse going.      Don’t be afraid to send them in !

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

ABOUT THE MUSE.

General

Name: Touka Kiriki Alias(es): – Gender: Female Age: 25 Date of Birth:  June 18th, 1990 Place of Birth: Incheon, South Korea Hometown: Seoul, South Korea Spoken languages: Korean, Japanese, conversational Chinese and English Sexual preference: Straight Occupation: Bar owner Criminal record: Clean record, never been caught Disorder: -

Appearance

Eye color: Dark brown Hair color: Brown Height: 173cm Scars: One on the back of her neck Burns: No Overweight: No Underweight: Slightly

Favourite

Color: Crimson Hair color: Red or dark purple Eye color: Ice blue Song: Halsey - Hurricane Movie: Pet Sematary T.V. Show: None Food: Caesar salad Drink:  Long Island Ice Tea Video Game: Darksiders Ice cream flavor: Pear

Have you…

Graduated high school: Yes Had sex: Yes Had sex in public: Yes Gotten pregnant: No Kissed a boy: Yes Kissed a girl: Yes Gotten tattoos: No Gotten piercings: Only ears Smoked/drank/done drugs: Yes/Yes/Yes Had a broken heart: No Been in love: No Needed surgery: No Stayed up for more than 24 hours: Yes

Are you…

A virgin: No A cuddler: Rarely A kisser: Yes Scared easily: No Jealous easily: No Trustworthy: Yes Dominant: Yes Submissive: Perhaps with the right people. In Love: No Single: Yes In a relationship: No Considered mean: Most likely

Random questions.

Have you harmed yourself: No Thought of suicide: No Attempted suicide: No Wanted to kill someone: Yes Drove a car: Yes Have/had a job: Yes Have any fears: Yes

Family