or has it always been this way?

hehehehehe * sudden moment of clarity that straightens my spine * what is this. who am I. * the clarity fades * hehehehehehe

all my alters become walters when i pitch the baseball of success

Wait hang on... was I traumatized as a teenager? *thinks about it for a bit* Well I can't remember anything traumatic so it's probably fine.

talking about "the body" like it's a big dog that hangs around the friendgroup & wanders off sometimes

be yourself (be someone else (but someone who is you (but someone who is being a you that you’re not (but you are(n’t)) (but be the you that you’re not tha(t they’re being (but in (a wa)y wher(e it’s not you b(u)t the you (asterisk*) who i)sn’t you or a them-you that th)ey’re not being is (but like cro(ss-inversely), but not in an inverse way, (but like in a way where by not being you (you’re not you) you be the non-you who)) not the y)ou who is non-being the)m who)whose (isnt)), which)ever you), but like whichever you) they are is the not-you (who you don’t not     pinches bridge of my noseLook, it’s simple, you have t

instead of a brain there is a mini haunted house in my head