shameless unlikeable-character apologist.

i hate, like deeply loathe, the trend of asking celebrities about omegaverse (or fanfic in general) bc it’s so clearly meant as shock factor clickbait and to make them uncomfortable. however i do love that when they asked hudcon, hudson didn’t hesitate he knew exactly what it was. as if we needed another reminder he’s one of the girlies.

does toronto only have two streets??? every hr cast pic from toronto is on the same two street i swear to god

i blocked my brother everywhere but imessage (family chat) bc he and i got into one too many convos where he actively tried to ragebait me and we’re too fucking old for that, but now everytime i send a message in the family gc he heart reacts but doesn’t ever actually respond. motherfucking asshole. it’s a fucking ragebait and i know it is bc i know him but i can’t fucking say anything bc then my parents will be like "calm down he’s not doing anything" but he is!!!! if it was once or twice it’d be one thing but it’s every fucking message that’s on purpose

other thoughts on reading tg related to how they're gonna adapt it for s2... i have no idea how they're gonna structure the season without hr epilogue/my dinner with hayden and then alllll of tough guy before even starting on the events of tlg, and i don't know how that will translate flow wise. as much as i really want to see fabian and ryan's story (even more now that i've actually read their book), i do think it would kinda kill the momentum to pause to tell their story so early in the season. unless they change the timeline of things to have tg happen concurrently with tlg, but then that messes up the role model timeline. in jacob we trust, i'm sure he's figured something out, but i personally don't think i could make it make sense.

reading tough guy and i don't really get why ppl have an issue with it, i think it's pretty good, but holy shit ilya really is just electric as a character. every time he's on the page, there's such a tangible difference, the story feels more alive. and not only when he's being funny, the closest i've gotten to tears reading tough guy is harvey's funeral scene. the fact that ilya and ryan are the only players that showed up, ilya asking ryan to walk with him so he can talk to him about his mental health, about his life, ask him to join the summer camps. the subtle tells about where he is in his relationship with shane. it just feels so... heavy. it gives you chills. he really is lightning in a bottle.