wither.

I was wondering how are you doing and how is your writing going? ♡ I don't intend to pressure you, can ignore my question if you want to. But you said some time ago you were working on something smutty to post! ☆ ～('▽^人)

hi??????!! s - s-s sweetie pIE with the cutest emotes ever i am dead i love you😭💕

i don't mind people asking anything, unless they just come at me in a rude or demanding way so you're good anon. the answer of both questions is "i am in hell" tho. i had a bunch of very ugly things happen to me at the end of last year and my brain kind of blocked any reaction to it until around three months ago when everything hit me like a freight train and also quintupled my ocd lol which has probs made me flare and unable to do much really. i can't really focus on reading much (i'm so sorry to my wonderful writer friends) or writing atm so all my wips are sitting in a folder collecting dust, but i want to try and start working on something soonish and see how it goes! however i'm not sure if anyone is interested in something longer that doesn't contain spice so idk what i will publish or what i will keep to myself.

about the smut part tho, i won't be working on that sorry! i tried to push myself but it's complicated for me to write. i want to include more suggestive things and/or small scenes on whatever i write next but i'm not going to write any full on smut works even tho i'd really like to and i have wonderful feral ideas!!! but sadly my brain won't cooperate to put them into text 💔

reminder :- you deserve to feel proud of how far you’ve come. be gentle with yourself, you are doing amazingly

͏͏⸻ with love, 𝒿𝒶𝓈 ˚₊‧