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Heya, hiya, nice to meet ya, my name is Lyric, he/him pronouns please
this is the blog where i scream into the void!
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Under the cut is the detailed stuff, but right here is the rundown...
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first off, my counters...
Times Lyric got jumpscared by five nights at freddy's (including flinches, vocal reactions, and physical jumps): 64
Current total fandoms: 37
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Current Hyperfixation: writing
Current Main Fandom: Vampires SMP
my thoughts on ever after high discourse can be found in this post
My tags!
Frostbound Book - Posts related to the novel I'm working on called Frostbound.
Vessel of Pestilence - Posts related to my Kallamar Cult of the Lamb AU.
Crown of Conquest - Posts related to my Cult of the Lamb AU that needs it's own whole post to describe
Good Intentions - Posts about my Persona 5 Royal no metaverse AU.
Elevator to Heaven - Posts about my Persona 5 Royal roleswap AU.
In Our Ranks - Posts about my. my among us fanfic. yeah im sorry
Ladybird AU - Posts about my Miraculous Ladybug salt au.
Writing tag - just miscellaneous writing or poetry.
Art tag - drawings and arts and such. i am not good at art but that will not stop me
The Great Goose of Gotham - Posts about my DC OC Goose.
Dr. James Wright - Posts about my OC James Wright. hes a fruit
Aryn Ross - Posts about my OC Aryn Ross. He is James Wright's love interest.
Science Yaoi - Posts about the Aryn x James ship.
Cicerobot - Posts about my OC Cicero, a robotic jester.
Wyllem Prince - Posts about my OC Wyllem Prince.
Linda Prince - Posts about my OC Linda Prince.
Splatoon Headcanons - My tag for my headcanons about splatoon.
Lyric's Collection of People from Outside the US - exactly what it says on the tin
Posts about L - my tag for talking about my irl friend L
Here's a complete list of fandoms...
Cult of the Lamb, Splatoon, Alice: Madness Returns, Portal, Hollow Knight, Five Nights at Freddy's, Poppy Playtime, Stardew Valley, Hermitcraft, Pokemon, Legend of Zelda, Hazbin Hotel, Miraculous Ladybug, Danny Phantom, Monster High, Ever After High, Camp Camp, LEGO Monkie kid, Batfam, Minecraft: Story Mode, Power Rangers, Hades, The Stanley Parable, Skyrim, Super Mario Brothers, Nicktoons Unite, Persona 5, Persona 4, Persona 3, Voltron, UNDERTALE, Sailor Moon, my hero academia, saiki k, welcome to demon school iruma-kun, Bomb Rush Cyberfunk, Sailor moon, etc
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accidentally pressed unfollow trying to send you an ask. anyway i think abolish has a really wide range of random skills that, in some roundabout way, can be applied to hunting vampires, but in my heart of hearts i KNOW that man has shaky hands. he can make do for stuff like needlepoint (helps train precision and hand-eye coordination) but like. he pricks his fingers so much he's probably lost like almost a half liter of blood from it once 2006 comes around
HELLO YOU HAVE ACTIVATED MY TRAP CARD CALLED PROJECTING MY PROBLEMS ONTO THE BLORBO
*clears throat* I mean. I am normal about this headcanon.
anyway, I have a tremor. Itās usually very mild but lots of things make it worse (heat, heightened emotions, lack of sleep, etc). And the idea of inflicting this onto Abolish is sooooo good to me.
Heās so capable, and he can do all the fine motor skills stuff, but he has to be so deliberate about it. He can do beautiful calligraphy, but his handwriting is shit. (Also feeds in to my left handed Abolish propaganda).
if he hears one more person ask if heās okay because his hands are shaking heās gonna commit the kind of murder that requires more paperwork than he has ever done in his life.
99% of the time he doesnāt even notice it, heās so used to it. But for the few hours he was a vampire, it disappeared entirely. And then he was cured. And it came back. He chooses that to be the thing heās mad about. (Cause acknowledging anything else heās mad about would require him to acknowledge how fucked up the situation is and heās Not Doing That)
A thing i find myself doing a lot when it comes to Abolish Veylocke (when im not torturing him with the very concept of emotions) is making his off-work personality be such a Little Shit. Like, he has to perform professionalism and poise for days on end, of course he'll allow himself to be the complete opposite when he's off the clock. 'Thank god I'm done with these lunatics' is one of the mildest things he's said after a disaster mission, and that's only because he'd been in character 24/7 for two months at that point and forgot to be himself a little
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Hereās part two of this scene of Apoās turning in the Bloodloathing Divorce AU
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It was as Legundo took the last deep swallow of Apo's blood that he caught the movement out the corner of his eye. He had been so focused on Apo, he had almost entirely forgot that Owen was even there. Abolish had not forgotten, thankfully, and it was thanks to his quick reflexes Owen was caught before he hit the ground. Owen had collapsed at almost the same moment Apo's heart had stuttered to a stop. Legundo felt the heady rush of the forming of a new bond, the thread going taught between him and the young soldier he cradled in his arms.
Again, the thought lingered.Ā How many could he have saved?Ā If he had been given the gift before those horrid nights in the tents, stitching back together men who had been sliced to pieces for a king that would never know their names. He pushed the memories violently from his mind, and pulled Apo's limp form into his lap to hold her against his chest.
She would not wake for some hours now. It should be days, but something about the magic of the beacons seemed to affect the typical turning sleeps, from what he could tell from those Scott had turned.
With his new fledgling secure in his arms, Legundo lifted his head to check on Owen. Abolish had carefully lowered the lumberjack to the ground, and it seemed Owen was already stirring. He must have tried to get up too quickly, the weight of the attack and the sprint through to woods too much for his sickly body.
You could save him too,Ā Legundo tried not to think. His hands shook where they were splayed across Apo's back.
"Don't touch me!" Owen hissed as he regained consciousness, shoving Abolish away. Abolish allowed the movement, stepping back to give Owen enough space to get to his feet, but staying close enough to catch him if he fell again. Legundo watched Owen carefully, the way his wide brown eyes darted between him and Apo's unconscious body. An instinctual wave of protectiveness rushed through him, and he curled himself tighter around his fledgling with a low growl.
Abolish shifted to place himself between Legs and Owen.
"Give them a moment, Owen."
Legs could hear Abolish's voice, but it was hard to process the words. It had been so long since he had taken a fledgling, he had forgotten how overwhelming it could be. He swallowed and tried to drag his mind out of the depths of his instincts. He pulled in a slow breath, and pressed a soft kiss to the top of Apo's head.
"Abolish," he whispered. Abolish glanced over his shoulder with a raised eyebrow. Legs, with as much care as he possibly could, got to his feet.
"Can youā" Legs continued, shakily. "Take her back to town. Set her up in the clinic. I'll⦠I'll be there soon."
It went against everything that was screaming in his mind to hold Apo's body out towards Abolish. But the situation was still so delicate. Owen looked like he was ready to bolt. But he didn't lookĀ scared.Ā He lookedĀ hurt.
"You should be there when she wakes," Abolish said, voice careful.
"I will be," Legundo replied. "I⦠have one more patient to see."
Abolish nodded tersely, and carefully stepped forward to take Apo from his arms. Legs couldn't quite stop the growl that ripped out of him on instinct, and was impressed by the way Abolish didn't even flinch.
"Sorry," Legs muttered.
"You're fine, Doc," Abolish said. "I've got her."
Abolish gave him a solemn nod, and began to make his way back towards town, Apo carefully balanced in his arms. Legundo watched until his silhouette disappeared amongst the trees, then finally returned his attention to Owen.
The lumberjack was trembling, stood at the far end of the clearing, still staring at Legundo with a strange anguish in his eyes.
"Owenā¦" he said softly, and Owen flinched.
"It was Scott," Owen spat. Legundo nodded.
"I guessed as much," he said darkly. "Did he hurt you?"
"Tried to," Owen muttered. "Apo got in the way. He doĀ thatĀ to you?"
Legundo let out a slow breath.
"I turned him," he said quietly. "A wedding gift. We promised each other eternity, and we⦠made it official."
He couldn't keep the agony out of his voice. Owen made a noise, a strangled sound in the back of his throat that Legundo realised was a sob. He watched as, with trembling hands, Owen fished something out from beneath his shirt.
On a simple piece of twine around his neck were two rings. One was simple, hammered brass without any stone inset. The other was more ornate, a polished gold with a tiny crimson stone. It was also, for some reason,Ā familiar.Ā Legs frowned, and took a half step towards Owen.
Owen wrapped a hand firmly around the rings, gripping them close to his chest.
"Iā¦" Owen choked out the word around another barely contained sob. "I knew a vampire, before I came here."
Legundo watched Owen's posture shift, as he curled in on himself, like he was wrapping his entire body around the rings gripped in his hand.
"He was⦠he was going to turn me," Owen whispered. "He⦠they killed him, before he could."
"Owen, I⦠I'm so sorry," Legundo said. He took another careful step towards Owen. The responding flinch was less dramatic that time.
"I should have known," Owen said softly. "That you were like him. No one else has ever been kind to me. Just⦠you and Louis."
Legundo froze.
HeĀ didĀ recognise the ring.
Louis loved pretty little trinkets, and had an absurd collection of jewellery. After he took Legundo's gift, he embraced the aesthetic joyously, in a way Legundo never had. (Scott had already dressed like a vampire before Legundo turned him). Gold and crimson had been Louis' favourite colours.
He let out a slow breath.
"I am a monster, Owen," he said, putting the shock aside. "Not because of what I am, but because of what I have done."
"I⦠don't see you as a monster," Owen said quietly.
"You should."
They stared at each other across the clearing. Legundo could see what his fledgling would have seen in the lumberjack. He had no doubt that Louis would have loved Owen just as fiercely as Owen obviously loved him.
"I⦠need to get back to Apo," Legundo finally made himself say, feeling the unsteady edge of the bond in his mind. The longer he was away from his new fledgling, the more on edge he grew. Owen nodded, still curled in on himself.
"Are you well enough to walk back?" Legs asked, the concern mostly professional. Owen scoffed.
"I'm fine," he spat, and turned away.
Legundo did not push, just fell in quiet step beside him.
"I⦠won't tell anyone," Owen muttered, after they had walked for a moment.
"Thank you, Owen."
"But you have to promise me something," Owen said firmly, still not looking at Legs.
Legundo waited as Owen obviously wrestled with a thought.
"Don't turn me."
Legundo's steps faltered. Owen paused, but kept his back turned.
"If⦠if it couldn't be him, then it'll be no one."
"Owenā"
"Let me die, Legs." Owen said it softly, but with great conviction. Legundo swallowed.
"Iā¦" Legundo felt an argument build in his throat, and forced it down. "If that's what you want."
"I want him," Owen said. "But that'll be close enough."
They said nothing else for the rest of the walk back to town.
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Abolish walked into the clinic with Apo and went āah damn thereās no suitable nest here, I should help out and get somethingā and then immediately blanked because his house is just as bad. Where the fuck is he gonna get *blankets* from???? (The answer is Cleo. The trick is just to not mention *who* has been turned and needs a nest).
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