dear diary, my teenage bullshit has a body count

knight sam and princess eileen sketch/outline from last night that i absolutely hate and never want to see again

hard-headed like your daddy

sex toys

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for @spn-summer-rapecation

spn | shifter!DeanSam | explicit | 1400 words

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⚠︎ on-screen rape

𖤘 the shifter makes Sam call it "Dean", power assertive (aka entitlement) rapist with a pool cue, the mod told me I can count that as a sex toy, 1.06 skin

ᝰ.ᐟ just under the wire! it's 11:34pm

dean fucking sam missionary style, but while he’s doing so he’s holding a polished silver barrel of a gun, with the cold circle of the muzzle pressing hard against sam’s closed mouth.

the pale light of the weapon highlighted the stark contrast between the natural pink flush of sam’s lips and the dark, oily metal finish of the barrel.

he’s pinned flat against the motel’s mattress with dean’s weight above him while his dick steadily ruts inside of his baby brother. sam’s scent is not only being taken over by the ripe aroma of sex in the drab room but he can smell the heavy scent of sulfur and gun oil remaining thick between them, the cold iron barrel wedged tightly behind his teeth as he bit down on the metal.

at the same time, his moans vibrate against the firearm. through sam’s glassy eyes of overflowing pleasure, he stares up at dean’s gaze that is held with a cruel amusement.

“f-fuck, are ya’ scared sammy?”

he asks with an edge of smugness, biting back a groan at the feeling of sam’s tight hole enveloping his dick. and sam reminds himself that there is absolutely no reason for him to be. if anything the gun is most likely not even loaded, making it completely impossible for the weapon to fire a shot in his mouth, leaving behind a bloody mess.

so sam shakes his no, stifling a whimper as dean’s erection drives itself home right where he likes it. and all his big brother does is laugh breathlessly because it’s almost cute how the stubborn way sam has currently locking his jaw and staring straight up, desperately putting on a brave face to prove he wasn’t afraid.

He can hear a wet, squelching noise, like there’s way too much lube, can feel the damp heat of someone’s heavy breath at his nape, and the weight of someone, pressing down on his back.

A voice that sounds a lot like Dean is cursing in his ear, slurring his words, calling him tight and good. It feels nice- Sam can’t really tell what’s going on, but there’s a warmth in his groin and a pressure in his stomach that has him humping the sheets.

His lips are numb and dragging against the pillow as Dean tongues at his sideburns, sucking sloppy, wet and messy. The alcohol clouds his mind, he can’t remember how they got here, why Dean’s doing this. Sam pushes his hips back, moans, and Dean’s hips stutter against his ass.

It sounds like he’s begging now, up against Sam’s ear, but he can’t fully make out the words. He’s drunk and begging for forgiveness, for more, for Sam, for everything to go back to how it was.

Sam comes, wet and sticky against the bed. He feels the pleasure of it, but doesn’t quite process the finality of the act, rather remaining loose and humping back for Dean to fuck him to completion.

‘Two-headed fawn’

I was inspired to make something when I saw someone on twt post images of a polycephalic fawn — I was excited to pack lots of visual symbolism into this one

anti's: YEEEEEY!

Government: ok now that you gave us the power to censor, we are going to push it a littleeee bit further and censor anything taboo, and media that discusses or even mentions dark topics with nuance, Lolita, 120 days of sodom, all gone! Everything has to be squeaky clean and sanitized!

anti's: yey!

Government: nice! now, we are going to erase from libraries all nazi books, like Mein Kampf, and any uncomfortable historical documentation about racism, homophobia, sexism etc, because that's problematic, right? we don't want our youth to read those and inform themsel- I MEAN, get influenced, right?

anti's: yes...?

Government: cool! now that we got rid of the "bad nasty stuff", you certainly won't mind if we also erase, you know... the other stuff we don't like and that we find uncomfortable, no matter the fact it doesn't hurt anybody, right? that also influences our young impressionable, sensitive kids, right?

anti's: what do you mean?

Government: oh you know, just, all the gay stuff. everything LGBTQ+, everything queer, everything not 100% vanilla that doesn't promote the traditional values, and the sole existence of blood on screen and kissing and the representation of marginalized groups-

anti's: WHAT? no!

Government: uh?? i thought YOU were the ones who wanted to "bring back Hays Code" and not see any sex or "problematic" stuff on screen!

meanwhile... Sam has very prominent moles/beauty marks that make their appearance on-screen here and there but are NOT included half as often in the same fan art...

...it's a small comparison and the issue/my gripe isn't with people who forget to draw Sam's moles or even the art-style ppl use with Dean...