* RIPPED AT EVERY SEAM

KOSTIA HAS MOVED. FIND HER HERE.

the fandom has gotten a little too toxic for me right now, and i’m going to be spending a little less time on this blog for a little while. i’ll pop in to post some replies/queue replies/answer memes/etc, but other than that i will be very sparse. i will instead be putting more time into my other multi for a bit. i am by no means leaving this blog, but i need a small break. even with the finale coming up i know it’s going to be a royal shit show for a while after that with people being gross towards characters and the people who write those characters once again and i’m not here for that. so! if you want to reach me i’ll be available on the blog linked above on or dis.cord.

          going into space had been something that had never crossed her mind. so when it came down to getting into that ship and soaring through the sky, she was terrified. she had come into this thinking that clarke was going to be by her side and ended up spending six years without her. six years of regretting letting her leave her side to go to the tower. six years of hoping she’d found a way to survive. when they saw the green on the earth, all costia could do was hope that clarke was down there waiting on all of them. and when that voice came across the radio with bellamy, she could feel a wave of relief wash over her, tears immediately stinging at her eyes. the radio is handed off to her, the others knowing how much she’d missed the other woman and it takes everything she has to actually form words. “ klark -- i knew...i knew you were still alive...i knew you’d find a way... ” her voice is shaky, hands just as shaky as she holds the radio and stares at it like it holds everything she’s ever known. “ you’re okay though? how did you...nevermind, i can’t...i can’t wait to see you... ” and she hoped that after all this time, clarke still felt the same.