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i lied. i’m too lazy to go through all my followers so i’m just gonna remake. screw it.

in the year of our lord 2018 can you believe I've been blessed to have Alycia coming to a con near me

hello, i made a new blog in a new fandom to try to kickstart my writing again. if you like redheaded lesbian cops then i have a blog for you.

I've gotten some ugly things in my inbox in the last few days, and honestly I'll probably remake this blog and become super selective. sorry. most of this fandom doesn't support niylah or my portrayal most of the time and seem to only use me for followers. I won't be doing that any longer.

I have no urge to open my laptop and make a post. But consider me on some kind of tumblr hiatus tbh. I'll be back, but I just need to figure out how to get back to writing right now. And coming on and trying to force myself into doing things isn't the way to do it. I'm considering rebooting niylah on a new blog considering this one is a year and a half and a huge mess, but I haven't decided yes or no on that yet. I'm not sure how long this will last, and apologies to anyone waiting on replies or anything else from me. Until then, you can reach me on dis.cord or through IM on my multi blog which I have logged into the app (I won't get messages here since it's mobile browser) if you'd like to I attempt to stir some muse by plotting or trying smaller things away from tumblr I'd be here for that. Thanks. Be back soon.

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shannon purser is so gorgeous though

ricky's retweeted me twice now so I guess this means we're besties now

this feeling of not being able to write is really taking a toll on me and not a good one 😞

me @ myself: what if you didn't go back to tumblr me @ myself 2 seconds later: no you have open threads you gotta write and more plots you gotta do and wtf else are you gonna do dumbass me back @ myself: u right