Toppoki World

Sorry, because lately, I think a lot about someone that I know, and somehow quite stuck and interrupts my mind. Moreover, my curiosity about this person’s personality and life, make me write about this topic. For me personally, Domination is just a natural habit that humans or every creature have. I don’t pay attention that much to the word “dominant “. Because I learned a lot about…

PLEASE, If you are a husband or a wife, if you have a partner, or if you have a commitment with someone, but you want to share with me that “you have cheated, love another person or you have another beautiful love story”, DON’T TELL ME. Don’t invite me or involve me in your greediness. Because probably I will HATE you. Dude, I have a limit to tolerate something. How greedy, unrespectable and…

Again However, I want to add “sweet”. Every time, I said that “I don’t want to fall in love” because “love is pain”. I believe that when you fall you will get pain. That is like a package; love and pain, but I forget that it is an amazing experience. That is a love story. Sometimes, it doesn’t have a good ending. However, you still can enjoy the moment or maybe that will have a good impact on…

with him, I feel bold to deal with my past..

with him, I feel just the PRESENT

🤪

*i failed to be poetic😂🤣😂🤣

yeah..... basically, Idk about my future...🙉

just go with the flow... 🍃

I want to keep it just for my self...

but I really want to say that out loud...

I REALLLLLYYYY LIKEE HIM,

SOOO MUCH...💞💕💞💕💕

He's like a fresh air that makes me enjoy to bare my heart at the moment

Strategies for studyng English

Maybe, it’s good to tell a bit about myself before I move further.So, I’m not smart, have memories of a goldfish, and I am pigheaded. English’s my weakness. In the English exam, I passed far away from flying colors. I promised myself. “I will learn English when I get older.” Come to the time, I’m still “no one”.  I’m getting old, lack motivation, and have a bunch of bad habits.  Find your…

For a long time, I don’t update my blog. Not just because I am busy, but also lazy.lately, I back to my bad habit; watching movies. But not a really long-track movie, I just watched a recap from YouTube. So, it a bit but also save my time at the same time. Yeah, I need entertainment sometimes. Batter than when I entertained myself in an online shop. So, back to the topic. After the Lunar new…

What is friendship? Let I find in the dictionary, Google, “the emotions or conduct of friends; the state of being friends.”Merriam-Webster, “The state of being friends, or the quality or state of being friendly (friendliness)”Collins, “A friendship is a relationship between two or more friends. You use friendship to refer in a general way to the state of being friends, or the feelings that…

Expectation is the root of all heartacheWilliam Shakespeare When you do a job, you will expect a salary in the end or month. When you study for an exam, you will expect to pass the exam with a good score. When you marry, you will expect to get a better or happier life. What you feel when, what you expected does not come true? Disappointed. The higher you fly the more it hurts when you fall.…

Your life a tragedy or a comedy?

Lately, I joined a group movie discussion (course). We talked (brainstorm) about the meaning of the movie. That like quotes, stories, and characters. Sometimes we were relating to reality. So, we have 4 movies to discuss, one movie per week. And now it is already two weeks. So far, we have already discussed two movies, that’s “Joker” and “Stranger than fiction”. Many deep things that I get. That…

Honestly, I don’t have plan to write anything today (accept some note about my English course). So, I just bored and randomly watch some video on YouTube. And, come to a trailer “Black beauty”. The girl look beauty with a horse.  Just watch that trailer, I already know (guess) the whole story (IDK, but lately trailer is too spoil).And, after I watched that just one conclusion in my mind that is…

4 Type of Bullying

I don’t know why; it is hard to start this page. I do a bit of research (on Google of course), but I get many distractions. So, to be honest, it takes a long time, just to write one page. Maybe it can be a heavy page because it involves emotions and some theories about bullying. Maybe more than a billion cases of bullying in this world. Not just from society, but also family and…

Walking dead season 1 – Review

The prologue scene that we get is when the police stop the car because he just finds a mess area: cars and truck upside-down, and he meets a little girl, grabs her teddy and walks away. The police called the little girl “hey girl, I’m a policeman, don’t be afraid, you are saved. Girl?”. However, I don’t see this girl crying or trembling, she just walks, and when the girl turns back and we see the…

One of things that I don’t like about humans is good manipulation. I don’t know why, but many humans are very good at manipulating. The reason is just to get what they want like money, attention (popularity), or to control how other humans behave. Even to get love. I think manipulation is part of human life. They have many methods or tricks. Based on my experience, I classify two groups. So,…

I always said that I am an alien. Most people just think that is a joke, but not at all. That is a metaphor. And, why an alien? Only one answer, Sociality. For 30 years I came to the Earth through a “hole” and I don’t know who I am and why I am here. The people who called me to the earth were scared and just left me. So, basically, I get lost. After that, I learned many things. Humans are…

Origin – my English Journey

For me English isn’t a cup of tea. Honesty, English is my weakness. I don’t like to learn it because hard to understand the grammar and remember the vocabulary and embarrassed when I make a mistake in pronounce word. So, I never try to learn. Even, I tried to learn, I would fail. I known my weakness since I was a kid. I never got good score in English task or exam. And my parents also could help…

The Sun – page six

“how do you know a car slip to the ravine?” asked police to me. “I heard a kid cried and asked help.” Answer me. “Yes, he went to buy mineral water, in the way I opened the window to get fresh air.”. Hanna said. She has good in acting, she has a talent. The police asked us made a report about this accident. We had brought the woman to the hospital before police came. We had gone form hospital…