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what if,, i started posting on tumblr again,,, after like ~2 years ??

wishing i was drunk / fckd up rn

im sorry i dont go on here anymore. it gives me horrible anxiety and im very paranoid about what people say about me on here so i just can’t. i don’t know when i’ll be back and active on here. if you want to contact me, my twitter is @ toothsaint and my instagram is @ toothstone 

i also wish i could casually slip in to conversations that i dont feel attached to any gender and how im mostly in between. like idk when my friends call me mom as a joke it makes me super uncomfy bc of the feminine term. and how i have to refer to myself as a “daughter” or “sister” like even though im ok with she/her pronouns theres something about being refered to as gender neutral and/or masculine is a lot more comforting. im really happy with not belonging with any gender and being predominantly nonbinary. as well as accepting that my sexuality is very fluid and thats okay?? like yeah im pretty gay in how me being afab and attracted to feminine people but there are so many other ppl than that that i like and am attracted to. i just wish i could talk to my friends about that more and be honestly that i not happy with my assigned gender.