Tooli

The problem is not when you break up with someone, the problem is when you’re in an on and off relationship with someone .. and you reach to a point when you’re like “that’s it, this is torture, it is killing me”.. But your significant other doesn’t think that way, to them it’s nothing but a simple headache that will go away once you calm down. But to you, it’s a life long headache that turns to migraine every now and then. Why is it so hard to be in a healthy relationship... there is no such thing as a relationship with no fights .. but there is such think is harmful relationships. Maybe not physically but at some point it will turn to an emotional reck, the real question is though. Do you try to fix it, or move on in hopes that you will find better? Do you leave all the hard work you’ve build up for the past couple of years, or do you just leave it mid ways and say fuck it?!

Tooli

Tooli

People change, and they change so fast that you won’t be able to keep up. I just wish the only person who loved me for who I am, and appreciated me didn’t change. After my last relationship I was torn and broken I couldn’t think about befriending anyone else let alone loving someone. But all that changed after I met him... but that was a year ago, now I’m back to feeling the same thing all over again. I’m torn between two people, one that has been through EVERYTHING with me but misjudges me and stopped appreciating me. And one that I don’t even how what to name our relationship is it friends with benefits, or strangers whom enjoy being intimately close. I hate being put in this situation where I have to choose, but the truth to be said I’m not even in this situation. Because like I said I don’t know about the other person. People pretend to be my friends, because They might be getting something out of it. People pretend to like me, because they want to get to know me to spread rumors. People using me for their own good, because it’s all just a game. It’s like all my tears and my screams didn’t mean anything. I would write more, but I know they wouldn’t care..

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