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thank you for anyone who posted or interacted at all for helaegon week!
please feel free to keep posting using the prompts & hashtag, it can be a summer long event if you please! evry summer is helaegon summer >:)
i have an edit i was going to post today but i had work and then fell ill during the middle of my shift so iāll post that in the next coming days when my tummy doesnāt hurt ty <3
He looks up at her: his eyes are red, lips trembling, and the look on his face almost makes her step back.
ā No.
She approaches slowly, careful not to scare him off, just like that time on the stairs.
ā I miss our boy too.
Suddenly, his hands are around her hips, his face pressed into the softness of her stomach. Helaena hugs him in response, consoling her husband, her brother, the father of her children.
ā He won't be forgotten. Our boy lives in our daughter's face. In the lines on my stomach and on my breasts from feeding him. In his favorite toys. In our memories. And soon will be in his brother's eyes too.
His arms tighten around her. Finally he looks at her, confused, but he knows deep downāknows there's a duty expected of them. The whispers and the mother's judging eyes. The heir is needed.
ā I don't want to replace him.
Helaena cups his face, making him listen.
ā No one will replace Jaehaerys. It doesn't mean we can't love his brother as much as we loved our prince.
There's a special softness in Aegon when it comes to her; she senses it again: not something filled with need and wine, but more like sadness and grief. And Helaena feels it too, because only Aegon knows what she feels, only he can share her pain.
ā It won't be just duty this time. I want you to know that.
day four: grief (even later post than usual cuz i got sick šš)
1.3k words, hurt/comfort, post-dance of the dragons AU, aegon didn't get burned at rook's rest, the greens won the war
Aegon started awake with a nagging sense that something was wrong. It had not been any outside sound that had awakened him, nor even a nightmare, but rather the absence of the warmth he had come to expect by his side every night. He stirred restlessly beneath the silk sheets and reached out for his sister-wife, only to meet the emptiness and the sweet scent of lavender she had left behind. The king kept his palm flattened there for a few moments, his brain slow to realize that the place where she had lain was cold, which meant she had been gone for quite some time.
All traces of sleep left him at once as a cold breeze crept through the cracks of the windows. A familiar pang tightened his chest and he strained his eyes against the darkness of the chambers, lit only by moonlight ā for before retiring, he had not ordered the servants to light the wall sconces that were fixed to the stone pillars near the bed.
The next sign that something was wrong was not an excess of noise, but rather the absence of it. Aegon looked around, his eyes slowly adjusting to the gloom until he found the cause of his concern. In front of the window, there she was.
A white linen chemise was all Helaena wore. Her hair hung loose, those long silver locks so ethereal they seemed to glow in the darkness. Though he was not a devout man to the Faith, Aegon truly believed that his sister's beauty must have been a blessing from the Maiden. Yet, in that moment she looked less like a queen and more like a ghost, her eyes fixed upon a specific, random spot in the view.
That damned windowā¦
Aegonās heart skipped a beat, and it took every ounce of his self-control to stand without making a sound, as if trying not to scare a frightened little rabbit. The possibility of accidentally startling Helaena concerned him, even though there was no real risk of her falling from the window, as they were all kept shut at bedtime.
It was no longer the first time Aegon had woken in the middle of the night to find Helaena gone. And each time it occurred, he felt as if he were right back in the past, trapped in the same despair that washed over him when one of the Kingsguard came running to inform him that the Dowager Queen had found Queen Helaena about to jump from the window of her private chambers. Until that near-fatal occurrence, Aegon had not realized how negligent he had been with his sister-wife since the end of the war.
From that day on, Aegon felt haunted by the thought of waking to bad news again, even if Helaena was safer after he had decided that they should return to sharing the same chambers every night ā a habit from their childhood and the early moons of their marriage, though Aegon had chosen to put an end to such intimacy once Helaena finally became pregnant.
Trying his best to keep his voice low and calm, Aegon moved toward his sister. āHel?ā When she did not answer him, he closed the distance between them. She did not even blink at his approach, her eyes fixed on the window as if she were in a trance. It had been years since he had ordered the servants to reinforce the iron latches on their bedchambersā windows, making it impossible for Helaena to open them without a key that only he and the Kingsguard kept, but that did not stop the queen's mind from wandering far from reality.
Once he was certain he would receive no response, he wrapped his arms around her waist with extreme gentleness, feeling how cold her skin was beneath the thin fabric of her chemise. āOh, my love⦠you are freezing.ā
Despite the physical contact, Helaena relaxed into his embrace, offering no resistance as he guided her away from the window to lead her back to bed. He laid her down with the same gentleness he had shown at their bedding ceremony, so many years before ā on that night, Aegon had been so anguished that he had nearly retched while taking her maidenhead.
Carefully, the king lay down beside the queen, pulling the blankets up to cover them both. He cradled Helaena against his chest and rested her head upon his shoulder, sighing in relief as her familiar scent washed over him. Though she remained still, her gaze was slowly returning to normal, and she blinked a few times. Noticing the movement of her eyelids, Aegon offered her a fond smile, determined to draw her attention back to him rather than to some distant point on the ceiling or the walls.
āI believe tomorrow will be a warmer day. If the sun is out, we might take the children to the gardens for a few hours,ā he began, choosing not to ask about what she had been thinking. He was aware ā based on everything those last few years had taught him ā that the best way to help was to bring her back to reality gradually, with tenderness and quiet conversation to fill the silence of their chambers. āI will have the cooks prepare lemon cakes for you and Maelor and fresh fruits for Jaehaera too, so we can eat while we sit and watch the sky.ā
Helaena did not answer him with words, but the sound that she let out came close to an agreement. Barely audible though it was, it made Aegon feel more relieved than ever, the smile on his face widening.
In the past, Aegon would have already given up. He would have squandered the Crownās gold in the brothels, drowning himself in cheap wine and paying whores to give him pleasure until he forgot all the worries that haunted him. He would never have spent the entire night by Helaenaās side, cradling her body against his own, talking to her until she drifted back to sleep. For years, Aegon believed his affection for his sister had faded away, buried beneath the forced marriage they had been pressured into at such a young age. Back then, she was nothing but a silly little thing in his eyes, with her bizarre fondness for bugs and her inability to fulfill her marital duties in a way that truly pleased him.
Yet, guilt had awakened something deep within him. In his heart, he had always blamed himself for being so negligent on the night Jaehaerys was murdered. He knew everything could have been different if the Kingsguard had been patrolling the whole Red Keep instead of drinking with him in the Throne Room. His firstborn would not have been killed, his daughter would not have witnessed her twin being beheaded, his youngest son would have known his older brother, and his wife would not have been so utterly consumed by grief that she came to see suicide as the only escape from her pain.
What had begun at first as a desperate attempt to redeem himself for all his selfishness and neglect had, over time, blossomed into a pure genuine devotion. Aegon loved Helaena. This time, not just as his younger sister, but also as his wife. She was his Queen, she deserved to be cared for.
The low murmuring of Aegonās voice gradually began to take effect. Helaenaās eyes, once fixed and distant, grew heavy, her eyelids fluttering lazily as she surrendered to exhaustion. She let out a soft sigh, nuzzling her face against his chest, seeking more of the welcoming warmth he offered. Her hand, which had been resting on the sheets, trailed up to the linen nightshirt Aegon wore, gripping it as if some part of her already knew she needed his brother-husband to anchor her to reality.
A few more minutes slipped by before Helaena finally closed her eyes. Noticing how his sister-wifeās breathing grew heavy and deep, Aegon pressed a kiss to the crown of her head. Then, careful not to wake her, he brushed his lips against hers, placing a soft kiss there as well. āI will protect our family, my love. I swear by Jaehaerysā memory that no harm will ever come to you and our children again.ā
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I like to imagine that even if Helaena isn't a fan of physical touch she'll comfort Aegon when he comes crying to her. It's one of the few soft moments they share, with Aegon being vulnerable and opening up to her.
"Take it," his hand is on her head, pushing it down. Helaena's cheeks are red, palms are wet, the thrill of getting caught gets to her. "Nice and slow. And focus, sister," he pats her cheek. "No teeth this time."
Helaena seeing Aegon in their chambers, heās sober for the first time in a while and Helaena doesnāt know how to handle it because he starts talking about his feelings
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quintuple drabble (around 500 words), fluff, post-maelor's birth, no dance of the dragons AU
The sound of hurried footsteps echoing down the stone corridor broke the Red Keepās morning silence. To King Aegonās right, the prince Jaehaerys clasped his fatherās fingers. To his left, princess Jaehaera clung to her hand-sewn dragon, her large violet eyes scanning every door until they reached the one she had been curious to enter since the previous night.
Jaehaerys prattled softly to his twin sister while Aegon greeted the knight who was guarding the chambers where Queen Helaena was resting. The man acknowledged the presence of the king and his children, giving a brief bow to the three of them before pushing open the heavy oak door. Within the chambers, the scent of sweat and blood had already vanished hours before, leaving only the soft aroma of breast milk and the bath salts Helaena had washed herself with once she finally stabilized from the labor. She was sitting propped up in bed, her silver hair still a bit damp and clinging to her forehead, though this time not from the strain she had endured just a few hours earlier.
Upon noticing the entry of her brother-husband and their children, a smile graced Helaenaās lips. "Come in, my loves.ā
Aegon guided the twins to the edge of the mattress, sitting down beside his sister-wife and placing a gentle kiss on her temple, as much out of affection as to assure himself she was not running a fever ā despite having spent the entire night by her side and already knowing she was recovering very well.
Jaehaerys was the first to come closer. The four-year-old boy climbed onto the bed and sat next to his mother, ignoring the āBe careful, Jae!ā that his father chided with a chuckle. The prince stared at the tiny bundle his mother was holding, his brow furrowed in confusion at his brother's size. "He is so small. Like a puppy."
Hearing his son's comparison, Aegon could not help but let out a laugh. The sound had not been so loud, yet it echoed through the chambers, making the baby whimper in Helaenaās arms, and the queen shot a brief, scolding look at her husband. Jaehaera winced, covering her ears and simply watching her younger brother in silence. It took more than a minute for the newborn to calm down, only then the princess lowered her small hands.
"Take a look at your little brother, Haera," Aegon encouraged his daughter, who looked from her father to her mother and then back to him. Without saying a word, she walked over and reached her arms out into his embrace. Smiling sweetly, Aegon picked her up and settled her onto his lap. Now closer to Helaena, Jaehaera could get a better view of Maelor. The wrinkled little face, the chubby rosy cheeks, the silver fuzz...
Jaehaerys turned to his twin sister and beamed at her. "Maelor is so cute, is he not, Haera?ā Although the little girl remained silent, she nodded with a fond smile, snuggling into her father's chest, captivated by the thought of being a big sister.
1.1k words, smut and fluff, pregnancy sex, breastfeeding kink, handjob, no dance of the dragons AU
It was already past the hour of the eel when Aegon gave up on sleeping, after what felt like an eternity of tossing and turning in the sheets of his bed, trying hard to silence his thoughts. Otto's reproaches kept ringing in his mind, every single detail had been an excuse for him to accuse Aegon of not being a worthy king. Even Alicent had joined her father in reprimanding her eldest son during the Small Council meeting, deepening his insecurities.
He needed to sleep, yet he could not close his eyes without hearing his grandsire's voice calling him incompetent. Getting out of bed, he considered ordering one of his servants to bring him a flagon of wine. For a few minutes, he also entertained the thought of having his Kingsguard escort him to a brothel. However, drowning himself in alcohol and distracting himself with cheap whores was not what he truly desired.
He desired something real. He desired Helaena.
The queen was sitting reclined in bed when one of the knights guarding her private chambers announced the king's entrance. She did not seem surprised to see him, just raised her head to acknowledge his presence. A single look was enough for her to understand what it was about.
āRough day?ā Helaena asked, her voice raspy with sleep as she brushed the bedsheets aside. Aegon did not answer her with words, he merely hummed in agreement as he began to undress with no ceremony. It was not the first time he had sought Helaena's comfort when suffering from sleeplessness, both of them were already used to these late-night visits since Aegonās crowning some moons past. Such occurrences became even more frequent after Helaena discovered her second pregnancy, even more so when her breasts filled with milk as her belly grew.
She watched her brother-husband strip completely naked, his cock was still half-hard, but the pink tip was already leaking. Beneath the fine silk of her chemise, her nipples hardened, aching for his touches. She felt herself growing slick between her thighs and she had to discreetly rub them together to chase away the urge to ask him to touch her there. This was a situation where Aegon was one in need of care, and Helaena would never hesitate to help him, all the more so when it brought her so much pleasure as well.
"Let me help you, brother.ā
That was all it took for Aegon to finally come to her like a needy puppy. He laid his head in her lap, being careful not to press against her rounded belly, his face now close to her chest. The sweet smell of milk mingled with the lavender of her bath salts flooded his senses, making Aegon whimper as he looked up at his queen with wide pleading eyes. āPlease, Hel,ā he begged, so needy it sounded far too pathetic for a king. Helaena did not mock him, though. A small smile graced her lips as she began to untie the ribbons of her chemise.
The fine fabric slipped from her shoulder and revealed one of her full, heavy breasts, ready to serve as a balm for the king's distress. As Helaena cupped it and brought it closer to her husband's face, he wet his lips in anticipation, looking at how her nipple was already slick, a single drop of milk trailing slowly down her skin.
There was no need for Helaena to say anything more, she simply gave a silent nod of permission. The moment his lips closed around the pink nipple and he began to suckle slowly, a soft groan escaped them both ā Aegonās muffled by the sweet milk pooling in his mouth and Helaenaās stifled as she bit down hard on her own lower lip.
The queen let her fingers wander through the kingās hair. His silver locks had not been shorn for a few moons, a whim of their daughter Jaehaera, who loved to play at brushing her fatherās hair. As Helaenaās soothing fingers caressed his scalp, Aegonās inner turmoil eased a fraction more. He closed his eyes, his hand reaching up to rest on her other breast, groping the soft mound in a way that was almost too innocent for a moment so intimate.
While Aegon lost himself in the sweetness of the fluid, Helaenaās free hand slid down his naked body, wrapping her fingers around his length, feeling it throb against her skin. āS-Sisterā¦ā she heard him moan, never breaking the suction on her nipple. His eyes fluttered open, begging with his gaze.
āShh, just let me take care of you.ā
Under those gentle touches, Aegon closed his eyes and focused on her taste once more. Helaena began to stroke him with slow, deliberate ministrations, squeezing gently at the base before gliding her thumb over the slick tip, well aware of how sensitive he was in that spot. Aegon whimpered against her skin, driven by instinct as he suckled harder to draw more from her as his grip tightened on her other breast with more force than necessary ā though it did not bother Helaena at all.
A few stray drops of milk trickled down his chin as Helaena quickened the pace of her hand, altering her movements. She began to slightly twist her wrist on the upstroke while squeezing the head of his cock, the wet slap of skin on skin filling the queen's chambers and mingling with the sounds of his suckling and moans. Without him even realizing it, the kingās hips began to buck up and down, fucking into his sister-wife's palm.
Helaena could not help a tender smile, her drowsiness from just minutes before already forgotten. āOh, Aegon⦠you look so beautiful like this, nursing from me. Such a good boy.ā Her sweet words were pushing Aegon closer and closer to the edge. He arched his hips with growing desperation, suckling her nipple harder, starved to drink down every drop he could. It took only a few more thrusts against her hand for Aegon to spill his thick seed over her fingers, a little of it dripping onto his own stomach.
For just a few short minutes more, Helaena did not cease the ministrations. She kept milking every last drop until he was trembling in her lap, caught between pleasure and overstimulation. Finally, she let her hand slip away from his softening length. Wiping that sticky mess clean on her chemise, she moved her touch to his face, which was now flushed and warm. āYou may rest now, brother.ā
Aegon let out a long satisfied sigh when he felt her kiss upon his forehead, but he did not open his eyes, at last soothed enough to surrender to peaceful sleep.
Ever since Queen Alicent formalized the betrothal between her eldest son and her only daughter, the atmosphere between the siblings had been tense. In the corridors of the Red Keep, Aegon ignored her as if she were a mere ghost, unworthy of his attention. With each passing day, the prince seemed to grow increasingly frustrated with the fate that awaited them. He drank to distract himself, hiding from their grandsire and their mother, trying his hardest not to think about how he was doomed to a marriage he never desired.
On the other hand, Helaena showed no sign of the same resentment. She did not look at him with anger, nor did she grumble to anyone about how he was a drunken fool. Alicent had prepared her well and Helaena was accepting her fate as obediently as their mother had in the past.
During that morning, Helaena was enjoying her free time in the gardens reading a book about insects. Aegon was walking around simply trying to distract himself from the urge to drink some wine, and found his younger sister near a rose bush, her wide eyes fixed on a blue butterfly that was thrashing frantically in a spiderweb. She was not the type to be afraid of spiderwebs themselves, but the thought of hurting the butterfly by accident even more if she tried to help it seemed to paralyze her.
The prince watched for a few seconds, considering turning his back and walking away. What made him change his mind was seeing how his sister's eyes began to fill with tears. Letting out a loud sigh, Aegon took quick steps toward her. Without saying anything, he used his long fingers to undo the threads of the web. Although his movements were slightly unsteady, they were also nimble, and it did not take too long for the butterfly to be freed, landing on Helaena's hand.
"Thank you, brother," she whispered, a subtle smile lighting up her face before she tried to hide it, fearing she might end up annoying him.
At first, Aegon did not answer her. His foul mood was still there, hammering in his mind and keeping his shoulders tense. But the sight of Helaena's innocent smile had already unsettled him. That was his little sister, his future wife and the mother of his future heirs. She would be his queen, as Aemond had reminded him a few months before.
Driven by an impulse he could not quite understand, Aegon lifted Helaena's chin with his finger and then pressed his lips against hers. Just a gentle touch between them, a quick peck to feel the softness of her mouth and the taste of the lemon cakes she had eaten at breakfast.
He pulled away after a while, his shoulders stiffer than ever, yet with his cheeks flushed and warm. "You are such a silly thing, Hel," he muttered to her, trying to hide his own embarrassed smile as he turned around to leave the gardens as fast as possible, pretending not to hear his sister's surprised little chuckle.