like..........woah

im gonna call the diluted energy drink for getting stuff done experiment a complete failure, i was hopped up for like 2 hours and got a little bit done, maybe would have gotten more if not for the garbage disposal issue, but after that i've just been getting drowsier and drowsier and the shaking hasnt really gotten better. so. complete disaster

the good news is that because my driving situation is so fucked up i probably wont have to go to work in the middle of a tropical storm. unless it just misses us

im so sick of the fucking eggshells

aaaaaand the issue we occasionally have where the garbage disposal shakes the pipes open for some fucking reason happened so i guess i'm just gonna be cleaning up dirty egg shell water instead of dealing with the dishes

hahahahaha i didnt even finish my cup, so i've had about a quarter of a can, and my hands are shaking and my face is tingling. fucking awesome.

i have a lot to do today so i got an energy drink. and it was too sweet so i put half the can in a cup of water. and i havent even finished drinking my half but im already feeling Effects. so. hopefully that means i'll get stuff done and not that i'll knock out another 6000 word chapter (or worse a 6000 word tumblr post) in a haze of caffeine

if in 4 she's just exactly the way danny boy thought she was i'm gonna lose it though lol. like i'll be so disappointed. like yeah i guess this guy who's known for not seeing what's really going on until it's too late and says he's been talking into a mirror his whole life just figured this girl out right down to the depths of her soul instantaneously even as he kept saying "not now eva" and turning her down to go write thirsty letters to artemy or whatever

people just really dont wanna believe that their favorite white man might be a misogynist who built up the image of a perfect woman in his own brain after he took her for granted and she died. they also dont wanna believe he might be racist despite all the racist things he says. its almost like his main character trait is that despite being the logical rationalist he's wrong about everything