silly thing~

Handle me by the hips.

(Before I get into it I made my own edibles over the holidays and I specifically chose the strain because one of the side effects is arousal~) Ugh I got high on Thursday night and the strain makes me so horny that I can make myself crazy-desperate just fantasizing about scenarios. Clay knew about this and instructed me to edge myself that night, so he could have more fun with me the next day. I haven’t been instructed to edge in so long, and every time I edge I’m extremely bad at it.. I just keep edging until I’m desperate and can’t take it anymore, then let myself go over. Being high made it so much harder.. I recently got into reading erotica too uuughhh why is it so good.. 😩 not sure how many times I edged, but I wanted to cum so bad.. I thought about treating myself and just cumming, then accepting whatever punishment I’d get the next day.. I drove myself wild imagining being forcibly bound and edged and pleasured.

the horny text I sent Clay that night

I get up off my bed to grab the hitachi wand, then notice I made a mess on my sheets. Oddly in this moment I felt bad going behind Clay‘s back and breaking my edging streak, even though I was soaked and wanting.. and cumming while high would be so blissful. It was honestly so frustrating that I had to stop and deny myself on purpose.. I really didn’t want to. I send Clay an update text and go to bed.

Friday, I have to help out at work in the evening. Before I go in for my shift, Clay tickles me in his bedroom, then instructs me to put in the Lush by Lovense so he can tease me and edge me from his phone.. the only thing I’m wearing is underwear so that the antenna of the Lush could press against my clit and tease it a lil too. After like 2 hours of teasing, I’m off to work while I’m flustered and wanting more.. 🙄. After work he picks me up and surprises me with my favourite pizza!! We haven’t made a post on it but him and my metamour built a big, cozy blanket fort in the garage!! Clay planned for us to have supper out there, a candle lit, and a movie to watch! I had a piece of edible when I cleaned up from work as I wanted to enhance play that night~. During the second movie, Clay instructs me to put the Lush back inside me. As I watch the movie, I’m subjected to various vibrating patterns from the Lush while Clay plays with my nipples and tickles my most sensitive spots, every sensation doubled as my edible kicks in. I remember him trapping me in a tight, unmovable position, I literally could not escape or squirm. He bites at my hips and it tickles so bad and continues it for so long that my laughter and shrieking break into helpless moans. Wow what a headspace.. hng- 😵‍💫 He then introduces my Satisfyer Pro 2 to my clit to let it suck at it.. again my clit is being tortured from inside and out, unf my favourite thing..~🤤. The movie has erotic scenes in it, watching them brought me to edges quicker~.

No longer paying attention to the movie, and I’ve melted into a desperate mess, Clay instructs me to go up into the garage’s loft and get naked. I’m directed to get on the mattress on my knees, put my butt in the air, and face into the mattress.. my legs are then spread to my sides, and my ankles get cuffed. Then my arms go under me, between my legs, and are cuffed to the same chain as my ankles… pretty much a breeding position… a dream position I wasn’t expecting to be put in that night~. 💦Clay drapes my housecoat over my naked body to keep me warm and to blind my sight from whatever he’s going to do to me. He sits right behind me, my naked ass pretty much in his face.. so embarrassing 😣… and I feel his finger tips gently caress my inner thighs, tickling them as he wanders upwards, near my pussy, then over my butt. He tickles me this way until I feel something soft between my cheeks.. I squeak in shock and more embarrassment, I attempt to pull away from it, but it follows. Clay runs a single feather over my asshole, down over my lips, and between my thighs.. again.. and again.. and again.. I can’t pull away at all.. as the feather tickles my ass, he introduces a makeup brush to tickle my clit… I’m embarrassed, yet I start to spiral into a similar headspace like the night before’s.. I love being invaded. this is a dream position and scenario of mine.. and I was actually being put through it.. I easily submit to the feather, makeup brush, and Lush invading my most sensitive, intimate spots. I get so wet Clay has to put a blanket under me to drip on. The makeup brush is replaced by my Satisfyer Pro 2, being ganged up on this way drives me wild.. I love it i love it i love it i love it 😛💦. As I get close to edges, I let Clay know and he pulls the Satisfyer away.. I start wriggling, thrusting.. melting into that desperate helpless headspace I’ve always wanted to be in.. I really wanted to cum, but part of me loves being teased and edged. I get so excited that it’s too late.. Clay pulls away from my last edge announcement but I accidentally go over.. I whine as I almost have a ruined orgasm, he puts the toy back on me and I get to ride out a powerful, long orgasm.. but then he doesn’t let up.. the toy stays on me, overstimulating me.. I plead with him as it’s too much but he says I have more in me.. he does something we haven’t done before, he begins to pump the Lush inside of me, in and out, and it hits the right spots.. a hot pressure builds up inside me and I’m forced to cum again, this one more internal.. I pull at the restraints and yet I go no where.. the overstimulating pleasure follows.. I beg for it to stop but I’m forced another orgasm.. it gets really intense.. I grasp at the mattress as I can’t take it anymore.. I start to get irritated and tired of the pleasure.. I beg and I whine for it to stop as I start to hate it, but he just says I have another one in me, like I’m some toy to milk and pleasure.. 💦🥵💦 again the Lush thrusts inside me at different vibrations, and the Satisfyer is at the highest setting on my clit.. I pull away from Clay as far as I can as he forces another orgasm out of me, and it doesn’t stop.. I hate it I hate it I hate it I want it to stop immediately. It’s no longer fun. But I can’t close my legs. I can’t go anywhere. Any position I put myself in is uncomfortable. It’s a mix of moaning and groaning and snapping at him to stop as I hate it so much. Clay attempts to tickle me after multiple orgasms.. but I wasn’t even ticklish. I barely reacted as I was so exhausted and fed up.