Since it was haku's birthday yesterday i wanted to confess something here
Happy Birthday again Haku
I love him so much not just because he is good looking, he flirts and has that charm not just cuz of that i mean those are the points too, but not the first thing i fell in love with.
I have liked him since I laid my eyes on him back in the prologue. What caught my eyes was his red earrings. It just looks so strikingly good on him, one his best colours has to be red and green you can't go wrong with that, it was later in the episodes I searched about that specific knot and got to know that it symbolises a wish. ( i wouldn't say my information here is all correct because i don't know much about Japanese culture so all my knowledge comes from google and some of my favourite twitter accounts). His eyes were the second thing about him that caught my eye,his eyes are beautiful 🥹 but I have heard those type of snake eyes usually represents bad luck i still don't care about the bad luck he is beautiful.
I love his soft spoken laid back personality, the audacity of his to be so composed, confident and gentle. I really really like that. That man needs rest and I stand by that saying all the time. He is just doing so much…mission classes darkwick puts him in odd jobs and then being a vice captain comes with a whole another set of responsibility and on top of it he does extra low ranking because he was afraid of failing classes and having to repeat a year. HE NEEDS REST. the audacity to say ahah I'm lazy i don't do much after doing all that i wanna shake him by his shoulders. He has always been so kind and nice, he doesn't come off as a guy who flirts that much to me but that thought was back in the prologue. He has always been kind and reliable to the people around him, the general student, mc , subaru and zenji. I absolutely eat up all types of domestic settings scenarios with him.
His implications of seeing of mc wearing yukata in summer nights ahwkhsn
His dreams of just being an ordinary guy
His wedding card being named “Ordinary Happiness” and his craving of a normal life.
The tarot card of his “The Hierophant” describes him so well, tradition ( since his home is a big shrine situated with big forests around) his spiritual wisdom and him being looked up as a mentor, but that card also has reversed meanings which is exactly his dreams, breaking free from old rules status and doing things his own way his dream of having a normal life and not being ordered around by darkwick.
He makes me wanna cry so bad.
And the flower bouquet in his wedding cards 😭
Meaning: mystery, the unattainable, and uniqueness
Judging if the blue roses are light blue it also conveys peace , hope , calmness and quiet sensitivity
The mystery being his secrets cuz there is still so much we don't know about him yet and the fandom rumours of him being a spy :< and i think the unattainable means this peace and hope and quiet he seeks cannot be his in this life
Meaning: purity, innocence, and new beginnings.
These are pretty self explanatory.. he mentioned when talking with Tohma that he has “dream” of a life away from all this.
Now looking at the wedding pic i can't make out if the carnation colour is white or light yellow and the colour makes a big difference in meanings here so I'm gonna write down both…
White carnations: pure love, innocence and good luck ( these are again self explanatory)
Light yellow carnations symbolizes disappointment, regret and rejection.
His regrets of not doing better or not doing much (despite doing so much) and Disappointments
Personally I think it's a light yellow carnation cuz cuz the white rose and the carnation have a slightly different colour, but I'm still not sure but the yellow carnation does suit him.
Meaning: symbolises everlasting love, purity and innocence.
Meaning: symbolising gratitude, heartfelt emotions, understanding, and apology.
Meaning:representing true love, loyalty, and remembrance.
Now these ones were in the bouquet he was holding but in his suit there are another 2 types of flowers, I think those 2 flowers describe his personality.
Meaning: pure friendship, happiness and good cheer.
Like outside of his flirting he is a very nice friend and he is good at giving advice that gives him the “dad” like personality cuz he looks after the people around him and he is also good at lifting the mood.
Meaning: sweet love, grace, amiability.
He is graceful okay! And he is pleasant and easy to talk to about your worries even when he doesn't openly talk about himself so much.
And in his new birthday ward card he was holding another different bouquet
Meaning: Positivity, an open heart, strong bonds, and joyful memories.
Purple larkspur specifically: Grace, first love, admiration, and dignity.
Common message: "You bring light and happiness into my life."
Meaning: Everlasting love, endurance, remembrance, and immortality.
Because strawflowers keep their shape and color even after drying, they're often associated with love that lasts and memories that never fade.
Common message: "My feelings for you will endure."
Meaning: Innocence, purity, sincerity, and everlasting love.
Often used in wedding bouquets to symbolize a love that is pure and enduring.
Common message: "You are precious to me."
Meaning: Healing, protection, strength, and renewal.
In bouquets, it's often included to represent new beginnings and good health.
It's a very warm, affectionate bouquet, one that would fit occasions like a confession, anniversary, graduation, or farewell with the hope of meeting again.
Adding to all these in the recent deadly in love chapter when he pinky promised us with the saying “Cross my heart hope to die”
I think in jp it means “if i lie I have to swallow a thousand needles” (again in not good with stuff and most of my knowledge comes from google and twt speculation theories)
Which means he would rather die than lie to mc no matter what job he has to do for darkwick. That picture holds a lot of emotional significance to me.
I am sorry for all that yapping. I just wanted to say I love him so much, i want that man in a way that is concerning to feminism. It's been 2 years I have been playing this game and I proudly say he has been my favourite ever since I laid my eyes on him.
