uhhh

when audre lorde said “you need to reach down and touch the thing that’s boiling inside of you and make it somehow useful.”

the line between doing some things as self care vs doing them as depressive apathy is soooo fine, like oh do i wanna sleep all day because i’m tired and i need it or because i’m depressed and trying to escape? same with not going out, canceling plans, isolating yourself, like, ANYTHING comfortable in even a little excess is liable to be one or the other... the line is thin and im a tightrope walker who just joined the circus to get away from the family farm and ive never walked a tightrope before and i am lying in the hay on the ground.

whats the meaning of life? son, its those little tiny pumpkins. the ones that are mad small.  you know the ones i mean. 

sesame street gets exponentially funnier as you age. god i love it

okay, jeff, you KNOW at this point you gotta change your url

😭