if you love me, tell me

no rest for me and im not even that wicked ?

tashi duncan’s whole life revolves around the fact that she is both devoted and disciplined to tennis but she can no longer play tennis while art is disciplined but not devoted and patrick is devoted but not disciplined and both of those things are glaring weaknesses that disgust tashi but she has formatted her life in such a way that these are the two people who are really in it and she really can’t let go because she’s chasing the high of watching them play together that one time a decade ago where she realized that together they could almost be as devoted and disciplined to tennis as she is

there's no amount of meta i could write that would ever come close to explaining dean's relationship with the people around him better than that scene in 'home' where dean calls his dad crying because he doesn't know what to do and his dad's voicemail tells him to call himself if it's an emergency.

given the way pjo is set up, it essentially means that none of its main characters can have a happy ending without the overall series ending

the crushing weight of one manageable task