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"What should I do if the fact that I cannot fill the void is revealed?" Ah, I feel kyu-kurarin." August/Darling He/She/They Gemini! Genderfluid/Pansexual (I love my girlfriend!!) Diary/daily blog tag - #Darling yaps Looking for moots always. Maybe follow me?♡ Fujoshi/Fundanshi, avid BL reader!! FANDOMS: AFTG, PRJSKI, NSO, VOCALOID, PJO, WCUE, I love the song Kyu-Kurarin! If you couldn't tell by the song quote, I relate to it wholeheartedly! Autistic/Adhd, please be paitent! Jojufuku/Jirai Kei Meh... I'm always sleepy. Fill up my inbox while I nap? Thanks for reading! Let's see if I start ACTUALLY posting for once huh? "Wasn't the internet so much fun?"

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SO UHH- I am fine, I am NOT su!c!dal. That's sorta my bad, actually NOT TO MENTION MY GIRLFRIEND HAS M TUMBLR AND PULLS UP WITH SOME "Are you okay? What is this post?" I'M DEAD BRO I'M STUPID 😭

TW: Sh, mentions of suicidal ideation I feel so worthless, is something wrong with me? I was just fine almost an hour ago, yet this terrible feeling won't go away. I want to cut my wrists again, yet that would be fucking stupid, seeing how I have a doctors apointment half a week from now. It never gets better, does it? I literally can't get help because if I got therapy, I'd be put into foster care faster than you could say "abusive parents". What god did I royally fuck over to earn this fate? I've felt so terrible since I was what, eleven? It hasn't gotten better once, only worse. I can't do anything, I can't get help, I can't do anything but listen to my mother coach me on what to say when my doctor asks me the "Do you feel safe at home?" question. I can't stand my existence, I'm now allowed to do anything online, I'd be fucked if my mother saw me on here on its own. I'm homeschooled, so I have no IRL friends, I have no real friends besides my girlfriend, anyway. What am I supposed to do at this point? Suffer until I reach eighteen? I doubt I'll make it. I want to run a blade across my wrists, long-ways. That way there's no doubt that I'll be able to back out again, overdoses aren't exact enough. Sigh, screw this. I'm making a hot pocket. I'd rather eat my feelings than carve them into my skin, then I'll actually sleep. "Who am I? Someone who's afraid to let go.' "You decide if you're gonna let me know." "Suicide, if you ever try to let go." "I'm sad to know you, I'm sad to know you." SAD!- Xxtentacion

Okay, bed time now!! Flood my inbox with silly, stupid shit, thank you!!

HALLO!!! *waves aggressively*

@meowgicalboyz, please come get your man 💀🥀

Shout-out to my goat of all goats @meowgicalboyz for making these epic cool borders for me!! They are getting a free custom art piece from me so their efforts will be well repaid <3 No clue if they take money/digital game currency/art pieces in return, but maybe dm them and ask if interested!!

Okay!!! So my city thinks it's funny to have a SCHEDULED POWER OUTAGE how nice cutesey kawaii So if I fall off the face of the planet today that's why I'm going to die in this house bro, these conditions are inhumane/j

BED TIME BITCHESS!!! Send me asks so I have an excuse to post in the morning?