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The Brothers Karamazov, Fyodor Dostoevsky.

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“Do you fall in love often?' Yes often. With a view, with a book , with a dog , a cat, with numbers, with friends, with complete strangers, with nothing at all.”
–Jeanette Winterson , Gut Symmetries
“My deplorable mania for analysis exhausts me. I doubt everything, even my doubt.”
-Gustave Flaubert
i want to be like a fever dream. to run through the forest with and empty mind, searching for somentinhg unreachable. to drown in deep cold water at the ocean, feeling mesmerized by the waves hitting my hollow body. to cough blood in the snow and became colder as it. to feel adrenaline at the same as to not feel, as when you have uncomfotable but heart warming dreams.
I looked at their face.
you are so beatiful
I whispered, crying.

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"a fire of emotions, of stranges impulses, that made me sick and, although, filled me with pride"
- Herman Hesse, Demian
and that my wickedness and unhappiness made me superior to my father, superior to the good and merciful humans
Herman Hesse, Demian
Clair de lune
"Clair de lune" is a poem written by French poet Paul Verlaine in 1869. It is the inspiration for the third movement of Claude Debussy's 1890 Suite bergamasque. Debussy also made two settings of the poem for voice and piano accompaniment.
The Suite bergamasque is a suite for piano in four movements by the French composer Claude Debussy. Although it was written in 1890, relegated to oblivion by its author, the work was not edited and published until 1905, although Debussy resisted it because he believed that this composition was below the level of his later works.
Injection sites (BSD Chapter 97 Spoiler)
Disclaimer: All of the medical information below is merely from the Internet so it maybe false information. I am not absolutely certain about what I found. I might edit this post when I have collected more necessary information.
Heavily inspired by this post by @tortolette
From what I gather, Dazai and Fyodor were injecting poison at 72-90 degree-angle, which might be subcutaneous or intramuscular injections and not intradermal injections or intravenous injections. To quote from Drugs.com:
Intramuscular (IM) injections. IM injections are given deep into a muscle where the medication is then absorbed quickly by surrounding blood vessels.
Subcutaneous (SC) injections. SC injections are injected into the innermost layer of the skin called the subcutis or hypodermis, which is made up of a network of fat and collagen cells. SC injections are also known as ‘subcut’ or ‘SQ’ injections. These injections work more slowly than an IV or IM injection because the area does not have such a rich blood supply.
"Intravenous (IV) injections. An IV injection is the fastest way to inject a medication and involves using a syringe to inject a medication directly into a vein. When people talk about receiving medication via IV, however, they are usually talking about an IV infusion or drip, which involves using a pump or gravity to infuse the medication into a vein, rather than a syringe. IV infusions allow a set amount of medication to be administered in a controlled manner over a period of time.
Intradermal (ID) injections. ID injections are given directly into the middle layer of the skin called the dermis. This type of injection is absorbed more slowly again than IV, IM or SC injections."
"Muscle", "Subcutaneous tissue", "Vein", "Dermis", "Epidermis"
According to Children's Hospital of the King's Daughters, "the most common areas for subcutaneous injections are:
the upper outer area of the arm
the front and outer sides of the thighs
the abdomen, except for a 2 inch area around the navel
the upper outer area of the buttocks
the upper hip
because these are away from joints, nerves and large blood vessels."
According to Healthline, "intramuscular injections are absorbed faster than subcutaneous injections... Common intramuscular injection sites are:
Deltoid muscle of the arm. The deltoid muscle is the site most typically used for vaccines.
Vastus lateralis muscle of the thigh.
Ventrogluteal muscle of the hip.
Dorsogluteal muscles of the buttocks."
In short, here is the difference between the two:
However, in this panel, Dazai and Fyodor did not inject the poison in the mentioned sites:
Let’s say Dazai and Fyodor intentionally gave IM injections angularly instead of a 90 degree in the wrong sites, this is what’s meant to happen according to Jesse Kesler from Quora+:
He said: "You may reduce the effectiveness of the vaccine." I guess Dazai and Fyodor did that so they can lengthen the amount of time they have before the poison takes effect.
Also, I wondered why they had chose the 90-degree angle instead of the others, and I found this: According to Journal of the American Academy of Dermatology, there is “no difference in pain between 45- and 90-degree angles of injection, but that the energy required to inject was lower with insertion at 90 degrees. Lower injection energy may lead to less tissue distension and thus less pain. In addition, 90-degree angle insertion may result in less direct transection of nerve endings than 45-degree angle insertion.”
As I don't know whether they chose intramuscular injections (which allows the poison to be absorbed quickly) or subcutaneous injections (which works more slowly than an IV or IM injections), I cannot reach a conclusion whether they chose less pain over more time to survive.
There are three more analyses that I know, I will put the links here if you want to continue reading about this subject.
1. This one by @tortolette
2. This one by @infjsnightmare
3. This one (about the poison) by @overtainted
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I apologise in advance for any inaccuracies and please feel free to correct me in the comment section. Thank you for reading my ramblings :'>
We're friends but the girl I haven't spoken to for three months is the one who checked up on me when I was sick, and we're friends but the person I talked to twice on Twitter is the one who remembered my birthday and we're friends but you're always the one who leaves me feeling empty at night because we're friends but I feel a sense of dread whenever I hear your name. But we're friends, right?

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What’s your favourite colour?
The colour that fades from my enemies' faces as they let out their very last breath. Im also into sage green and burgundy.
Bored children on car rides look out the windows and imagine mystical beasts running alongside the vehicle, jumping from spot to spot to keep up. As smartphones and other such things become more common, these “runalongs” are going extinct, and the things they guard against are on the rise.
once i seen they while listening to music. i miss they.
When I was younger, I used to imagine monsters running alongside the car. I decided to make stats (and a little sketch!) for them.
mine used to look like a person but sometimes they get tired so used kind of teleportation to come back beside the car. they always felt like a guardian.
y’all ever read a book that’s so good it pretty much takes over you for the rest of the day? like, yeah, i’m walking around, doing what i’m supposed to do, but my mind’s still stuck on that one line that absolutely punched me in the gut when i first saw it. my heart’s still thumping somewhere in-between those pages.
what's the point of beliaving in something, if you'll not act for it?
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Oh
So that's the price we pay for living
having the absolute worst day. what are some of your favorite evening pick-me-ups? trying to avoid throwing myself off a cliff