#alucination

Sooo, I may or may not had an alucination?

This post comes to you from a highly medicated blogger. I'm using so much medicine rn, I am seeing the hat man and the evil old lady dancing together

i want to be like a fever dream. to run through the forest with and empty mind, searching for somentinhg unreachable. to drown in deep cold water at the ocean, feeling mesmerized by the waves hitting my hollow body. to cough blood in the snow and became colder as it. to feel adrenaline at the same as to not feel, as when you have uncomfotable but heart warming dreams.