chaos engine

fuck it all nighter

gave up on sleeping broke out the laptop to play minecraft in bed lol

how come even tho everything is good i still want to run away

i kinda miss when people mostly called me care

dude i hate sleeping alone!!!! fuck!!!!! i forgot how much it sucks i got so used to it

i somehow dropped 5 more pounds while i was in cali even tho i was eating out every day???????

suckin dick going clack clack clack instead of gulk gulk gulk bc you have tmj

coming back and the apartment is absolutely putrid and im reminded once again i will never leave because i will be a terrible son if i do. this woman literally cant live alone

about to get on my last flight im so damn tired im going to bed as soon as i get home. guh

auuhhhhhhhhhh airport in like an hour........................

why did that not post until just now

tmi but every time ive shit here ive like. been like ok that was it? i thought thatd be more. then i stood up and looked and it was actually the most shit ive ever seen. what that mean

sitting in bed all morning just crying and weeping and sobbing and holding max bc wym i have to go all the way back to the other side if the country tonight