TW VENT VENT VENT
i think sometimes little me or my childhood-self peers at parts of my life currently and feels even more uncomfortable and sad and scared and lonely. and i don’t know how to remedy that. involuntarily regressing is so difficult without a caregiver that both little me and big me are now perpetually embarrassed, anxious, and so sad. neither version of us gets to just exist unconsequentially and i’m trying to give myself both big and small the spaces and ability to express myself but it’s hard when i’m trying to hide it or shrink it or even just ignore my regression completely….bc if i don’t i just end up being a burden or annoying and then the shame and guilt just pile on…i am so conflicted


















