Do you know

The difference

Between

Moths

And butterflies?

Moths, once developed

Can't eat

They starve to death

Moths are

Nocturnal, ugly, not pleasant too

And would fly

Directly

Into the flame

Even though

They would die

In one of the most horryfying way

But

Butterflies

Are pretty, unique and petite

Colorful

They want to be seen

Butterflies

Can eat

While living

-

Butterflies

Are loved by the most

And moths

Are the unloved ones

-

I remember

You told me

Your spirit animal

Would be a butterfly

It makes sense

You are a butterfly

And

I

Am

A

'cause who I am

Without my traumas

-

Egodeath

Means

Letting

Go

Of

Who

You

Were

And I think

Now

Life is meaningless

To be alive is meaningless

It doesn't matter

What you did

Who you were

Your existence doesn't matter

It's the power of time

Everything is temporary

And

Fades

To black

-

We will turn into ash

Into cold dirt

And who we once were

I‘ve got nothing to lose

Those days are even familiar to me

You ripped me off and threw me away like a used patch

And I pretended I was hurt by all of your words

By cutting me off like a surgeon who‘s operating a tumor

I pretended I wouldn’t survive if you would really leave me

But there is something in me

Unfixable and broken too

How dare you thinking I couldn‘t survive you?