i'd rather be sleeping

got a spike of anxiety about my licensing exam tomorrow and crammed a bit but now i need to stop and just focus on sleep. here’s the plan:

feeling dejected today because i worked on a cover letter this weekend and built a nice little fantasy of working across the street from my friend but when i emailed my application in, they responded and said that they aren’t hiring right now (despite the banner on their website that says hiring!! i could pull my hair out!!). i then went to check in on the back up place that’s been hiring for a few months so that i can finally start to work on submitting an app there, only to find they also aren’t hiring anymore

okay i took my practice test this morning/afternoon and while the score was lower than i felt like it was going to be while i was scoring it, im going to resist the urge to feel anxious about it and will instead choose to trust everyone who says that it is a score that indicates that i am likely to pass. im starting to feel tired so i want to get up and do some things. here are some ideas:

i was making good progress and then i stalled so i need more specific tasks:

i got solid sleep for the first time in over a week so i’m feeling like i can take on the world! realistically, i think these are my goals: