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moreloveforjm_

#saw this earlier on instagram and was hoping it would make its way over to this ecosystem #amazing #love the Thigh #hr fanart

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ugh okay but now I’m exhausted after coming down from all the stress. I don’t want to lay in bed all day though so I need some goals. here’s my thought:

find a YouTube video to watch which cleaning

clean for at least the duration of the video

go for a walk (ideally an hour but can be shorter if it’s disgusting out still)

oooh maybe get a slushie

read for at least 30 mins

maybe do some stretching

#my friend has plans to go to a festival which I could have maybe invited myself to #but I do think some balance and rest might be nice

this week started off tough with prepping for a job application for a job that didn’t end up existing but things have really turned around! documenting here so i can remember the highlights:

passed my licensing exam, which means i don’t have to spend $700 to take it again. also i did it without letting studying take over my life which is a plus

while i was in my exam, i got a voicemail inviting me for a job interview for a job that i thought was dead in the water since it had been a bit since i applied. it also is a salaried position and pays well which would be such a relief

went to dinner twice with friends to celebrate my exam

the biggest is probably that i had my Q3 meeting with my training director and she said im back on track to successfully meet my licensing requirements/finish postdoc after saying at Q2 that i was in danger of not finishing. it’s been such a stressful weight on me for the last three months and has made me feel so awkward around her/made me feel like maybe she thought i’m incompetent. but when we met she had very positive things to say and she even reached out to someone who works at the place im interviewing and said that i’m “top-notch in every way” 😭

#things are really feeling good!#idk if I’ll get this job anyways #but like I’m moving in a good direction!

ticklefighthockey

this was so obviously, painfully my kind of fic thank you @montrealmetros for the impeccable rec

#this was sooooo good #all of my favorite things #poor coping decisions #people who love you and stand by you even when you aren’t ready to accept it #cliff and Ilya friendship #amazing #heated rivarly fanfic

i passed my test!

#it felt awful the whole time #and I was so tired #but I passed by a wide margin #so that’s good #now I’m going to dinner to celebrate!

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ilyarizzanov

will I be burnt at the stake if I say that I don’t think Ilya’s fuckboy persona is entirely an act. will people draw and quarter me if I say that I think he is a different person with different people and none of them are entirely separate from who he is. will people stone me if I say that ilya loved being a fuckboy and loved sleeping around at the time and had a fucking blast doing what and who he wanted even if he wanted to be with shane for most of it.

Like I think people eschew that persona from him too aggressively in favor of making him a Soft Boi but there are multiple facets to ilya and I dont think any of them are necessarily fake. Just because he used promiscuity to cope doesn’t mean he didn’t have a marvelous time participating in it. That man loved pussy. He loved fucking pussy and eating pussy and making women come and whine his name. You cannot convince me otherwise. He was a very proud slut. Just because Shane made a housewife out of a hoe doesn’t make the Hoe Phase not genuine. U feel me?

eonblueinmay

#myilya #heated rivalry

got a spike of anxiety about my licensing exam tomorrow and crammed a bit but now i need to stop and just focus on sleep. here’s the plan:

read one short nice fanfic

sleep by 11

wake up at 8ish (unless tuna has me up and then maybe i push this)

read over test tasking tips doc

maybe put on some light videos in the back or review some of the cheat sheets for last minute rote memorization

leave my house by like 10:30?

get to the area of the testing center by 11

get taco bell

be at the testing center at 11:45

test at 12:15!

#ughhhh #I think it will be fine #but it’s always so hard to know when there’s soooo much content #and so much of it that I just don’t use on a daily basis #but oh well #worst case is that I fail and have to pay to take it again #which woudl suck #but like does not matter #in the grand scheme

nhlportraits

Some shower scene sketches

#this is sooooo beautiful #just perfectly captures him #and it’s so dreamy as well #perfect #hr fanart #heated rivalry

urgetocreate

Timothy Barr (American b.1957), Evening Glow, 2024, Oil on panel

ilya-rozanova

heated rivalry: endless gifs

#his best look #in my opinion #heated rivalry

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feeling dejected today because i worked on a cover letter this weekend and built a nice little fantasy of working across the street from my friend but when i emailed my application in, they responded and said that they aren’t hiring right now (despite the banner on their website that says hiring!! i could pull my hair out!!). i then went to check in on the back up place that’s been hiring for a few months so that i can finally start to work on submitting an app there, only to find they also aren’t hiring anymore

so anyways im debating whether i have it in me to study a bit more for my exam on Thursday or if I should just try to read instead

#im so tired #and I’ve had an on and off headache all day #so I feel like maybe the move is to just relax

eldr1tch-cr0w

number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly

koldefingre

Jane Hollander x Calvin Klein

#the thighs 🤤#and also the everything #heated rivalry #hr fanart

also i managed to finally pick this crocheting project back up which was supposed to be a present for when my cousin’s baby was born but now will be her sixth month birthday present 😂

#it still needs eyes and maybe nostrils #and it’s a bit wonky #but I kind of love it #her nursery is like dragon and dinosaur and fantasy themed #so im very excited about it

tintedglasses

i got solid sleep for the first time in over a week so i’m feeling like i can take on the world! realistically, i think these are my goals:

make an iced chai if my milk is not bad (maybe a hot chocolate if it is)

clean my apartment (how on earth it is so messy again, i do not know)

go on an hour long walk

do a practice test OR work on my cover letter

maybe try to deep clean the big cushion on my chair

tintedglasses

finished the most important stuff from this list AND marked safe again from using AI to write my cover letter. i hate writing cover letters so much that the temptation is strong at times but i am stronger.

#idk with the rise of ai I think we should do away with cover letters #since im sure most people are using ai for them #and maybe dumb of me not to #but I am resistant #sadly it’s now 7:20 and I have limited time to relax but I also feel good getting that all off my plate and being basically ready to submit #my job application tomorrow #really need a job so that I can get an apartment #etc etc

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marmelade-sky

I think Marleau would let Ilya's coming-out inspire him to give gay stuff a try. He'd be like well if Roz likes it there's gotta be something to it. My boy has good taste, after all. Better give it a spin to see what it's all about.

ineptshieldmaid

Crucially he would not have said this if 20 y old Ilya mentioned having fooled around with his coaches’ son and “even another player, here”, because young Ilya would get into any kind of trouble. But he KEPT doing it? Hmm. Might be something there…

marmelade-sky

Marleau: ok king, you've convinced me to give dudes a try

Ilya, who, in fact, never consciously tried to convince him of anything but is IMMEDIATELY on board: go for it brother

#god i love them #heated rivalry

okay i took my practice test this morning/afternoon and while the score was lower than i felt like it was going to be while i was scoring it, im going to resist the urge to feel anxious about it and will instead choose to trust everyone who says that it is a score that indicates that i am likely to pass. im starting to feel tired so i want to get up and do some things. here are some ideas:

eat some lunch

go for a long walk (maybe listen to some study audios, maybe just have fun and take a break)

stop by ACE hardware to pick up ant spray for the unfortunate ant situation i have going on

try to find my crochet needle so i can finish my project

maaaaaybeeeee write my cover letter (this would be so so good of me and take a lot of stress off)

cook something for dinner (maybe a lentil dish?)

shower before bed

maybe paint my nails?

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